The Werewolf's Vampire Mate
Chapter 280: Major’s memory

Chapter 280: Major’s memory

Blue.

I am not getting anything from him. it is not like I expected this to be so easy. The spell didn’t work. There is a wall in his mind, blocking me from the things that I need. I can see everything else. The memories we all shared. All his fears, the past. I see it all but the one I need. I know for a fact that something happened to him because of all the spaces and jumps in his memory. It is like getting a key into his mind and being unable to enter the room you want to.

"Fuck,’’ I whine jumping out of the loop.

I open my eyes and he is watching me in hopes that I at least got what I need "It didn’t work,’’ I tell him honestly.

This is affecting him the most. He is the one that is being controlled. The one that is losing bits and pieces of himself. I am affected by association.

"Shit,’’ he breathes out as I walk over to him. my eyes remain on him as I grab both of his hands in mine.

"It’s going to be okay,’’ I tell him, in a way to stop the panic that will go on in his mind. I don’t know what I was expecting but I didn’t think I would get it all immediately I took a train to his mind. I at least thought there would be something—even if it was small, that would lead me to him.

"It’s not,’’ he shakes his head immediately. "I am dangerous. I will only end up hurting you all.’’ He adds.

I don’t want him thinking that way "You know you are strong enough to fight whatever this is. you have a wolf inside you. You have so much power and I need you to use it when you feel like you need to.’’

He shakes his head again "I don’t feel my wolf. I haven’t felt my wolf in a while,’’ he confesses.

I know how he must be feeling right now. when I was growing up, I didn’t have my wolf. I didn’t even know it existed and I felt the emptiness inside me. he knows about his wolf and he cant feel it. I can’t imagine how he must be feeling right now. unable to channel the energy that he needs right now.

"Rex, I am sorry that you are going through all this, but I need you to just hold on for me. I need you to stay strong.’’

It is easy to ask him to do this, I don’t know what else to say. I don’t know what else to do. All I can do is tell him that I will save him when I don’t even know what to do. "I don’t know if I can.’’ He tells me honestly.

I lean forward until my lips are on his forehead. He closes his eyes as I kiss him softly, wanting him to feel all I feel. I love him so much and I will never let anything happen to him.

Check major’s memory.

My wolf reminds me. I did the potion. I was supposed to, then chaos happened. It doesn’t seem like there is much to see in his mind. He knew I took his hair, so he knew what I was going to use it for and he didn’t seem bothered by it.

To everyone, I am a weak contender. There is no thought In their minds that I can defeat them or easily get to the bottom of this. they don’t see me as a threat, someone they need to look out for. I get why they would think that way.

"Come on, let’s get you back into my room,’’ I tell him. I don’t like the way he is. the quietness. The pain in his eyes. I wish there was something I could do to erase it all away but for now, I am stuck in this loop where I am completely useless.

"Okay." He manages in a low bellow.

I grab his hand and lead him back upstairs until we are in my room again. Gyles sits up on the bed immediately he notices us and I see the hope in his eyes. The kind of hope that I will crush in a split second "Any progress?’’ he asks immediately.

"None, he couldn’t get anything,’’ Rex beats me to an answer and I let out a heavy sigh.

He gets up from the bed and walks over to us, eyeing Rex with an intensity that should be grueling but only shows concern "What does that mean?’’ he questions. I wish I could give him an answer right now but I am wiped out completely.

"Means I am still dangerous. Means you should all probably keep an eye out for me,’’ he answers again. He has reached the phase of frustration. From his tone, I can tell. I don’t want him to give up right now because I will find a way.

I will get to the bottom of this.

"He is right though," I speak up for the first time "I need to go back down, but once I am done, I will be right up,’’ I add.

They both nod their heads but I see the hesitation in their eyes. This place doesn’t feel like home to them. This is just some strange place that they are stuck in and there is nothing I can do to make them feel better. The sooner I get to the bottom of this, the better it will be for all of us. I leave them in the room and walk back to the potion room, it is as empty as it was when I left. I guess Levine didn’t think to come back.

I grab the bottle that has the mixture of Major’s hair. The potion I made before shit hit the fan. Before I even had any clue on what was happening. The fact that this attack is so much worse than all the others, terrified me even more.

I place the potion in between my lips and sit down on the stool, waiting for its effect to take place. It is not as quick as Rex’s own but the moment I feel the chill, I close my eyes and take a deep breath as I am transported into the mind of one of my most hated people.

As the memories come about, I release steady breaths not liking what I see one bit.