The Werewolf's Vampire Mate
Chapter 393: The woman in the room

Chapter 393: The woman in the room

Gyles

Thanks to Beau, we are back in the community. Now that we are here, there are no plans of going back to Jules’s house.

He has been doing a lot of research. no one seems to know what is wrong with me and why I am still hearing all the voices in my head. I don’t want to overthink and then make them all worry but I don’t know what else to do.

Blue and Rex are treating me like I am broken.

They are not acting normal around me.

"You know, you are stronger than you think you are."

Blue says to me, which I find very weird since I never told him anything. the only fear I have is disappointing them and that is exactly what I have been doing all this while.

"I don’t know anymore. I am exhausted,’’ I cry because the fact that he brought it up makes me want to just air it all out. we are on our way home from the wedding and Rex is in front of us with Jules. the walk from the venue to the community is short. less than fifteen minutes.

"We are all in this together, you are not alone,’’ he tries to assure me but he says that now. what happens when I can’t control the voices? what if this ends up making me a monster?

"I know that but if this continues, all I will do is hurt you and Rex." he stops walking and I look at him. there is a serious expression on his face.

"This is not the end of the world and I need you to see that, can you do that for me?’’ he breathes and I want to agree with him but I don’t know how to. Blue mentioned that this was happening to me because there was weakness inside me. the book chose me because I am the weakest out of the three of us.

we get the community "I want to be alone tonight; can I just go to my room?’’ I ask him because this is harder than I thought it would be.

there is hesitation in his eyes. I know that he is worried about me. I see it in his eyes.

"It’s just for one night. I will be ok’’ I convince him and he sighs loudly and walks over to Rex. I watch as Rex struts over to me with a worried expression on his face.

He probably doesn’t think it is a good idea for me to be alone. I understand him but I think it will be good for me to be alone.

"We need to be together right now," he pushes for me to agree but I have already made up my mind. today has been exhausting. we never planned to come back to the community. we were waiting on Jules’s friend who is a warlock. he has been asking around. for someone that is alone, he sure knows a lot of people.

I don’t know if the man that we are supposed to meet up with is going to be of help but I want to be a little optimistic.

right now, I just need a breather.

"I promise, this is not a problem. I will be in my room all night,’’ I assure them but they still don’t believe me.

I know, I am the trouble maker in the relationship. I have been the one that has caused all the problems.

they don’t trust me, even though they say they do and I don’t blame them. "Just let him do what he wants," Blue walks back to me, shaking his head. he doesn’t agree with me but he is not going to fight me on this.

"Fine, I’ll come look for you tomorrow,’’ Rex says in a very soft voice. he is not happy with what I am doing but he is not going to fight me on this.

I want to hug them both but I know that they are not completely happy with me. I watch them walk to the part where the guest quarters is located. the house that Beau arranged for us.

I walk to the main house and straight to my room. my phone rings and I see a call from Alanis. he is the only one that I get along with.

"Hey,’’ I answer as I close the door and switch on the light. the room is stuffy and exactly the way I left it when I decided to leave and go look for Blue.

I think about the decision I made and part of me regrets being so stubborn and not listening.

"I find it weird that you are calling me when you are supposed to be enjoying your honeymoon,’’ I mutter into the phone as I walk over to the window and open it up to let some fresh air in.

"Oh, this is the last time you are going to hear from me for the rest of the week, so I just needed to make sure you are okay. I didn’t expect to see you at the wedding." he breathes into the phone.

"I wouldn’t have missed it for anything. once Beau mentioned it, I made sure we came.’’

I stay in front of the window and look out to the moon. the sky is dark and full of stars. the stars make me think of blue.

"I am glad you came, is everything sorted out. with the book and the voices?’’

I sense the worry in his tone. I hate that all I do is make people worry about him. I hate it so much.

"We are working on it. I am trying to stay strong as much as I can. I am trying to stay positive.’’

he is silent and then he speaks up. "I want to hear you say that. I want to hear, you be positive."

I don’t want to lie to him. I want to be positive. I want to believe that this is going to end.

"I want to be positive and I am trying but it is getting harder."

He sighs into the phone "I wish I could be of more help. I don’t even have any solutions to what you are going through."

I manage a smile even though he can’t see me. maybe this is more for me than him "I don’t want you to worry, I want you to enjoy your honeymoon. I will be fine,’’ I try to assure him, even though I don’t even believe myself right now.

I am at this place where I believe everyone will be better if I am dead.

"Okay, I will try to call you again. if you need to talk, don’t hesitate to call me,’’ he tells me.

I end the call and somehow, I feel better, talking to Alanis helps. I turn around and freeze at the sight in front of me.

What the hell.

There is a figure standing by the door. She is wearing a black dress; her hair is long and black. I can’t help but think she looks so familiar.

"Are you here to kill me?" I ask her in a very faint voice.

She smiles at me. "No, I am here to talk to you."

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