Vengeance of The Broken Lycan Prince [BL]
Chapter 199: Sticks And Stones Headed Our way

Chapter 199: Sticks And Stones Headed Our way

[KAWAI]

Coming from the high table at breakfast, Danny knew that all hell had duly broken loose. He had seen the way Tamiko had felt defeated and his heart had shattered for his beta drones.

All that should have been done the right way had been fucked up and now the one man that Tamiko had loved without condition didn’t want anything to do with him. Tamiko is left alone, with no one to see him like he would have wished.

He had seen Kosta’s vulnerability and it had been the final switch on the broken state of the young Lycan. Danny had seen it himself, the moment when Tamiko’s world was ripped upside down, and not even his father was baked to make it any better.

It didn’t seem right back then but here as he walked after Tamiko, Danny had done enough thinking and he knew that he had to say something. Maybe Tamiko wouldn’t listen to him given he didn’t have a mate at the moment, but Danny was tempted to trust in the love his best friend had for him.

It all had to count for something because otherwise all the sacrifices that Tamiko had made up until this point would have all been for nothing and their lives would have been fucked up regardless.

It was a cruel truth but they had to have been through enough shit to not consider the fact that there was always going to be a way out.

"Tamiko, wait!" Danny said she rushed after his brother.

They had been at this for hours and frankly, Danny didn’t know where they were headed and it was unsettling to some extent. This wasn’t how they were supposed to spend the day in Kawai and yet here they were.

The breakfast table was slowly coming off as a cursed table for Tamiko seeing as it was the knee place where all shit got discussed. Maybe if they missed breakfast at least once they would all definitely have a peaceful day, right?

It wasn’t supposed to be that hard and cruel either way, no? Oh, how this was making no sense to them. Perhaps there is something that they could try and work out along the way even though the chances of all that coming to fruition was a tad too little.

"I need to clear my head, Danny," Tamiko said, slowing down. He had been thinking of the rejection at the breakfast table and honestly, he felt like he had been punched by the one he loved so much.

He couldn’t get the face of Kosta, his omega, out of his mind and it haunted the hell out of him. He had always had nothing but love for Kosta and for his erasthai to have felt that lost when he was around was out of this world.

It was a reality haunted the shit out of Tamiko and it made him feel like there was nothing else left in his name. If Kosta rejected him, then he would be done for.

Nothing would ever come to make any sense to him anymore and life would never be worth living. That was the one thing that made Tamiko despise himself even more. It wasn’t supposed to be like this, no.

And there ain’t a thing he could do to make Kosta completely trust him.

"I get it. I really do, but please don’t make my legs fall off while at it," Danny teased and Tamiko chuckled amusedly. It was relieving knowing that even in such tough spots Danny still held onto his sense of humor.

Maybe he was not okay for all that had been happening but Tamiko knew he had a choice to make. The only problem right now was that his choices would not go well with Kosta and Tamiko didn’t want to hurt Kosta.

He lived for the Lycan chief and hell would blow over before he did something to intentionally hurt Kosta.

But damn were his options running out.

How the hell was he supposed to have hope when the one who always gives him hope turns his back on him? Kosta could reject him. And Tamiko despised that truth. He hated the way it made him feel and he wanted it all to stop.

The only problem was that it wouldn’t stop soon and Tamiko could feel it too. So, what the fuck was he even supposed to be doing along the way then?

"I’m sorry. It’s all just too much and everywhere I go it seems like that caramel scent is bound to follow me. I need to think of something else, to do anything, anywhere, and if I have to be away from Kawai for that to happen, then I have to," Tamiko explained in defeat.

He needed to leave and give Kosta space because if he didn’t leave he would go after Kosta and make him his and Tamiko didn’t want to be a monster, not to the man he loved more than he loved himself.

It was just something that he couldn’t afford and right now as he wallowed in the streets that led the way dome the capital and the kingdom itself, Tamiko knew he had to think straight.

It was the only thing that stood between him and irrationality, a thing that he couldn’t afford, not with his Kosta.

"You can’t always run away from your problems though," Danny said and Tamiko felt the weight on his shoulder burden him even more of course he knew he shouldn’t have been running but why the fuck did running make it all easier?

If he wasn’t supposed to always be running, why then did he feel like escalating and getting to catch beasts away from home was the only possible option for him at the time?

What about how he felt? What about the pain that was bound to ruin him? What about the way that his entire being was suffocated and how his world was slowly fading because he wasn’t strong enough to fight against the feelings he had for Kosta then?

What if the life they were supposed to be living?

Their future together?

What of their dreams then?

Oh, Tamiko felt like he was going insane even as he stared at his best friend who was clearly trying to make sure Tamiko was being rational. But would rationality win this time?

"But he is not a problem, Danny. He is the love of my life and he doesn’t want me anymore. I don’t know what to do and I can’t think straight with his cent engulfing me like that. It just doesn’t work like that," Tamiko said frustratedly.

He needed to figure out a way around this and he wasn’t getting any answers as soon as he wished. Which was proving to be his very personal hell. This was crazy and he hated himself for it.

He had made promises to Kosta over the months they had been together. He had done more than keep his promises, and yet in all of that, none of what he had said to Kosta had been good enough to make the Lycan chief want to stay with him.

What use was his life then?? How the hell was he meant to cope with the madness that was headed towards them? What of their lives? What of their love? Oh, Tamiko.

"So, what, you’ll just run away and let him suffer as the omega he is?"