World After Worlds -
Chapter 223 - 223: QUESTIONED
Yazeno sat on a ledge near the lake, raptly admiring Yanarym. In his mind, their conversation from earlier this morning was repeating over and over again. He was both wistful and content after hearing that she was delighted by the things that happened to them. Although it was only his delusion that she felt the same way, he was happy. Yet, he was terrified to be caught… if she found out… how would she react?
After tidying the table, Yashnile offered him a beer. "Kuya, you can't drink," Yazeno said, looking at the beer can that was given to him. When he turned to Yashnile he was not drinking a beer.
"This is pineapple juice. Cailly wanted to have been for the two of you, and the fruit juices for Rym and me." Yashnile pointed out and searched for the girls who were playing in the water.
"Thanks," Yazeno said, he smiled when his eyes found Yanarym laughing along with Cailly. "They are having fun."
"Yeah," Yashnile seconded, "Zen, can I ask what you are doing in your sister's room the whole night until dawn?" He added in a casual tone.
Yazeno was frozen on the spot. "Huh?" He slowly turns his head to Yashnile and he's watching the girls.
"I saw the footage from CCTV, Yazeno. You've been in her room for the past four days, why?" Yashnile remained calm and Yazeno blinked his eyes, not being able to believe that he was caught.
The only thing that kept on ringing in his mind as he was about to be reckoned by Yanarym. She will hate him, all the smiles she had from this morning will turn into loathing.
Due to his silence, Yashnile shifted his attention to Yazeno's direction and he could perceive the turmoil and horror from his expression. Yazeno's face became pale and his eyes widened as if he was surprised.
"I...was...I- was watching h-her Kuya." He stuttered and had a gulp from his dry throat. Yashnile's eyes were cold, Yazeno looked away and slowly opened the can of beer in his hand. He swallowed a mouthful to calm his nerves but his heart keeps on racing.
"Watching? Does watching include kissing her and harassing her sexually in her sleep?" Yashnile muttered in a grim tone.
Yazeno looked at him in disbelief, there was confidence in Yashnile's gazes but it was dim that made him tremble in fear. He loosed his grip on the can his holding and it fell down the water. "I don't want to conclude Zen, explain to me what I saw in that room this morning. Why were you kissing our sister?"
"...K-kuya ..."
"You can't lie to me, tell me the truth ---"
"D-don't tell her, please Kuya, Don't tell her." Mist on Yazeno's eyes builds up. He could imagine what would be Yanarym's reaction based on Yashnile's suspecting eyes.
Yazeno was expecting this, but seeing Yashnile's dreadful response from what he had seen, he could see Yanarym's disgusted eyes peering at him.
His heart slowly broke, he couldn't bear to get hated by the most important person in his life. "I can't...I can't, I d-don't know what I would do if she hated me..." He said in a low tone but a frantic manner. "She can't hate me..."
Yanarym heard the voice of Guide-sama and she glimpsed in the brothers' direction. She redirected her eyes to Cailly and laughed. "Should we explore the forest?" She suggested it to Cailly and Cailly said yes.
"Let's go, Kuya and Zen seem to talk about something serious." She swam to the other side of the river and walked deep into the forest. She wasn't expecting that Yashnile would catch Yazeno's sneaking around. At this moment, she wasn't sure what was Yashnile was trying to do by confronting Yazeno. For now, she would like to utilize this opportunity to halt Yazeno's movement. She just wonders what would this be for Yashnile.
Although he admits the fact that he had felt something for Yanarym, he was still in denial. His mind and heart were not aligned, like Yazeno he's been keeping this turmoil to himself. Despite that he could control his emotion, and release his heat to Maddi, there will be a point where it would be just too much to keep in.
Humans were not designed to become a container, they are not empty shells. They were made to express their thoughts, feelings, philosophy, art, music, and fashion. They were made to invent and create another creation. Keeping it to yourself can ruin your mental and psychological health.
Just like what's happening to Yazeno, he's conscious of being caught in the act, however, he couldn't let the opportunity pass to waste, so he risked every night, risked being with her.
"Then, why did you do something so outrageous?" Yashnile controlled the volume of his voice but it was obvious that he was mad about the topic they were tackling. "She's our sister, blood and flesh, Zen." He looked around and saw Cailly and Yanarym entering the forest. He looked again at Yazeno who was bowing his head and started crying.
"Don't -- don't tell her..." He murmured as if begging.
"What was going on in your head? Are you an animal? Are you addicted to sex? Does your body want to release heat? I know you're at that age but Rym is our sister, you dumbass!"
"I'm not just lusting her!" He yelled at him, and turned his head around, when he didn't find Yanarym anywhere he wipes away his tears, "I...am...I'm in love with her."
"What?" Yashnile creased his brows. His face wrinkled and he almost felt like he went deaf for a second. "What did you say?"
"I'm in love with Rym." Yazeno clarified with a firm tone. "I've been in love with her for a long time. I am not lusting for her, I want to love her, I want to express my love to her. But I can't even express my love for her as a man!"
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