The Werewolf's Vampire Mate -
Chapter 332: Surviving Analise
Chapter 332: Surviving Analise
Levine
Days go by.
Months pass and nothing happens. Analise bounces back like she wasn’t the reason why they were dead in the first place. I haven’t spoken to her about that day. In the forbidden room. I don’t have the strength to even talk about It. Lissy acts like I don’t know. She continues her training. The elders talk about her taking over from our parents. She is the best bet and I guess that is exactly what she wanted. That was her plan all along. It is suddenly all clear to me. the spell of desire. What did she desire the most?
She didn’t care about getting rid of the pregnancy. The spell saw her heart and that was what she chose to do, by going back in time.
She wanted them gone so that she could have all the power that she had desperately craved. With mother gone, she is the next in line. Which will give her exactly what she wanted. I have been thinking of ways to muster up the courage to talk to her. we used to be so close but now, she wouldn’t even talk to me. she is so focused on getting her training complete—or maybe she is just avoiding me. I mean, she knows that I know what she did. I should be a threat to her but she doesn’t seem to think that I am.
All I have been doing is count the days until I have to leave. the voice in my head is still strong, as the days pass by, it gets louder. I don’t know what I am supposed to do but I feel like a walking corpse. Like it would have been better if I just died with my parents. I don’t see any point in being here anymore. in the blink of an eye, my family disappeared from me.
I am outside in the garden at the back of our house, seated by the oak tree. I have been spending a lot of my time anywhere but inside the house. Analise is three months pregnant again. today is the day when we went back. the day it all happened. It has been three months since my parents died to this day. I guess that is why I have been extra emotional. Thinking about all the things I could have done differently.
"I knew you would be here,’’ I look up from the book in my grip and she smiles as she slowly walks over to me. my eyes shift to her belly and she rolls her eyes "You don’t have to worry about him. I don’t plan on killing him anymore,’’ she shrugs like it is not a big deal.
"Him?’’
She nods and then sits down next to me on the grass. I hate Analise for all the things she did but she will always be my sister. "I am sorry about everything,’’ she breathes out.
"You had months to apologize but you never did,’’ I remind her of how selfish she has been.
"I wasn’t ever going to. I didn’t see the point. I did what I had to do. You would have eventually understood.’’
I can never understand her. I choose to never understand her side of anything. she chose to kill her parents and she wants me to understand?
"You don’t have to understand," she says almost like she read my mind.
"I am still leaving,’’ I tell her deadpan. There is nothing she will say that will convince me otherwise. I have to get out of here. I have to get as far away from her as possible.
"I know. I don’t have any problems with that. you should live your life for you.’’ she smiles warmly and for a second, I see the sincerity in her eyes. I don’t want to aggravate her. I don’t want to avenge my parents’ death. I just want to survive Analise. And surviving her means that I have to go as far away from her and everything that has to do with this coven.
I have to leave.
SIX MONTHS LATER.
"It’s a boy,’’ the midwife that helped with the delivery comes out of the room and smiles warmly. She was in labor for six hours. Six hours of screams and cries. I push my way into the room and I see the tiny baby in her grip. I walk over to her and she smiles even though she looks like a mess.
"Oh wow.,’’ I manage in astonishment. I still can’t believe she went through with it. I thought along with the pregnancy, she would think of something, another ploy to get rid of him but she went through with it. she had him and he is beautiful.
"Do you want to hold him?’’ she asks me calmly.
I shake my head immediately because I don’t want to bond with him. I dont want any ties to this place. my plan to leave is still in motion. "Come on, I know you want to,’’ she pushes him to me without my consent and I take him in my arms. He is tiny, his eyes are a bright blue and I have never seen anything as captivating as they are at this moment.
"His father is a wolf,’’ she tells me calmly, almost like it is not a big deal. I didn’t even know about that. "His Lycan scent is very strong. How do I keep it from the elders?’’ she asks me. I don’t know why she is seeking guidance from me. I hate her. I hate her more than I have ever hated anyone.
"Why do you want to hide it?’’
"I don’t want anything that will keep me from being chief. It seems like he might eventually become a problem.’’
She just fucking gave birth and she is calling her child a problem "He is your baby. How can you say that?’’
Sometimes, I want to understand what is going on in her head. What she thinks about, how selfish she could be.
"You know what is important to me. this child, I only had him because of you. I didn’t want your judgment. I see the way you look at me every day. I see how much you hate me."
"If you cant take care of him. tell his father. He might want him. don’t just think of ways to eliminate him completely."
"I am not going to kill him. he is my son but no one can find out about his Lycan side. I can’t have people knowing that I fucked a wolf.’’
"Who are these people. Fuck Lissy, you always find new ways to shock me.’’ I exclaim in disbelief at this conversation.
"Take him, since you are so righteous. He might just end up dead when you leave.’’
My heart stops in that second. That threat. The more I look at her, the more terrifying this conversation becomes. She will end up killing him. if I leave, she will end up finding a way to eliminate him.
"Stay with me, help me raise him and I wouldn’t hurt him,’’ she adds, watching me for a reaction. I have my plans. I have to leave. that want always the plan.
She is manipulating me again.
I look at the baby in my arms again and he opens his eyes, the blue in them sparkles. He is not a normal baby and if I leave him in her hands, he will just end up getting hurt.
"Okay, I will stay until he is old enough to leave you.’’ I agree because there is nothing else, I can do. I have no other choice.
Her smile widens "I knew you would make the right decision. I knew I would get you to do the right thing.’’
At this moment, it seems like this was her plan all along. Almost like she knew having this child would make me stay. "You can name him... what do you want to call him?’’
I look at his eyes again.
"Blue.’’
I will protect you kid.
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