Vengeance of The Broken Lycan Prince [BL] -
Chapter 234: You Turned Me Into A Weakling You Hated [2]
Chapter 234: You Turned Me Into A Weakling You Hated [2]
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"You don’t mean that," Kosta said in an attempt to make things make sense, but Tamiko was already beyond that. He had long made his choice, and he wasn’t going to go back, not even for the Erasthai who broke his heart the most.
"Well, I do. I have nothing left to see. Besides, you wanted space. Why are you here hounding me? I gave you your space, and now that I need my freedom, you seem so pressed about it.
"Is that why you came back?" Tamiko asked emotionlessly like Kosta was a stranger to him. Love had broken him, and he wanted to take a break, but it was ruining him, too, in the process.
Shit was not supposed to be this hard, but what else was Tamiko supposed to do when his Erasthai had shown him more than once that there were just a lot of things that they wouldn’t be able to do anymore?
They had hopes and dreams together, and it had all faded because of one evening. And now, six days later, shit was unreal. It was like the world had chosen to fuck them over more than once, which was not even cool.
"Krushka..." Kosta called out desperately. He could see the emptiness in Tamiko’s eyes, but he refused to let Tamiko stay an emotionless creature. That wasn’t what they had worked this hard for.
They had strived to be the best of the best, and yet it had all brought them back to the one point that Kosta wasn’t sure they would ever be able to get out of. Maybe he was being pessimistic, but it wasn’t like Tamiko was giving him the best of signs right now.
His life had changed for the worse in just a few days, and it was something that they could have changed. But was it ever going to be better., or was Tamiko bound to be this empty shell that the realm didn’t even understand?
"Don’t bother putting on an act. We are past the delicate times. You go be the Lycan Chief or the royal omega. Whatever role you feel like playing around papa dearest. I will be out of your hair," Tamiko said dismissively.
Igor felt his heart shatter at the cold reception he was getting from the man who had turned the realm upside down just to find him. When he had heard of what Tamiko had done for him, Kosta had felt his heart lift.
He had known that Tamiko would never rest until he was ground, but he had always denied it when Akila mentioned it.
Kosta had found excuses as to why Tamiko never would want him like that, but then when shit happened this Erasthai pulled up for him, Igor had never been prouder and more grateful it was like a breath of fresh air, and honestly, it made him want to be a better person than he had ever been for his mate.
He knew Tamiko loved him, despite the little show now, but at the same time, he wasn’t about to dismiss his Erasthai’s feelings. He knew Tamiko suffered for him, and he wished that life could have been better for them.
Perhaps it was supposed to be as complex, but what the fuck did they end up being then? This was madness, and he hated it. But more than that, he was sorry for what he had done and put Tamiko through.
"I did hear the masking scent," Kosta said softly, and for a moment, Tamiko’s breath hit. He codes to meet the beautiful caramel scent that he always loved, a scent that appealed to him even in his no-humanity state.
It was a beautiful, addictive scent, and Tamiko loved being closer to Kosta. He had always dreamed of the day when his Koata wouldn’t have had to hide what he felt and his scent.
It had been like a calling, and Tamiko had aspired long and hard to be the one their Konstantin let smell. The scent was everything, and the fact that Kosta was letting everyone know that he was an omega was something Tamiko couldn’t help but be proud of.
However, at the same time, he didn’t want to think about him. Thinking about Kosta always got him losing his shit countless times. It wasn’t the best of things for him, and there was no doubt that it would only break his little heart even more.
It was crazy how shit had gotten for him and the most beautiful Erasthai to ever live. But hey, this was what Kosta had forced him to be. So, he just had to accept the consequences of a decision that had ruined both their lives, no?
"Good for you. Acceptance is something that you need to work on. Have a good time embracing the omega side of life, Chief Konstantin," Tamiko said, and Kosta knew that he had truly fucked up.
Tamiko had never once been cold with him. The man had always had a soft spot for him, and now it was like this was what he was bound to see for the rest of his life. Oh, but it was a cruel proposition, and Kosta knew that fate wasn’t that cruel.
But what if it was?
What if this was what they had to fight through?
What if there was really nothing left now that Tamiko had shut the hold on his emotions and he just didn’t care anymore?
Tamiko had never been cruel to Kosta, but his words in the past few minutes had stabbed the Lycan chief harsher than any blade that had ever been used against him in war. It was the harshest of truths that he never rated to face.
He didn’t know how to live in a world without Tamiko and he hated himself for fucking it up. He had managed to turn the most loving person into a blockwall of motions and one who did not care what he did or even why he did it.
If things had been alright, Tamiko would have embraced him and kissed him until he saw the stars. Maybe that was what he had been going for this time. But he had been the one to break Tamiko’s heart first.
He had crushed the love himself, and he had no one to blame for that.
"Wait, please," Kosta tried desperately.
This was not supposed to be goodbye for them.
He loved Tamiko, and he was sure Tamiko loved him. He needed Tamiko to be with him. He didn’t care about their positions, just like he had never cared, but his fears had driven him to a wall that had managed to break everything between them.
Perhaps, there was still a chance at making things, right? Perhaps this was just the storm, and there would be a calm. Then again, with the heart that Tamiko had, it was not going to be easy to tell because Kosta had broken him in the worst of ways.
He had been so broken that his emotions had become so overwhelming to the point that he chose to run away from his emotional distress by shutting everyone out, including his own father. That was just how bad shit had all gotten.
"Are you seeking me as your prince or as your Erasthai? Oh, wait, you wanted to reject me but didn’t have the balls for it. Do you want me to do it for you? Want me to fasten the unlinking process?" Tamiko asked amusedly.
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