Vengeance of The Broken Lycan Prince [BL]
Chapter 245: When You Had Not Touched Me Yet

Chapter 245: When You Had Not Touched Me Yet

[KONSTANTIN]

"Good for him, if that is what he wants. I can’t be the reason he doesn’t meet his soulmate—" Tamiko spoke right as Kosta showed up and threw Sanji at the farthest wall in the library.

It was all so sudden that Tamiko hadn’t even managed to process what was happening before he heard Sanji calling for help like he hadn’t been trying to provoke a side of the discussion that was bound to lead him in this same position for days.

"That’s why you’ve been close to my Erasthai all this time right? Is that why you brought him to this library? To fill his ears with nonsense even when you know why could forever stay loyal? What the fuck is wrong with you?" Kosta asked as he broke Sanji’s arms and legs.

He was pissed.

Kosta was seeing red, and the worst part of all this was that Sanjiro was smiling at Kosta. This, to him, was a victory, and all this time he was looking at Tamiko, begging softly for Tamiko to save him.

This was the ultimate reminder of what position they were in. Sanjiro had managed to get the two mates in a potential stance against each other, which was crazy because even the heavens could have sworn that Tamiko and Igor belonged together.

But would that ever make sense when Kosta was busty dismantling the bones on Sanji’s body and readying himself to turn them into muddy puddles? Was there ever going to be right? But even if it wasn’t, who would care about that anymore?

"Tamiko... help... please," Sanji pleaded in defeat as he stared into Tamiko’s eyes, hoping that the Lycan would save him.

Of course, by all accounts, Tamiko was stronger than Kosta and could easily take the Lycan Chief off the Lycan, but Tamiko just stood there, watching the chaos unfold. Perhaps he just did not care anymore and that was a thought that got Kosta so angry.

He had not known what to expect from his Erasthai, but such indifference would just be breaking his little heart again. What the fuck did he expect though? He was the one who had pushed Tamiko away, so expecting so much from the young prince was a little overboard no?

"I would really wish to help you out, but if I do, I won’t be getting anything. You are an older Lycan and you love Kosta. Perhaps your love can help him probably choose you over me. I wouldn’t object to that seeing as he has always wanted his space.

"If he knocks you unconscious, you will just wake up. You can meet me on the other isles where I’ll be looking for the books we just talked about. See you then, Sanji... all the best," Tamiko said, walking away from both Sanji and Kosta, making the Lycan chief wonder what the fuck was going on.

Did Tamko hate him a lot? Did his Erasthai despise him so much that he was willing to trade him for a traitor? Was that what this was about? What the fuck was even going on?

Oh, but Kosta was not feeling too well about this and he hated it.

So, he snapped Sanji’s neck, before the man fell to the ground, his bones crushed. It would take at least a few hours before Sanji regained consciousness and even got back his strength. Perhaps that was all the time that was needed, no?

"Seriously? That’s what you think of me? Something you can trade?" Kosta asked angrily when he got to Tamiko. He was still in disbelief and it felt like he had been betrayed by Tamiko, when even he knew that there was no betrayal there.

Still, it didn’t make the pang in his heart heal any faster. What had happened was cruel and Tamiko surely had to have known that. This couldn’t be what they were turning into. This was not who they had fought so hard to be.

A little disagreement shouldn’t have been grounds for what Tamiko had done, but had the young prince meant it?

"Are you addressing me?" Tamiko asked his voice cold like he was trying to intimidate Kosta, but what was the point, when Tamiko’s heart threatened to beat out of his chest from the excitement and anxiety of being in the same space as his Kosta?

He couldn’t think straight and how he wanted to hide what I was feeling, his shaking hands were already enough giveaway for him.

Maybe Kosta wouldn’t notice, right?

Maybe it would just be another day for them to be ignoring each other, or save for the fact that Tamiko was doing the avoiding and Kosta was doing the elimination of space. It was so complicated and shitty to the point that it was suffocating them both.

Oh, how pathetic they had gotten.

"I know you hate me... but selling me to the highest bidder? That’s low, even for you," Kosta said, adding the last bit defeatedly.

He knew he couldn’t fight his Erasthai. He loved his Tamiko too much to even consider putting him in a position of discomfort and yet here they were. It was as if life had finally lost meaning and was hanging by a thread.

It hurt in one too many ways and Kosta was done trying to fight what he was feeling. If only it was that easy. If only he was able to get through to Tamiko without risking being eliminated by the Lycan prince.

Then again, at this point, Kosta had lost everything that he could possibly lose. He couldn’t think of anything or anyone that he would ever lose again.

He had nothing, without Tamiko, his world was just a voice, the same void he had always filled with booties. That was all he would go back to holding onto, but then it wasn’t easy.

Oh, he knew it wasn’t.

"Whatever makes your boat float," Tamiko said dismissively before adding;

"Do you want anything from me? I have to keep looking for a book and you already snapped the neck of my partner. I don’t have time to deal with you and your little tantrums. If you want another mate, you have Akila and Sanji. You do whatever you want with them."

"If you hate me that much, then why can’t... you just..." Kosta trailed off as he fell to his knees right in front of Tamiko.

He was tired of all this.

All he wanted was his Erasthai.

All he wanted was to hold onto his Tamiko and yet it seemed like they were so close and yet so far away from each other. The bridge was breaking fast and Kosta was scared of what would be waiting on the other side.

He couldn’t think of a life without Tamiko ad fuck the rules because he knew if Tamiko rejected him, he would never take another Erasthai. It is just that simple for Kosta and it was agonizing as hell.

Maybe that made him a weak man, but he was Tamiko’s omega. Surely, he was allowed to be himself with the man that he loved even if he was currently looking like a mess with tired tears rolling down his cheeks, right?

"Lost for words, are we? You seemed to know what you wanted three weeks ago. How things have changed."

"So, you’re mad at me... you don’t hate me... you’re just mad at me... what a relief."