Vengeance of The Broken Lycan Prince [BL]
Chapter 233: You Turned Me Into A Weakling You Hated [1]

Chapter 233: You Turned Me Into A Weakling You Hated [1]

[KAWAI]

Tamiko looked at his Erasthai, and this time, he wasn’t sure if there was another hallucination. He had gotten tired of fighting but at the same time, he was okay with whatever was coming for him.

With his humanity off, he did not have to care about anyone. He didn’t have to think about anything else, and that was the best of relief for him. He couldn’t deny that the issue with Kosta was tempting him to lean in.

It was a desire that even he could fight, and he knew it.

He wanted to lean in, to fit into the emotions that had surfaced, but he couldn’t. he knew what this would turn out to be, especially now that they didn’t talk yet about the past six days, let alone the evening that had fucked them up.

Maybe they would be acting like life was okay and healthy.

Tamiko was not opposed to that though. He had suffered, and he didn’t want to be thrust back into the chaos again. He had had enough, and in a month, he would probably turn his humanity back on.

That was the only thing that had driven him crazy more than once, and he refused to play that twisted game of fates anymore... at least for a while now.

"I see you’re awake," Tamiko said when they pulled back. His eyes held no emotions for the man he had once loved with all of him. It was like that was just another episode that he figured he couldn’t be rude to, but one thing he needed to keep close.

It was confusing for him, and he wanted to shout at the world. The very essence of switching off his humanity was to make sure he didn’t care about anything, and yet he seemed to care about not being rude to Kosta more than he wanted to.

Perhaps that was what his fate and the Lycan Chief would be. To be pulled back and forth into a love that had been nothing but painful to him. It was okay, but what else was he supposed to do when it seemed like life was not even on his side this time, too?

"I came to get you back," Kosta said earnestly as he stared at his Erasthai.

He could see the way Tamiko was spent. He had heard of what Tamiko had done to get him back. It broke his heart at first, and the longer he listened to Danny, the other Kawai Lycans, and even Akila, the more he was sure that Tamiko deserved better.

His Erasthai deserved peace, and Kosta was here to make sure that they went past their differences. He knew that he had been the cause of all that pain and hurt. That had been the reason why Tamiko had retreated instead of refusing to see him.

Kosta knew his words earlier had fucked up the little faith that Tamiko had in their mate bond, and honestly, he couldn’t blame him for whatever decision he made this time. It was like agreeing with fate because, honestly, Kosta knew that Tamiko had suffered enough.

He had promised never to let his Erasthai suffer, and yet he had been the reason he had suffered the most. He was part of the reason that Tamiko had stayed away from everyone because he couldn’t handle another indirect rejection.

Oh, but Kosta had so many regrets, and they were eating him up really bad.

Maybe there was going to be an easy way, right?

But what easy way would it ever be?

"Came to get me back? What a joke," Tamiko said as he let out a hearty laugh. This had to be some joke for Kosta, which is why he was staring at Tamiko like the man was his world, right?

Surely, there had to be some other reason for that, but then Tamiko just didn’t care anymore. He was holding on to the fragile pieces of his already shattered heart. He would not wait to see what the fuck Kosta had to use to break his heart anymore.

He was past that already... right?

"Why? Do you now want to be my omega? Is that why you woke me up? Think you can get me to turn my humanity switch back on? Is that why Papa sent you here? Because he knew I would listen to him?" Tamiko asked as he got up.

He didn’t feel like staying around Akila’s home anymore, but he was shocked; which was why he pulled the door and locked it. He couldn’t let the insects or crawling animals in. That wouldn’t be the courtesy that he had accepted, so perhaps this was him just being responsible, right?

Oh, but Tamiko did want to be around his Erasthai this time.

Kosta had hurt him all the ways to hell, and there was never a good reason for the man to be popping into his life like that again.

He had wanted to be left alone, and the moment Tamiko did what he wanted, now he was here staring at Tamiko like Tamiko was love materialized. What the fuck was the young prince supposed to make of this?

Oh, but if only the trust had stayed.

"I... I came for you," Kosta said, his tone soft and his body language submissive. He looked like he really was ready to walk on thorns if that was what Tamiko wanted from him.

He looked desperate, it was interesting, and Tamiko could not help but cringe at the sight of him.

This time, Tamiko stared at him coldly. This was the kind of look that Kosta had expected, but perhaps a part of him was hoping that shit would be alright eventually, right?

Would it ever make any sense, though?

They had already crossed so many barriers back there, so what other barriers did they need to figure out to get through then? Would it ever be enough for them, or would it ever just be a part of the lives that they had to learn to live because of their unfortunate pairing?

"I don’t want to see you. You should have gotten the memo when I did come to check on you despite being in my chambers. Whatever you want to say to me won’t change shit. Now leave. I wouldn’t want to be blamed for heartbreaking the royal omega again.

"Papa has quite a preference for you, and I don’t want to ruin his fragile heart. Leave," Tamiko said coldly.

He was being mean, and he was cruel, but he was done caring. He had been hurt the entire time, and now that it seemed like he was finally catching a break from his emotional messes, it seemed like his Erasthai didn’t want him to heal.

What the hell was he supposed to ever make of this? He hated the situation they were in, but a part of him despised the fact that his Erasthai had something to do with the way that they had ended up. It was killing him slowly.

"You don’t mean that," Kosta said in an attempt to make things make sense, but Tamiko was already beyond that. He had long made his choice, and he wasn’t going to go back, not even for the Erasthai who broke his heart the most.