Vengeance of The Broken Lycan Prince [BL]
Chapter 249: You Are, My Responibility

Chapter 249: You Are, My Responibility

[TAMIKO]

"I’m sorry," Kosta insisted as he stared at Tamiko. He knew that there had been better ways for them to handle each other and yet they had gotten to the worst point, the one that had resulted in them hurting each other.

Kosta was apologetic, he truly was and he had done his very best to express it in the heated kiss they had had moments ago. He feared what this would mean for him and Tamiko but at the same time, he was excited to see where the roads would be taking them.

It wasn’t ideally what anyone in his position would have considered, but he was a desperate man and Tamiko was his lifeline. Maybe he needed to be careful but what else was there for Kosta to lose?

He had already lost Tamiko once, and while the thought of going through that again scared the shit out of him, Kosta couldn’t deny that it was something he had to face eventually.

Maybe he was fucked for that and he wasn’t ever going to get a price, but what else was left for him to la anymore? What was life supposed to be like for him when shit had already started going sideways for him then? Would it be any better?

"I know," Tamiko said with a smile and Kosta let out a sigh of relief. He had been sure Tamko would stay mad at him for the rest of their lives but what he was seeing right now was a flicker of hope.

It was a reminder that he just didn’t need to be so pessimistic all the time.

Maybe this was a nudge in the right direction, but what direction would this be for the? What else was there that could speak about the shit they had endured over the past few days to make it seem like life wasn’t as terrible as it had always seemed then?

Perhaps when all of this was done and dusted, they would be able to live their lives like they had always wanted to. It wasn’t too much to ask, seeing as the states had once again wronged them.

But would anyone be responsible for this? Or was it just going to be another long day for the two Erasthais?

"I just... I didn’t know how to handle it all. I know I promised we would always handle these things together but I just couldn’t risk outing you to the realm. It was selfish of me, and—" Kosta rambled defeatedly, his shoulders saying as he tried to express his remorse in the only way he could.

He knew that it would probably not matter to the Lycan prince, but Kosta had to try. It was his only way out of the hellhole that had pushed them both into. Maybe if he was remorseful enough Tamiko wouldn’t let them disappear into the distance, right?

While Kosta was thinking of the endless possible things to voice to his Erasthai for mercy, Tamiko let out a chuckle. He had always heard Kosta ramble in the past few weeks but he had to admit that the huge barbarian was a cutesy little thing right now.

He looked like he was willing to drown in ice cream just so things would even be better for Tamiko. But then wasn’t it enough that they had both been drowning themselves IN lavender and caramel scents?

Wasn’t it ever going to be better for them, or was it something that they just had to deal with because that was what life wanted from them then? Perhaps it wouldn’t be as terrible right?

"I thought you hated me... but judging by the kiss, I am now sure," Tamiko mused and Kosta stared at him horrified. Was the kiss that bad? It had been weeks since they had touched each other and Kosta had been desperate for one last kiss.

He had seen an opportunity and dove in when Tamiko had nodded. He hadn’t even considered that it would have made his Erasthai uncomfortable and that was now a horror that he knew what to live with for the rest of his life.

Oh, but he would be in great agony this time and he could feel it right in his bones.

Maybe he should have never come along, no? But then hate ese could Kosta do when his heart was pulling him back into the cycle that he had long known would fuck him over?

He was a man in love. He was a man dedicated to his Erasthai and all hells would be danged before Kosta closed the lid on their explosive relationship. Perhaps it was not the right time, but Kosta couldn’t care for that.

He wanted Tamiko. He was never going to let that prince go and if he had to be the person Tamiko hated for the rest of his life then Kosta was more than willing to be just that, even though he was going for a different outcome.

Surely the universe was on his side this time, right?

"You’re overthinking, again, Kosta," Tamiko pointed out and Kosta stared at him softly. He was letting himself be at Tamiko’s mercy and that was something that Tamiko had noticed from the moment before Kosta had taken out Sanji.

It was supposed to be comforting and yet it wasn’t what that was to be.

Tamiko had seen the vulnerability in his Erasthai and he could still see it bare. It was crazy how shit had gotten and how their lives had taken a shift but Tamiko didn’t want to hurt Kosta.

That was never his intention.

This man wanted everything for him, and there wasn’t a thing that could keep them apart.

"I’m sorry... I don’t... I don’t know what I should do now, my soul. I don’t know how you want me to act, or what you want me to be like. I don’t know what to say and I’m scared I might say the wrong thing and get a timeout for three weeks again.

"That was the longest agonizing three weeks of my entire life. I just didn’t want to go back there again. I’m sorry," Kosta rambled.

Tamiko closed the distance between them. This time it wasn’t to kiss Kosta senseless, but instead, he just wanted to hold the most beautiful omega he had ever lifted his eyes on.

"My precious omega," Tamiko keened softly. He was careful with his words because he thought that a part of Kosta was still finding it had to accept the changes and that was also a thing that Tamiko didn’t mind.

It would take some time for Kosta to get used to it and frankly, Tamiko was just glad that they fed her with each other. There wasn’t anything he could ask for again.

"Yours," Kosta breathed proudly as he leaned into Tamiko’s palm that was on his cheek. It felt like home. Maybe because Tamiko had always been his home.

"Yes, Kosta. Mine. My beautiful omega. I love you, so very much," Tamiko said before he leaned in and closed the gap between them again. He needed more Kosta. He was in desperate need for the Lycan before him.

It took every ounce of his being not to stop them both in a very public library.

This was not the place for that, but damn was it tempting to take Kosta here and claim him over and again until everyone in the realm knew that the Lycan omega belonged to the unruly prince.

Perhaps there would come a time for that, but until then, the blended taste of Lavender and Caramel was it for them. Oh, how they were heavenly.

"So beautiful... and perfect... just for me," Tamiko said between kisses as He held Kosta so close. He was never going to let the Lycan Chief go and it was already more than obvious.

Perhaps the real salary was aware of that by now, but that didn’t matter, even as Tamiko kissed his mark on Kosta’s chest. It was a beautiful one. A perfect mark that reminded them both that they were each there.

This here was the definition of heaven and they were a part of it.

"Please don’t leave me again," Kosta pleaded desperately.

He knew he probably sounded pathetic, but at this point, he was beyond what anyone could think of. The only person who mattered to him was Tamiko and if Tamiko let him, Kosta would worship the prince until the universe bowed too.

"Never again, Kosta. Never again," Tamiko reassured. Kosta let out a breath of relief, again. He was loving this little interaction and frankly. This was making him feel giddy and loved.

Maybe it was because he finally belonged and he was loved wholly. The realm would never let them have peace or maybe they would have to fight it again. But Tamiko had been sure of what he wanted and he was staring right back at it.

He was loved, and there was nothing to define there anymore. This war there was happiness.

"But dusha..." Kosta trailed off, easy to explain whatever was missing in there but Tamiko stopped him.

He had heard the call too and if his father wanted them, then he would just have to wait, surely the three weeks they had suffered was enough to make the king a patient man, right?

"No. We’re not going now. We’ll join them later," Tamiko said, pulling Kosta into a possessive embrace as if the books in the library were ready to snatch his omega from him. It was crazy how things turned out but Tamiko was the happiest of them all.

"The king..." Kosta trailed off, knowing so well his life was about to get fucked into hell by Zaffuto.

"He can wait. Papa can wait a few more hours for me and my Erasthai," Tamiko said, his hold on the Lycan Chief only tightening.

"Okay," Kosta said, giving in while Tamiko whispered sweet nothings in his heart.

Oh, they were so in love it was sickening.