The Werewolf's Vampire Mate
Chapter 456: All worth it

Chapter 456: All worth it

Alanis

I have been in this world for what feels like forever and this is not new to me. I am in a sleep state, I know what it is. I have only been in a sleep state once and it was for a short time. This time, I don’t want to be here. I want to be awake and I want to be with my mate and my babies. I know what this means.

I am healing and it is just a matter of time before I wake up. Beau is spiraling. Even though I am not there, I know everything that has been happening and I have done my best to get him on the right track. I don’t know if he will listen to me but there has never been a time when he didn’t listen to me.

I hope that he will listen to me. I know that he is in pain and I wish that I was there with him, to help him through the process but I am not. I trust that he will be fine until I wake up. I know that I am going to wake up. I am stronger than I thought. I feel my body rejuvenating. I can feel all of my cells healing. I feel like I am going to be coming out of this sleep in no time. I am ready to wake up and start this new life with my mate and my babies.

The sleep state is like a blank world, one where there is no chaos, no problems, and everything is perfect--well not as perfect as being with Beau right now. I am inside of my body, in this blank world. I know that a lot is happening and time is moving without me. Which is why I want to wake up. I want to be in the present. I want to be in my world with my family.

Beau needs me and I know that he is going to be fine until I wake up but I want to be there.

"You will soon get everything you want; you just have to be patient.’’ I turn around to the voice in this blank world and I see her again. Selene, the goddess of the moon. she is walking towards me with a smile on her face. The kind of smile that makes you feel like everything is going to be alright. I don’t know if I believe her, but I can’t help but feel some sort of comfort around her.

"How do I know that you are telling me the truth? How do I know that everything is going to be alright? How do I know that Beau will be fine?’’ these are the only things that are going through my head.

"You know because I am telling you that everything will be alright. I am the goddess of the moon. I have known you for a while now. I have been watching over you from a distance. I have seen you struggle. I have seen you grow, and I have seen you make the right choices. You have been through quite a bit in your life but you never gave up. You have made it this far and I know that you will make it even further. You have made your mate proud. You have made your family proud. You have made yourself proud. You have survived the impossible and you have made your life worth it. That is why everything is going to be alright. That is why Beau will be fine. That is why you will wake up and you will be in your body again. You are going to go on to live a happy life with your mate and your babies. Everything is going to be alright.’’

I don’t know what to say to her. She is right. I have made it this far and I know that I will make it even further. I have survived the impossible and I know that I will survive even more. I will make my life worth it. I will make Beau proud. I will make my family proud. I will make myself proud. I will be happy. I will be in my world with my mate and my babies.

"Thank you,’’ I tell her because I have no other words. I feel like I owe her everything.

I feel my body healing even more. I feel my mind and soul becoming one and I know that I need this. I need a cleanse after everything that has happened. I need to heal and it seems like it is working.

She smiles warmly and I take a deep breath "So what next, when can I wake up?’’ I ask her even though deep down; I know the answer.

"You have to do that on your own. It is not up to me or anyone else, when you are ready, you will wake up on your own,’’ she tells me.

I nod my head and I take a deep breath. "Thank you,’’ I tell her again.

I turn around and I look at this world that I have created for myself. It is beautiful. it is peaceful but it is not what I want. It will never be what I want.

The only world I want is one with Beau. This was not an easy ride but I am glad I did it all. I am glad I didn’t give up. I am glad for all the decisions I made in my life because they have made me who I am today.

I close my eyes and I feel myself falling. I am falling into my body. I feel my eyes flutter and I know that I am waking up.

I am going back to the place that matters. I am leaving this state that I created for myself. I am going back to my world and I can’t wait. All I need to do is open my eyes and wake up.

just a blink and I will be back home.

With my babies.

One.

Two.

Blink.

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