Idol Revive: If I Don't Debut, I'll Disappear
Chapter 147: I Don’t Want to Disappear

Chapter 147: I Don’t Want to Disappear

"Wait, why haven’t you left yet, anyway?" Adrian asked, switching the topic.

"Can’t I hear the rest?" Rayen asked, then peeked at Plotter.

However, Adrian blocked out Rayen’s vision as he stood in front of him. "No, it’s my matter."

"But you also listened in on our matter earlier," Rayen stated.

Adrian chuckled lazily. "Now, that’s different. Our Overseer here explained your matter suddenly. I couldn’t have avoided that, can I?"

Rayen raised his brows.

’So he can listen in, but I can’t?’

"Why don’t you go out first and check your former teammates? They might be causing trouble outside," Adrian tried to reason out.

"They can handle themselves," Rayen said, then smirked at him.

’Heh, you just want to hide your embarrassing matters.’

To be honest, Rayen was just messing with Adrian as he was too tired dealing with his former teammates. He didn’t even wan’na see their faces right now. Seeing them made Rayen so exhausted.

’Give me a break!’

Suddenly, Plotter laughed.

"I think it’s better for you to head out right now," he said. "There’s something interesting going on outside."

’Something interesting?’

With that, Adrian finally had a reason to chase out his roommate. Pushing him out of the doorway, he slammed the door shut.

***

"Yeo Haru."

The moment the four left the room, Binh called after Yeo Haru. The petty dancer glanced at him, his expression unreadable. It was completely unlike his usual expression.

Since there were no cameras filming them, he couldn’t be bothered to keep up faces with someone who talked shit about him behind his back.

’Seriously, why do I have to deal with these kinds of people even after death?’

Seeing that he wouldn’t get any sort of reaction from Yeo Haru, Binh just continued what he was about to say. "That video was before our fight broke out."

Yeo Haru still didn’t say anything in response.

"I don’t know how to apologize that would satisfy you. I know you didn’t really take my sorry to heart before, so I’ll just say whatever’s on my mind now. The truth is, I really don’t like your guts."

Wanting to scoff, Yeo Haru continued on his way out of the office, but Binh didn’t let his words be affected by Yeo Haru’s lack of interest. He followed after him.

Before Yeo Haru could open the door out of the office, Binh ran, blocking his way out. Yeo Haru lowered his hand and looked eye to eye with Binh.

Binh continued, "You’re cocky. You try to get everyone’s attention, and you look down on others. Deep down, we all know; Back then, you thought we were just a heavy burden. We also did our best to try and please you, but you acted like you were so mighty whenever we’re around."

This time, Yeo Haru interrupted him. "When did I even act like that?"

"You think we couldn’t see it? You looked at us as if we’re ants."

A frown appeared on Yeo Haru’s face. "What? When did I?"

"Every time."

"No!" Yeo Haru quickly denied.

"Are you saying it’s all in my mind again?" Binh asked, not backing down.

Yeo Haru bit his lips.

"Tell me, did you really not look down on us?"

This time, Yeo Haru could no longer look Binh in the eyes. Lowering his gaze, those eyes surely told he was admitting to his guilt.

"I... I did... But it wasn’t every time," he muttered in a weak voice.

’Wait, why am I even acting like a push-over?’ Yeo Haru thought.

Raising his voice, Yeo Haru followed up on his words. "You also keep on picking on me with my dance moves!"

But Binh had something to say about it too, "Isn’t it because you were really too flamboyant? I was just pointing out your mistakes"

"That... I already told you to say it nicely!"

As if not hearing Yeo Haru’s words, Binh continued, "It’s not only my fault why we thought that way."

Yeo Haru frowned. "So, you’re saying you’re not supposed to be at fault at all?"

"No."

Binh’s answer seemed to have pressed a button at Yeo Haru’s patience. "You—"

"Everyone of us. We’re all at fault here."

With Binh’s follow-up, Yeo Haru pursed his lips.

Binh continued, "So, I’m sorry for picking on you. I know you really haven’t forgiven me for what I’ve done. But really... I’m sorry."

Yeo Haru remained silent, he really didn’t know what to say at this point. He didn’t actually hate Binh. He didn’t need his apology. But with the way it was going, it felt like... if he continued to refuse, then he’d be the bad guy.

’Why me again? I didn’t do anything wrong this time....’

Just then, Minho finally acted. Walking toward Yeo Haru, the rims of Minho’s eyes had already turned red.

Stepping back, Yeo Haru was pinned on the wall. Minho stopped a few inches away from him. Renjiro also followed him, encircling the stunned Yeo Haru.

"W-What do you want?" Yeo Haru asked, cold sweat running down his back.

But Yeo Haru didn’t expect what happened next. Minho suddenly kneeled in front of him. Everyone watching the scene was dumbfounded — even Renjiro and Binh, whose eyes turned wide the moment Minho’s knees reached the floor.

"W-What..." Yeo Haru muttered listlessly.

Minho said, his voice trembling, "Brother, I don’t want to disappear. Please help us this time."

***

The moment Rayen stepped outside the office, he was greeted by a strange scene.

The staff members had stopped working, only staring in one direction. As Rayen followed their gazes, he saw his former teammates huddling together in a circle.

No, the three were actually surrounding Yeo Haru in the middle.

Rayen stiffened.

’Are they ganging up on him?’

Instantly, Rayen went over there to interrupt the ongoing conflict. However, when he was just about ten steps away from them, he realized the situation was actually different from how he was imagining it.

Yeo Haru was in the center, but he wasn’t being ganged up on. Instead, he was actually in an awkward situation. When Yeo Haru noticed Rayen, he glanced for help in his direction.

But Rayen didn’t move as he watched Minho down on his knees, looking like a madman in front of everyone.

Minho’s usual radiance and appearance consciousness seemed to have disappeared, he didn’t even care what he looked like right now even though his hair was disheveled and his clothes were askew.

’Just what the hell is happening?’

Seeing no help coming from Rayen, Yeo Haru could only continue to endure. "W-What do you want me to do?"

"Can you at least spare us this time?"

Yeo Haru grimaced. "It’s not like I’m punishing you..."

Yeo Haru once again looked in Rayen’s direction, his eyes screaming for help. Rayen refrained from doing anything, though.

"Please help us. I really don’t want to disappear. I will do anything for you, please..." Minho begged.

Yeo Haru’s face grimaced even more. "It’s not like I can do anything! Even if I say I forgive you, I can’t suddenly change the fans’ views!"

His words only added to Minho’s agitation. He was just about to lower his head down to the floor, but Yeo Haru hurriedly stopped him.

"What are you doing? Argh!"

However, Minho continued to insist on dipping his head down like a madman. He lightly pushed away Yeo Haru, then banged his forehead on the floor. Yeo Haru was stunned, his mouth slightly agape. The people only watched as Minho begged for Yeo Haru to forgive him.

"I don’t want to disappear. I don’t want to disappear. Help us..." Minho mumbled repeatedly.

Yeo Haru lifted his gaze and met Rayen’s. "I... uh..."

Sigh.

Minho definitely lost it. Right now, they weren’t under the calming spell unlike during the eliminations. The pressure of disappearance must have taken a toll on Minho’s reasons, so he was acting like this.

Rayen wanted to chuckle in self-deprecation. Shouldn’t he be the one begging right now? But he figured it might not be the good time.

Considering that Minho was already let go of by two sponsors during the first eliminations, this scandal would truly be a homerun hit for him. If this wasn’t resolved properly, it was over for them. That was also true for both Renjiro and Binh.

Seeing the state of mind their friend was in, Binh and Renjiro weren’t able to continue watching him. Averting their gaze, they turned to look everywhere — just not at Minho. Finally, Rayen approached them. He sat down beside Minho and patted his back to try to calm him down.

Yeo Haru was deeply shaken, he didn’t know what to do at the moment.

Just then, Rayen heard a sigh behind him. Glancing back, the petite figure of the Director loomed over him.

She raised her hand, then Minho’s mumblings finally went silent. While his head was still plastered on the floor, his shoulders visibly relaxed. Then, he slumped down to the floor, sleeping peacefully.

’The calming spell?’

Director stared directly at Rayen and Yeo Haru. "I’ll send him back to his dorm."

She waved, and the sleeping Minho disappeared from their sight. He was probably sent back just like what she said.

Yeo Haru stood up, fixing his clothes in a daze. The other waited for him to say something. When he finally calmed down, he looked at the Director.

"Can I request something?"

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