The Werewolf's Vampire Mate
Chapter 43: The truth and all the anger that comes with it.

Chapter 43: The truth and all the anger that comes with it.

Alanis.

"I am not lying," I try to deny but he is not having it. I hate that he can read me so well. I hate that from just looking at me he can tell what i am thinking. In my head right now, there is sadness and fear. No matter how brave I try to be, a part of me hopes this won’t be the last time I see him.

"Then let me come with you, if you are being honest." he lets go of me completely and walks over to a chair. I watch him grab a small towel and wipe off the sweat dripping from his forehead.

"Why can’t you just trust me for once," this is me guilt tripping him.

"I think I should be asking you that," he says with an eye roll.

"Stay here, protect your people," I advise.

He walks back to me but stops midway "You are my most important person and you are lying to me right now."

"You promised to trust me,"

He nods "I don’t trust you right now."

I know he has reason to feel that way and he is completely right about that statement but it still stings. Those words coming from him, hurt me in a way I never thought I would ever feel. I am lying to him, keeping things from him and I still feel like the victim.

"I have to go," I tell him heading for the direction of the door. He grabs my arm roughly "You’re not going anyway Lanis, not until you fucking talk to me." his voice is rigid and cold. He is pissed and I don’t blame him.

"Let me go," I warn him.

I don’t have the time for this. Maddie is in danger and I need to help her, if I tell Beau about this, he won’t let me go alone and Cassius will know and he will kill her. I have to do this and find a way to come back to him. I need to fight him right now.

"No," he fumes.

I look at his hand as it tightly squeezes my arm and i don’t know what to do. I can’t hurt him; I love him too much.

"Please stop this, you have no right to tell me what to do. "

He laughs hysterically almost like he cannot believe we are having this discussion. This must be funny to him because i can’t find anything funny about this situation "I can, you are mine," anger seethes through his words and this reminds me of the time when we hated each other.

"I am not an object you can claim," I spit out the words getting frustrated with this.

Maddie might not have the time I am wasting here with him. i need to leave, I need to go help her.

"Stop this, you are acting ridiculous,"

"Talk to me, why don’t you want me to come with you. Why did you go to Rex yesterday?"

Suddenly I know what I can do to get him to leave me alone. If I tell him about Fallon, he will be distracted. I can use that opportunity to leave, I can go and save Maddie and fight to come back to him.

"You want to know so bad, don’t you?" I boom in frustration.

"Yes," he manages but there is uncertainty in his eyes.

"I am sorry for this Beau. I am so sorry for this," I take a deep breath as i mentally prepare for the words that are about to leave my lips. He is still watching me and I look at his hand still tightly holding unto me "Fallon killed your father," I say the words and the expression on his face changes, the hand that was once holding unto me slowly falls to his sides.

This was not the way I planned to do this, I didn’t mean to be so cold about this but I won’t risk his life for anything and if he knows I am going to meet Cassius, he will never let me go alone. This is like tipping the band aid off. Killing two birds with one stone.

"You’re lying," he manages but I see right through him too. he believes my words, deep down he knows his uncle is capable of something so monstrous. He knows that would never lie about something like this.

Deep down, he knows.

"I’m sorry and I know I should’ve told you this immediately I found out but i didn’t know how to put it into words. I didn’t want to hurt you," I tell him all I have been feeling but he is too far gone. The sadness in his eyes slowly changes to anger.

"You’re free to go," he says, not even waiting for me to leave he walks away from me and out of the room. I watch him until he leaves and I am conflicted. I don’t know what he is going to do and maybe it wasn’t such a good idea telling him about this right now.

Beau is very hot headed. He thinks with his fists. i know what he is going to do and it is not going to be good. I run out of the room in search of him, I stumble upon Isabella and she smiles at me warmly "hiya," she waves her hand in greeting.

"Have you seen Beau?" I ask her, my eyes roaming in search of him.

"Are you okay?" she asks.

I shake my head because I am panicking, I don’t know what he plans to do but it is nothing good. he is going to Fallon.

"I did something bad; I shouldn’t have. I need to find him before he does something he regrets," I tell her.

"Is he okay?"

I shake my head and Isabelle watches me with so much curiosity, I don’t even know how to explain this to her. I made a mistake. This is not how I wanted to tell him. I did this out of frustration, he was being too controlling and I took my anger out on him.

"I need to find him; did you see where he went?" my eyes roam around.

"He went inside," he points towards his house and I walk away from her to the direction. I hear the noise before I even get close. A loud bang comes from the house and I increase my speed to the house. I can feel Isabelle behind me, she is following me.

Walking into the house, I hear the shouting. Beau is the angriest I have ever heard him.

"What did you do?" Bells stops me by grabbing my arm.

I nudge her away from me "I can’t talk about this right now; I need to get to him." she follows me without saying anything and we both stop when we see him inside a room with the door ajar. The furniture in the room is tossed around, there are things all over the floor. I walk into the room and Fallon is on the ground, bruised beyond recognition. I look at Beau and he has transitioned; he isn’t in his full form. I have never seen this side of him before. His body is covered in hair, his nails have turned to sharp claws. His eyes are a bright red. He is standing on his two feet but he looks different. He is not wolf or human right now. Like he is in between.

"Beau, what are you doing?" Bells pushes me out of the way and stops in front of him.

He doesn’t respond to her; fuck he doesn’t even acknowledge her; his eyes are fixated on his uncle. Fallon isn’t even conscious right now, he looks dead. Beau doesn’t seem to be satisfied because he runs over to him again and grabs him by his collar. He is fighting someone that is not fighting back.

Almost effortlessly he throws Fallon to the other direction of the room, he hits the wall with a loud thud. Beau is still not satisfied. I hear a sound from Fallon and his eyes open. I am surprised he is even still alive. Beau takes this as a challenge and runs over to him "Stop this," Fallon cries.

He tries to stand up, an attempt to fight back. It is not working; he is too weak.

"I am your uncle, show me mercy."

This makes me angry because he didn’t show his brother mercy when he needed it. He is a monster and now he is asking for mercy. Beau doesn’t say anything as he grabs him again. Fallon trembles beneath him and I don’t know what to do. I don’t know how to stop this. Beau must hate me right now. I doubt he will ever forgive me for this.

"Beau, you will regret it if you kill him," Bells is attempting to calm him down. "Please stop, we will figure out whatever happened," she continues.

Beau doesn’t answer, his claws pierce into Fallon’s skin and I watch as he cries out in pain. I need to do something before he kills him.

"Beau," I call his name out weakly.

He turns around for the first time and I notice the tears in them. He is lost right now and it is all my fault. His arms are still gripping Fallon, he doesn’t seem to want to let go.

I take a step closer to him with shaking legs "I am sorry," my hands are raised up. "This is all my fault, please don’t do this."

I move closer to him and his grip on Fallon soften. His hands are shaking, as I stop an inch away from him. I reach for his hand and he freezes. He is not himself right now, the look in his eyes are murderous. He wants to kill him.

"Please beau, don’t do this," at my words he releases his hands and I Fallon falls to the floor. This is the power they say the leader of the pack has. I didn’t know this side of Beau existed and now that I have seen it, I hate it. I hate that he lost control of himself because of his anger. I grab his hands in mine and they are still shaking, he doesn’t fight me, he doesn’t push me off him.

"I’m sorry," I pull him closer until he is in my arms. Slowly I feel him transition back to human. His skin becomes smooth again, the sharp claws and fangs are gone. He is back to the Beau I know.

Suddenly he becomes limp beside me and I realize he has passed out in my arms.

"Take him to his room," Bells says to me "I will get someone to come help Fallon," she walks to the door but stops "You need to tell me what the fuck is going on."

How do I go help Maddie when the most important person in my life needs my help too?

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