The Werewolf's Vampire Mate
Chapter 279: Losing me is better than losing you

Chapter 279: Losing me is better than losing you

Blue.

We get back to the estate and the closer we get there, the more terrified I get. Rex was quiet all through the journey and that is not the problem. The things I saw in his head, scare me. The fact that my innocent mate is having those thoughts are driving me insane.

I park the car in front of the house and we all look at each other. Even Gyles has been quiet and I don’t even know what he is thinking. I am curious to know what is running through his mind. Does he still feel guilty?

Is he as frustrated about this situation as I am?

I am the only one that can help Rex and I don’t even know what to do. "We can get out now,’’ I tell them. I have a lot on my plate. The elders expect me to figure this out on my own. They want me to find the culprit and prove that Rex is not the guilty party and even though I am so sure about it, I don’t know how I will get through this. I have to get inside his head. I have to see what he saw when they cast the spell on him. The people that did this are not stupid. I don’t even think they would leave his memory open.

I don’t think they would be that sloppy and at the end of it all, I know the only way to do this would be to use dark magic. I have always been terrified of dark magic. I hate that I have to even think in that direction.

We all get down from the car and I lead them into the house. There is a guard at the door. The security has been extra tight but when I think about how easy it was for Gyles to get Rex out of the dungeons, I don’t think it is good enough.

This is something I will have to work on. The ability to be compelled so easily needs to be blocked. I don’t know a lot of things. My magic was never really established because I didn’t want this life and now, I am stuck in this life with no way out. I don’t know what to do and I don’t want to make it so obvious.

I lead them into my room "What is the plan?’’ Gyles asks suddenly.

I take a deep breath because there is no actual plan. "I don’t know. We need to get into your head. See the things that happened. I know it is a long shot but I want to try and see if it will work. Can we do that?’’ I ask rex.

He furrows his brows and for a second there is a spark in his eyes. The kind that I know he usually has. The person that was in the car with us wasn’t Rex. This person in front of me seems more like him.

"When did we get here?’’ he manages in confusion.

I walk up to him and Gyles watches curiously. His eyes are on us "You don’t remember?’’ I ask him, placing my palm on his forehead. His temperature is high, he is burning up.

"No, I remember going to bed but I don’t remember waking up or even walking into this house." His voice is shaking—he sounds fucking terrified.

I take steady breaths because I don’t want to panic. I said it before. The aura around him was dark, he was unrecognizable to me. "I need to check you. Will you come with me?’’ I ask him.

He nods immediately. There is nothing like unknown fear. Right now, he doesn’t know what Is happening. He is not present in time. "Stay here,’’ I warn Gyles. He nod immediately.

I lead him into the potion room and Levine is inside. She looks up at me "You’re back,’’ she mutters calmly.

"How is she?’’ I ask.

She shrugs "Not doing so good. I don’t think she will make It.’’ she tells me what I already know. From the beginning of this, I felt it. I didn’t see any chance of her surviving the attack. This is not something I wanted, I am just exhausted and I guess that is why it hasn’t really registered. My priority is getting Rex out of this mess.

"I can’t deal with that right now," I tell her as she gets down from the chair she is on and walks in the direction of the door. I know this is affecting her a lot more than it is affecting me. She is her sister. Levine is the only family that mom has. The only one that sticks to her.

"I know you have a lot on your plate. I will leave you to handle it,’’ Rex remains silent through our conversation. I don’t know where his head is at. I don’t know what he is thinking. All I know is that I need to get into his head. The question is, what is it going to take to succeed at that?

"How are you feeling?’’ I lead him to a chair and he sits down gently. His eyes are on me, almost like he is completely focused on my face. The spark in them is still there. As long as that spark is there, he is the Rex I know.

"I don’t know, very weak and cold,’’ he rubs his hands together. I grab his hand in mine and squeeze it gently. A sigh escapes his lips "I don’t know what is happening. There are parts of my memory that are missing. I want to remember what happened this morning, but I can’t. It is so scary to me.’’

He is communicating with me.

That is a lot.

"I know. I just need to figure out what happened to you. Gyles said you were gone for a while in that motel and that was when your memory lapses started. So I think it has something to do with that."

He nods "Can you fix me?’’ he asks me meekly.

I want to tell him that there is nothing wrong with him. That he doesn’t need fixing but he actually needs help. I need to restore him back to his old self.

"I will make sure of that Baby, whatever it takes.’’

That is a promise and it might seem farfetched but I mean every word. I will get him back to himself, even if I have to do things the wrong way. The dark magic that I keep talking about. The one that everyone says is forbidden... if that is the way I have to save him.

Then I will.

Even if I end up losing myself.

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