The Werewolf's Vampire Mate
Chapter 32: My home.

Chapter 32: My home.

Alanis

Blood.

The basic necessity for my survival.

I’ve tasted all kinds of blood, from different humans. I’ve never had the blood of a wolf. I don’t know what it’ll do to me but at this moment, I have never felt stronger. The veins around my neck protrude. My senses heighten, I can feel my body accept all that is Beau completely.

I suck deeper into his veins and his blood spills into my mouth and down my chin. I continue sucking in his blood not taking my eyes off him, I don’t want to drain him. I will only take what I need, I don’t want to hurt him in the process.

Beau is staring at me, his breathing is heavy, it almost seems like he is enjoying this. I have never gotten this reaction from anyone before. No human has ever had this expression on their face from my bite. This feels a little too special. I grab unto his wrist tighter and he moans he fucking moans and that turns me on.

Shit.

The moment I notice the color of his skin start to disappear; I start to pull away from him. He watches me as I move away from him until my back is pressed against the headboard of his bed. His breath is heavy and my heart breaks at the view. I can’t believe I did this to him. I don’t want to feed off of him.

"Babe." I manage but he still has a dazed expression on his face. I want to reach out to touch him but the bite marks of my fangs on his wrist is all I can see. i am too scared to touch him right now. "Are you okay?" i ask him.

He clutches his palm on his chest, still breathing heavily. Now I am worried. This can’t hurt him.

Right?

"It feels weird. I don’t know, something is different."

I shift closer to him "How do you feel?"

He shrugs "I don’t know. I feel happy and ecstatic. I feel complete," i reach for him and he holds me in his arms "Everything is a mess right now, but I am not scared at all.’’

I release a sigh of relief because for a second, I thought something was wrong with him. The fact that he doesn’t have any regrets to giving me his blood is making me at ease. "They say there is a euphoric bliss to getting bit, did you feel it?"

He nods immediately and kisses my forehead softly; his breath is still heavy. "It wasn’t scary, it was amazing,’ his lips press to mine and I let him. We kiss and a part of me is glad. Nothing but this man matters to me. I am at the point in my life where he is the most important person to me.

"When last did you eat?" he asks after our kiss.

I furrow my brows because I don’t want to answer that question. I don’t want to tell him that I haven’t eaten in three days because all I have been able to think about is him. I have been so worried about him that I couldn’t focus on anything but that.

"You know what I am talking about," he snaps noticing the avoidance in my eyes.

"It’s not important, I am fine now,’’ I try to assure him but he is not having it.

"Tell me, when last did you have blood?"

"Babe--" he cuts me mid sentence "Don’t try to hide this, I need your complete honesty, tell me now," the alpha in him comes out and a smile comes to my face. i don’t mind the dominating tone in his voice. I want to be controlled by him, don’t mind it at all.

"A couple of days," I tell him.

He sighs and runs his hands through his hair "You almost died and I couldn’t protect you," he is beating himself up for this.

"You did."

He shakes his head "Don’t do this to me again, I am begging you," tears well up in his eyes. He is about to cry and this is breaking my heart. I wrap my arms around his waist and pull him even closer to me. The tears drop and I know he is trying his best to control it. I have watched this man cry too much and I hate that I can’t do anything to make him feel better. I hate that ever since we met all I have done is cause him pain.

I hate myself so much right now.

"I promise, this won’t happen again." I kiss his temple and his head rests on my chest. This man is holding me and crying and being vulnerable and I love that he gets comfort from this. I love him so much.

"We have a lot to deal with, I need you to have all the strength you can. If you need blood don’t ever fail to ask me. I will give you my last breath if I have to,"

He is overreacting but I understand him completely. Me being weak is not a great sight to see, a vampire without blood is nothing and at that moment, he must have been terrified.

"It won’t come to that," I assure him.

He nods with his head resting on my shoulder "I called everyone for a meeting, I need to go now,’ he sighs in my arms. "Eligio is supposed to be here soon. Shit, I forgot about him," as the words leave his lips there is a knock on the door. Rex walks into the room with a bag in his grasp.

"I got the blood," he tells Beau.

Beau pulls back from me and stands up from the bed, he walks over to his friend and collects the bag from him. "Thank you, I am sorry for freaking out."

Rex smiles "I get it, it’s fine. You’re alright now,’ he directs at me.

I nod. "Thanks."

"Fallon is asking for you," he tells Beau.

"Yeah, wait for me outside."

Rex walks out of the room and Beau faces me "Do you wanna come with me for the gathering?"

I shake my head immediately "No, you do this on your own. I’ll call El, see where he is and go meet up with him,"

We both get dressed and he leads me out of the house. Outside the compound he sighs "What if they are still waiting for you in the woods?" he asks with worry on his face.

"I will be fine. It is not me they want," I remind him.

He sighs again "I know, but they could use you to get me," he is scared. i totally understand why, but he doesn’t need to worry about me. I can take care of myself.

"I promise, I will be alright," he plants a soft kiss on my forehead and I close my eyes to engrave his scent to my memory. I won’t be gone for a while but I don’t even want to leave him. Once he goes back into the house, I walk to the direction that leads out of the community. I look up at the sky and the morning sun is rising with an orange glow. I dial Eligio’s number and he answers immediately "I am almost there," that’s the first thing he says.

I chuckle "It’s taking you quite a while to save my life," I am messing with him. This is my way of letting him know that I am alright.

"Fuck L, you had us all worried, why the fuck would you stop taking blood. You know the repercussions," he is yelling obviously furious.

"I know, I just lost track of time and then that wasn’t my priority at the moment. Where are you?"

"I’m just parking at the lot that leads to the border of the wolves," he explains.

Rolling my eyes "You even took your precious time that you drove, wow. I thought you’d run to save your favorite bro."

He laughs "Dude, you weren’t gonna die," he exclaims.

Truth is, it would have taken a while for me to eventually stop breathing, so I can understand why L didn’t take this as a danger situation but Beau is different. He won’t stand to watch me in pain. I could see it in his eyes, just the thought of losing me is enough to have him risk it all.

"Fuck you," I get to the border. This is the beginning of the area where vampires are not supposed to cross but somehow that doesn’t mean anything anymore, as they have all decided to start breaking the rules. There will be chaos if there are no rules.

i don’t want the chaos.

I see Eligio in the parking lot. He is dressed in Beige pants and a dress shirt with shades on his face. He smiles when he sees me and ends the call. I walk until I am close to him and he stretches his hand out to show me the bag of blood.

"Here you go,"

I collect it from him and he laughs "You had to show him the pussy side of you right," he winks.

I hit him playfully and this makes him laugh even harder "Fuck you,"

"How did you get out of the funk?" he wants to know what I took. That much is obvious.

"His blood."

He furrows his brows "Werewolf blood?"

"Yes," I answer him like it is not a big deal. I don’t know if that was a mistake but I don’t have any regrets. Having a taste of Beau made me feel closer to him. There was a bonding moment between us. it was the best feeling.

"Is he alright?"

I nod. "Yes, he is."

"You need to come home, father will be back in a couple of hours. He wants you safe at home,"

I frown "I told you I can’t, they attacked them today, he needs me by his side. I need to keep him safe."

"What? When?"

"Early in the morning, only one person was hurt. They said they’d be back."

"You saw Cassius?"

I nod.

He runs his hands through his hair "He will not hesitate to kill you, he will not waste any time. You can’t be risking your life like this," he is trying to scare me but it is not working. He needs to understand that I have a link now, Beau comes before everything else. Even my own safety.

"I can’t come home. For now, this is my home. Beau is my home. I will not leave him when he needs me the most,"

El sighs but he understands me. He would do the same if Elu was in danger. The moment you bond with your link, you become one with the person.

I won’t leave Beau because leaving him is like forsaking myself.