Mated to Four Alphas
Chapter 309: Flashback - 49

Chapter 309: Flashback - 49

Orian’s POV

When the carriage suddenly stopped, it scared me because we hadn’t even come that far, and the carriage just stopped. And when the door opened, the person I saw—seeing him—my heart skipped a beat.

Of course, ’cause it was Meyer. What is he doing here? Don’t tell me he came here because he was following me. Was he sad because I didn’t talk with him?

But by his face... I can’t tell what he is thinking or what he is doing here.

I glanced at Silas because I knew he must be shocked to see Meyer here. But Silas was smiling while looking at me and Meyer.

Wait, did this Silas do this?

"You both enjoy your time here, okay? And sort it out. What happened between you two."

And Silas suddenly went out of the carriage. I was worried about him, that’s why I glanced outside and saw him getting on those four Alphas’ carriage. My eyes turned toward Meyer as he stepped inside and closed the door, and the carriage started to move again.

I didn’t know what to say because I was not even making eye contact with Meyer. Because I didn’t want to talk with him right now. I didn’t even want to see his face.

Seeing his face, my eyes were getting wet. They wanted to cry.

And I was going into another pack to forget about Meyer. Then why did he get on the carriage? And why did Silas just leave like that, leaving me alone with this alpha?

"Now you’re not going to talk with me?"

I looked at him when he said that and sat there. His eyes were directly staring at me. He was sitting in front of me, crossing one leg over the other. But his gaze and his facial expression—they were telling me that he was angry at me.

"There is nothing to talk about between us, don’t you think?" I replied while moving closer to the window and looking outside. It was already night, that’s why everything was closed. All we could see was the silent road, closed shops.

I’d never considered that I should go out of my pack. Because of Meyer, I didn’t want to leave him.

’Cause I wanted to see him daily.

That’s why I never even thought about leaving.

But when finally I am going—look at this. Meyer is here with me. This is a little unexpected, but it’s not that I hate this idea. It’s cool that Meyer and I are going to another pack together.

Everything was beautiful outside, and the air was also cold, which gave me shivers. But still, I didn’t close the window because I wanted to see the scenery outside.

"ORIAN!"

I flinched from this shout. I glanced at him, and his face was looking at me with a question mark.

"You know how many times I called you, but you weren’t even answering me. What happened? Where are you lost?"

"I’m not lost anywhere. I’m just looking outside. And why were you calling me? I don’t want to talk with you right now, please. So don’t talk with me."

I folded my hands near my chest and rested my back on the seat, closing my eyes. But even if I closed them, I could still feel Meyer’s gaze on me. That’s why I couldn’t keep them closed for more than 30 seconds.

After that, I opened them. And yes, I was right. Meyer’s eyes were indeed on me.

"Orian, I’m sorry. I’m really sorry. Please... please don’t ignore me."

It’s not that I’m ignoring Meyer. It’s just that I’m not ready to talk yet. What happened yesterday was indeed something I can’t forget. So I don’t know how I’m supposed to face Meyer.

"Meyer, I’m not ignoring you. So please give me some time."

I looked down after saying that because I didn’t want to make any eye contact with Meyer. It would make me weak.

"Orian, you’re talking like I’m bothering you or something. Why did you change all of a sudden?"

"No, you’re wrong. I didn’t change at all. But I understand. Yes, something did change last night. Don’t you think?"

And just then, out of nowhere, Meyer suddenly stood up and sat down beside me. As he did, my heart skipped a beat, and I was nervous. And I couldn’t hide my nervousness.

I already knew why I was trying to move and get stuck to the window. But when I moved, he also moved with me. And now he was sitting so close to me, almost sticking to me.

"There’s too much space in this carriage, so why are you sitting beside me, Meyer? Please get away from me."

"Because I only want to sit beside you. Do you want to know what I’m doing here? It was Silas’s mate’s guard who came to me, saying that this is the last opportunity for me to make it up to you. If I lose this opportunity, I’m going to lose you too—and that too, forever."

I turned my gaze to him. He was looking at me with a gloomy face.

"That’s when I realized how important you are to me. Now you’ve told your dad to find another alpha for you. Just hearing that—it shattered my heart into pieces. I also can’t live without you."

What Meyer was saying—this is something I wanted to hear from him. My heart was pounding in my chest. In my stomach, I was feeling excitement. These words meant so much to me.

But there’s one thing I’m confused about. If he loved me this much, then why did he behave like that last night?

"Meyer, it’s not love. It’s only attraction. I think we were friends since childhood. And later, because of our pheromones, we got attracted. But we can’t call this love.

This is indeed not love. If someone loved someone like this, he wouldn’t behave like that—just after kissing that person." I said while looking at him.