The Werewolf's Vampire Mate -
Chapter 221: Temptation
Chapter 221: Temptation
Blue.
"Kiss me,’’
Those words and the expression on his face will forever be plastered to my mind. From the second those words left his lips, I knew I wouldn’t be able to refuse him. Kissing him has been on my mind since the day I saw him.
That was the reason why I pulled him into the dream. I wanted him to know what it felt like and I wanted him to want it as much as I do. But he didn’t give in to it as I thought. He stayed stubborn and chose to torment me. Now it is pretty late at night and he is staring at me with those beautiful brown eyes, asking me for the one thing that I have desperately craved.
He walks closer to me and my heart thuds.
Thump, thump.
The sound is so loud that it feels like my eardrums are about to burst. I think this all has to do with him playing hard to get. You know when you want something desperately and it is not easy to get, you want it more.
So that is how it is with him. I want him, and he knows. He has been fighting this for so long but he is here now. Deep down, he wants me and he can’t hide it anymore.
"I can’t kiss you,’’ I decide to play him at his own game. I just want him to get a taste of his own medicine. Know how I have been feeling all this while.
He raises a brow and then rests his hand on my chest. Close to my heart. Now I am sure he can feel it beating heavily. I close my eyes because his touch is doing a lot of things that I don’t want to acknowledge at this moment. He must know how much he is affecting me and now he is choosing to tease me.
"This must be a dream come through. You know you want this as much as I want this too.’’ He breathes out which makes me open my eyes abruptly. He is still watching me. There is a mischievous smile on his face.
Fuck, I hate that the smile is such a turn on for me.
I hate that I can’t resist him. Here I am staring at him with my failed attempt at playing hard to get. He slides his hand down my chest and I hiss because I know that I am going to give in to him. Slowly, he slides his hand into my shirt. His hand is as cold as ice. On my skin, it sends shivers down my spine.
"Stop doing things you will regret,’’ I warn him because I know that once the sun comes up. He will act like this never happened and I don’t want that. I don’t want to be some inconsequential person to him. I want him to remember this moment and smile. I want him to think about our first kiss and how it happened.
I want to be important to him.
"I regret being alive right now, doesn’t mean I wouldn’t keep breathing,’’ he mutters and caresses my chest. I don’t know what he means right now, I want to figure out how his mind works. I want to reach into his heart and know the things that make him sad, worried. I want to understand why he is so hard on himself and why he is pushing me away.
You need to help him remember.
Rex’s words spring up and I sigh from the frustration of it all. I don’t know if it is the best thing to do in our situation. He wants me to lie to him, deceive him into thinking I am helping him and then do the opposite of what he wants.
But you will know his truth.
My wolf prompts.
I don’t want to know his truth. I want him to use his truth to get closure. I want him to want to know. I know it is a lot to ask. Wanting to control someone but I only want this because my heart beats for him. I feel things for this man in front of me that I can’t deny.
I don’t want to.
"I am not a game to you G, I am your mate.’’ I remind him because he seems to forget that a lot. I am just someone that he is attracted to. He grabs onto my waist and presses me to him, I take a deep breath because resisting him is harder than I thought.
How do you resist someone when they are your whole being?
Mine, mine.
My wolf pipes up eagerly.
"I know, but do you want to see this from my side?" he tiptoes until he is on my height level and his lips graze mine softly "This is not easy for me. Accepting you and Rex. It is a lot to ask.’’ His mouth is so close to mine. His breath is hot. The butterflies in my tummy intensify. I can’t resist anymore—I don’t even want to.
He is justifying his actions.
I don’t understand his actions.
I just know that he is beautiful and I can’t stand the temptation any longer. I want him so badly that I will not be able to resist.
I can’t.
I make the first move. I push into him with so much forever that at first, he expresses shock with a loud gasp. A smile sprawls on my face as I slide my tongue into his mouth. I taste all that he is and it makes me tremble and shiver as I push him to the wall. He hits his back with a loud thud and the lamp next to us, huts the carpeted floor. My hands wrap around his waist and with all the strength I have, I pull him up until his waist is around me.
More, more, more.
I have never seen my wolf this excited. I don’t think about anything as I reach for his shirt and pull it off. It all happens fast. This is the first kiss that I have dreamt of. The one thing that I have been thinking about since I met him and now I have the opportunity and I want to take him all.
We keep kissing with him shirtless against me.
"Jeez, what is this?’’ he asks shakily as he pulls apart from me to help me with mine. our bodies are pressed together. There is a lot going on but all I do is focus on him and his beautiful eyes. I have never had a specific gender that I fancied but now, it is all clear to me.
He is everything I have ever wanted.
"This is everything you have been denying,’’ I tell him as he takes off my shirt. My eyes close for a second as I feel his skin on mine. This is the best thing ever. The fact that Rex is at the back of my mind is haunting me. This feels wrong but I also know he wouldn’t be upset about this. He wants this for us. The faster we get together, the faster we can all be together. This is not cheating.
Maybe I am just convincing myself of all that. Trying to make this justifiable.
I don’t know.
Right now, my wolf has all the control as I lead him to the bed. He falls on it gently and I watch him as he taunts me with his eyes.
He wants me.
God, I want him.
I climb in between his legs and he closes his eyes. "I am not denying this. I just don’t want to be tied down."
It is weird that even with everything he is saying, I still want him. I am still desperate to have this intimate moment with him.
Does that make me pathetic?
Okay, maybe it does.
I don’t care right now.
He reaches for my sweatpants. I’m not wearing anything underneath and the thought of that entices me. I want him to see me. I want to see him.
"You are thinking about this the wrong way. This is not about being tied down. This is about having two people that will always love you, for as long as you leave.’’
He rolls his eyes and then pulls my pants off. My eyes stay on him because I want to see his reaction. We are having a conversation and I want to focus on it but my dick has a mind on its own. "Your body wants me to. Why not let it win." He grabs my dick and a soft sound escapes my mouth.
Fucking hell.
What is going on?
"Why not have me...here. Right now. See if we are as compatible as you say we are." He adds teasingly.
Have him.
My wolf is not helping me. I don’t know what I am doing right now and maybe I am weaker than I thought. Maybe this will be a mistake that I will regret for the rest of my life but I lean into him and I take his pants off.
Fuck.
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