Mated to Four Alphas
Chapter 310: Flashback - 50

Chapter 310: Flashback - 50

Meyer’s POV

Last night, when Orian and I came back to my house, it had already started raining heavily.

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"It’s raining so much, isn’t it, Meyer?" Orian said while brushing off his clothes because they were wet.

I grabbed the towel, but I was too hesitant to give it to Orian because the towel was very old. Only I used the towel, that’s why I didn’t buy a new one. And I don’t even have the money to buy a new one.

"Orian, if it’s alright with you, using my towel? You can take it," I offered him, and he smiled and took the towel from me.

He was wiping his face, his neck, and while he was doing that, I was feeling something else that I couldn’t even tell him. I looked down, and my little buddy was hard. I quickly turned my back to him because I couldn’t show him this. He would think I’m such a pervert person, that even in this kind of situation, I’m only thinking about this.

But he came in front of me. "What happened, Meyer? Your face is kinda looking... red. Do you have a fever by any chance?"

"No, I don’t have a fever," I replied and was about to run into the bathroom when he grabbed my hand, making me stop from moving. I think because we were in the house and the doors were locked, I could smell his pheromones more than usual.

"Meyer, tell me what happened, wait—" and then he let go of my hand. But now his face was red. I think he had noticed that I was hard, but seeing his reaction, I wanted to tease him more. That’s why I grabbed him by his hand and pulled him closer. As our bodies pressed against each other, I felt a different sensation through my whole body.

He was also shy, but still, he rested both his hands on my chest, locking his eyes with mine. At that moment, I lost control and pressed my lips against his, which were so soft and sweet. I felt like I shouldn’t stop and wanted to continue kissing him.

But then I realized—no, what we’re doing right now is wrong. I was taking advantage of him. I quickly pushed him away from me, but by mistake, I used my strength a little too much, and he fell down.

I wanted to help him stand up, but I was losing control, so I ran into the bathroom and started gargling first. Because of that kiss, I was getting more and more hard, so I tried to remove the sign of his kiss. But I still remembered those soft and small lips.

But when I was doing this, at that exact moment, Orian saw me gargling after kissing him, and he went and lay down without talking to me. I tried to talk, but he didn’t listen to me.

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And now, here we are, sitting in the same carriage. He doesn’t even want to see my face. But that was just a misunderstanding. It’s not like kissing him disgusts me. It’s just that it was so good, it made me more hard. That’s why I was doing that. But I could never tell him. If I tell him, what will he think of me?

But if I don’t tell him the truth, our love will be shattered into pieces. That’s why I need to tell him the truth.

"Orian, don’t you want to know why I did that last time?"

"No, I don’t want to. Because I don’t want to hear your excuses."

I joined my hand with his. "Actually, that night, I was so turned on. I know you’ll think I’m such a pervert, but that’s what happened. And when we kissed, I was about to lose control and pounce on you. You know, if I had lost control, I might have even raped you.

That’s why I stopped myself and tried to remove your kiss mark so that I wouldn’t lose control. It’s not that I was disgusted. I was just doing it so I wouldn’t do anything bad to you."

I thought he would pull his hand back from mine, but he didn’t. When I glanced at him, his eyes were only on me.

"Now you’re making all this up, aren’t you? Because if this was the truth, why didn’t you tell me earlier?"

"Orian, ask yourself. If something like this happened, would you tell me? Isn’t it too embarrassing?"

As I said that, Orian looked away. I know he still doesn’t believe me. But then I saw he was tightening the grip on my hand while looking outside. His ears were red, and his neck too. See, it means he believes me, right? That’s why he’s blushing.

I didn’t say anything either. I just remained sitting there, and after a while, he rested his head on my shoulder. I think my decision to come here was right. But I’m still feeling embarrassed that they are taking me to another pack and I don’t have any money. And I don’t like to be a freeloader.

I wrapped my hands around Orian’s shoulder, pulling him closer to me. Soon, we came out of our pack. There was a forest by our side, which was dark. Because darkness itself is very scary.

"Meyer, I think we should stop all this. Because I told Dad to find a new alpha for me. I don’t want to be with you. You’re not interested in me in any way. Whenever I say something, you only say no." When Orian said this, I was shocked.

Like, what is he talking about? Finding a new alpha? And I don’t listen to him? I do listen to him, but there were... some...circumstances, that’s why I told him not to... that we can’t be together. But now I realize that I can’t live without him. So I will have to work hard and become a responsible person so that I can be with him—with my love

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