The Werewolf's Vampire Mate
Chapter 338: Moment of bliss

Chapter 338: Moment of bliss

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Everything happened so fast.

Finding Levine was even more painful than I thought it would be. Her body at the bottom of the hill, her eyes wide open, almost like she was staring into my soul. I thought I would be able to handle it. I thought I would be strong enough but, at that moment, with Major clutching unto her, I lost it and let it all out. The pain from everything that happened. I didn’t even get a chance to talk to her. I never even knew that she was hurting. She is gone just like her sister. The only family I have left in this coven. I don’t even know how long we stay in that same position, both of us going through our own different kinds of hurt.

When I look up, the sky is dark and the sun has already set. I know we have to bring her back to the house. I have to inform the elders that she is dead. I don’t want them settled; I don’t want them thinking that everything is okay. Badger is the person we need to look out for. I can’t leave this place until I find him. I need to make sure that he pays for hurting my family.

I take a deep breath "We need to head back,’’ I tell him, even though he is still in the same position he has been in for the last hour or so. I don’t want to be the one to interrupt him in his pain but I also know that we have to take her back to the house. There is a lot I will need to do.

"I can’t let go,’’ he looks up at me. His eyes are red, the pain tugs at my heartstrings. I hate to be here with him. I hate to witness him go through this.

I go on my knees and face him. I can’t even look at her anymore "You have the memories. You have them for the rest of your life. You are not letting go,’’ I try to reassure him. it is hard to tell someone that everything is going to be okay when I know how hard this is going to hit him. if his feelings for Levine are as strong as I think it is, then it will be really hard to just move on. he is going to hurt a lot. it will feel like the world is ending, it will feel like there is no point in living, he will have a rush of emotions. I know that all too well. I feel it all too right now. knowing that I will never see her smile, knowing that she is gone forever without even a goodbye. It is a torment that I didn’t ever want to experience, but we are here and I have to be strong for the people that are still alive. Levine wouldn’t want me to disappear with her death, she will want me to keep shining.

She always used to tell me that my shine is brighter than the stars. She believed in me when no one else did, so I know what she would want from me.

She would want me to leave.

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Gyles pulls away from my arms just as Rex shuffles in the bed. I didn’t want to wake him up but I guess we were too loud. He jumps up on the bed when he notices me and catches me off guard as he pulls me into his arms. I close my eyes because this is double the feeling of warmth. My relationship with both of them feels like a double blessing. I get to feel things twice.

"You’re here,’’ he breathes into my neck. I notice that he is trembling. My eyes dart to Gyles, he has this warm smile on his face, I gesture with my free hand and he crawls on the bed closer to us. Rex gives him some space and he scuffles in between us. The three of us are embracing right now and somehow it feels like all the fear and worry dissipates. The numbness that I have been feeling all day just wipes off completely. This makes me want more and this might just be me being greedy but slowly, I let go of them and kiss Rex first. He needs this the most. The reassurance that we are going to come through this, especially after all we have been through. I feel Gyles’s warmth next to me. his touch sends butterflies to my tummy. The good kind of sensation. Suddenly, the slow pace I was going for, disappears and I grab him by his waist and push him to his back gently as my tongue slides into his mouth. His moan is loud, so loud that my dick hardness immediately from the sound of his voice. The sultry desperation crawls out of me as I pull apart and Gyles comes into view. His eyes are dark, he wants me as much as I want him.

Fuck, this is a battle because I wish I could have them both at the same time.

Well, you can. They are yours.

My wolf reminds me even though I never forgot. The hunger inside me becomes deeper. I feel him begging me to have them. A growl escapes my lips as I take Gyles in my mouth. He makes a different sound from Rex. I feel the need inside him, the longing, everything I have always wanted, and more from him.

"More,’’ he pushes into me, probably not wanting any space between us. I do the same thing I did to rex and push him to the bed on his back. now they are both staring at me with immense hunger in their eyes. I watch the rise and fall of their chests. They want me to make the first move. They are giving me consent with their eyes.

"Can we do this?’’ I ask rex because he is the one that knows more about our Lycan side. I don’t want to mess things with us, especially since we haven’t even fixed things with the whole fucking before the full moon.

He pulls me closer by my shirt and his face is so close to mine "I don’t care anymore. I want you so much,’’ he cries, tears suddenly welling up in his eyes. I don’t want to mess things up but I want to have a release from all this pent-up frustration.

"okay,’’ I tell him as I reach for his pants. they both watch me as I take him in my mouth.

For the first time since I got here, all I can think about are them. I don’t want this to stop. I never want it to stop.

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