The Werewolf's Vampire Mate -
Chapter 194: Everything is perfect
Chapter 194: Everything is perfect
Rex.
"This was the best weekend of my life,’’ Gyles breathes out, pulling me closer in his arms.
As the sun sets, it is a reminder that the day is over and our bubble is about to burst. I don’t know what time Beau and rest of the pack plan on coming but I don’t want us to be caught in our bubble. I don’t want to have to explain anything to everyone, especially now that Beau already knows about me and Blue.
He hasn’t called me to talk about it and I am glad because I don’t want to start explaining things to him. I don’t even know what is going. I don’t understand all the feelings going around my insides.
"This is not over..." I look at him. He has a weird expression on his face "Right?’’ I add in question.
He shakes his head "I don’t want it to. I need you in my life,’’ his words are comforting because I feel the same way. I need him, more than I ever imagined. In just a span of two days, he has become a very important part of my life. I can’t imagine waking up and he is not beside me. That is how important he is.
"We don’t have to stop this,’’ I tell him, nuzzling into his arms. He brushes the strands of my hair gently. That mere action sends shivers down my spine. We are in my bed, in each other’s arms and I just realized something. I and Gyles are perfect for each other. He gets me, he likes being with me. He genuinely makes me happy.
"What about your mate,’’ he ruins the bubble by asking.
The way he calls Blue my mate baffles me. He is so sure that he is not my mate. He believes this thing between us is all on us. I know that he is my mate. My wolf already claimed him—even if he wants to deny it. Blue is not the only one my heart beats for.
"You are my mate too."
He scoffs. "You seem so sure,’’ he points out.
I nod immediately "I know you feel this too. I know your wolf is crying for me too."
He might deny it but his heart is calling out to me. He feels it and I feel it too.
"I don’t want the pressure that comes with being your mate. I am not ready for that responsibility. All I know is that you make me happy. I like spending time with you but if you need to figure things out. You have Blue. I won’t be offended if you choose him.’’
He is saying all this to me but I don’t believe him. He seems to think he will be fine without me but I have read a lot about being rejected by your mate. I know how it will eat you up. I know the things that come with it. Even if he says he will be okay. His wolf won’t be okay. I don’t want to rush him because it is not like there is a timeline to this thing. He can take as much time as he needs to figure it all out. I will be here, waiting for him.
"I am not choosing anyone. I want you both,’’ I cry, desperate for him to see that this is bigger than us. This is more than just me or him. This about companionship and loyalty. Ever since I met Blue and Gyles, I have been feeling stronger. Even without Beau, I haven’t felt as weak as I used to. it just proves that Gyles is my mate. Blue hasn’t even been around all weekend.
He grabs my waist and carries me up until I am on top of him. There is a smile on his face, his dimples pierce at my soul. "Isn’t that a little greedy?’’
I chuckle "I thought about it too. My wolf must be greedy. Since he can’t settle for one person."
"This is not my fault.’’
He laughs, pressing his face into mine. I watch him as he slowly sniffs into me, inhaling for a couple of seconds "I don’t mind you being greedy. As long as you still want me,’’ he breathes even deeper.
I don’t find it weird that he just took a long whiff at me. In fact, it is a turn on.
"Do we have to tiptoe around everyone else?’’ he asks.
I pull away from him with raised brows "I want to tell Blue about this. I want to talk to Alby the elder. I need him to explain what is happening. I can’t be the first person to have two mates."
He nods "As I said, I want you to do what you feel is best, even if I don’t agree with it."
My legs are around him. There is a smile on his face as he looks up at me. What more could I ask for. I want to say that I hate the fact that my mating situation is different because it makes the whole thing problematic but Blue was my first mate. If I only had one mate. I wouldn’t have him and I am thrilled that he is mine.
"Do you want to spend the night here, with me?" I ask him, batting my lashes flirtingly. I have become a whole different person. Someone that flirts, someone that likes people. This is all new to me and the short time of it all still surprises me.
"Being in bed with you is a lot better than alone,’’ he mutters, even though I can sense the joy from my request "What if your people get back early?’’ he asks.
We haven’t decided what we are but I guess we are going to keep things hush until I am sure about it all. I just need more information. All the studying, the books and I have never come across anything like this.
"Sleeping on the same bed is not a big deal,’’ I assure him.
That is a lie. If Beau should see us in bed together, like this. He will suspect something. He can always tell when there is something going on with me and he will ask questions "No one will just barge into my room. We are fine,’’ I assure him.
He pulls me into him and I rest my head on his shoulder, breathing all of him "I never thought I would feel this way. Thank you for this.’’
I don’t know why I am thanking him, but I feel the need to. Almost like I want him to know he is appreciated. Gyles has been through a lot. I have only heard about the stories from people in the pack but from the stories, I know that his life has not been easy. He has been on a standstill for a long time and I feel like this is his second chance.
"It is my second chance,’’ he blurts out.
I open my eyes wide, shocked. "Did I say that out loud?’’ I mutter embarrassed.
He shakes his head "I read your mind,’’ There is a smile on his face as he lays that confession. There is no way he read my mind. Does that mean he has been able to read my mind all through?
"Guilty,’’ he confesses.
I jump up from him but he is quick to grab me by my waist. The speed he uses catches me off guard "Why are you running away?’’ he pins me to the bed with a smile. All I can think about is the fact that he has been in my head all weekend. That is not fair.
"I am sorry, I didn’t know how to tell you and I liked all the things I heard. I didn’t want you to shy away from me,’’ he peers down at me. his expression suddenly getting serious.
I don’t know what to say.
"You don’t have to say anything, just tell me you are not upset with me.’’
I frown "You invaded my thoughts. That’s not fair."
"I am sorry,’’ he apologizes, letting go of me and standing up. I know he is just trying to play me. He is not really sorry. I sit up on the bed and he joins me on his side "Am I forgiven?’’
I shake my head "No you are not. You played me.’’
He smiles suddenly and this confuses me "What do you mean?’’
I sigh, turning away from him. "Do you know what this is?’’ he adds pulling me closer to him. I ignore him even though I can hear him clearly. I am not really upset, but yeah, he did something wrong "This is our first fight,’’ he breathes into my ear.
I can’t get upset with his words because of the fact that he is calculating our milestones warm my heart.
"Goodnight West,’’ he calls me by my last name. I close my eyes as I drift off into sleep, completely content with everything that has happened. Even with all the confusion, I feel like my life will be easier with the two of them.
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