The Werewolf's Vampire Mate
Chapter 246: Midnight friend

Chapter 246: Midnight friend

Gyles.

"Tell me this is the wrong thing to do,’’ I say those words out loud but I am talking to my wolf. I know he can hear me. Rex is panicking because he doesn’t think that this is a good idea. Going to look for him but I don’t know what else to do.

It feels like I am dying.

I don’t want to die without Blue forgiving me.

You are not dying.

My wolf replies to my thoughts and not my question. He is the one that convinced me to do this, so I know this will be something we will do together. I don’t even know how I will find him because I don’t even know anything about him but I plan on trying. I will look for him, no matter what.

"What are you doing Gyles?’’ Rex walks into the room with a confused expression on his face. I know Rex and he always likes to play it safe. He doesn’t take risks and he won’t do this with me.

"I need to find him,’’ I rummage through the little clothes I have and start to put them in a bag that Beau gave me. Everything I have is all thanks to Beau, from the clothes on my body to the ones in the drawers. Maybe that is why I still don’t feel like I belong here. I don’t have anything of my own. Maybe when I start to set my roots in this community, I will start to feel at home.

"This is a bad idea Gyles. Blue doesn’t want to see you.’’

I sigh and stop what I am doing, running my hands through my hair. I know he doesn’t want to see me. I know he hates me right now and I told him that I want to make things right. He said I should prove it and this is the only way I know how to. I might be a little selfish at this moment but I really want to see him. I want to talk to him. See him in person—apologize to him until he finally forgives me.

"I have to try something, anything.’’

"How do you plan on finding him?" he raises a brow. It seems like he is challenging me right now. I want him to follow me. I want him to be with me so that at least, his presence will smoothen things between me and Blue. I want so much from him but I know it is hard to expect him to do this. He is in communication with Blue, one thing that I am not and my wolf is getting desperate. The last time I saw him was in the dream and it felt so real when I woke up. I don’t still know if it was all in my head because I thought there was a little progress between us but then he didn’t want to talk to me—so I don’t even know anymore.

I don’t know what to think.

"I don’t know. I want to talk to Beau. I know he will help me,’’ I tell him what I plan to do because I want him to see that this could work.

"I don’t think this is a good idea, you don’t have the means to get there and you can’t even drive,’’ he reminds me of all the things I am incapable of doing. He is not doing it to hurt me but it still hurts.

"That is why I need you with me,’’ I tell him as I grab his hands in mine. He sighs out of frustration and I don’t mean to manipulate him into doing this but I also know that the only reason why he will agree to this is that he finds it hard saying no to me. If he asks me for anything, I won’t be able to say no too. This thing goes both ways.

"I don’t think this is a good idea. He wouldn’t be happy about this.’’

"Please come with me,’’ I beg him one last time even though I already know that he is caving in. He exhales heavily and I watch him patiently as I wait for him to tell me what I already know. it is the look in his eyes, the sign of defeat.

"If he is pissed, it is all on you though.’’

I nod my head incessantly as my smile widens. This means he is coming with me, which just means the possibility of seeing Blue is higher. I can’t wait for a month and I know deep down Rex doesn’t want to wait either "UI think we should tell him about this,’’ he says.

I shake my head "He won’t agree to this if we do.’’

He raises a brow "He won’t be happy about the ambush if we don’t,’’ he points out. I know he might be upset at first but I have some things I need to say to him in person. I need to see him to even feel a shred of happiness. Right now, I am a miserable wreck. I don’t know how long I can stand the distance.

"This is all on you, I am not going to interfere,’’ Rex basically calls me out.

I nod "Find out where he lives. If you can, I will drive us there.’’ He says planting a soft kiss on my cheek and walking out of my room. I close my eyes for a second because it won’t be easy. I have a better relationship with Alanis. We have shared secrets and I feel like he gets me. I could ask him to help me get the information that I need.

Beau is the only one that will know though.

Ask them.

My wolf tells me quietly.

There is no other option and if I don’t do this, Rex will not help me otherwise. I walk out of my room and in the direction of Beau’s room. I bump into Alanis in front of their door as he walks out and he smiles at me. For now, he is the only one I have formed a bond with. I know Beau’s intention of keeping me in the pack was to give me a family and at first, I thought it was impossible, I thought I would never fit in but the people here are friendly and even though a lot of them are still wary of me. No one has said anything hurtful to me. The ones that feel some type of way about me have kept their distance and the ones that are okay with me are friendly.

Like Alanis.

"Hey midnight friend,’’ he smiles warmly.

"I was just coming to you. I need a favour,’’ I go straight to the point because I need to get his address and leave before it gets dark.

"Is there a problem?’’ he asks already going into worry mode.

I know the people in this community are still on edge—after everything that happened, it is expected and I heard that the man that killed Beau’s father is still at large. Not knowing where he is must be making them worried.

"Not really. I actually need to talk to Beau. Is it possible?’’

He sighs "I don’t think Beau is in such a good mood,’’ he confesses and I know he is about to tell me why.

"What happened?’’

He sighs "He kind of found out about everything and I guess the fact that I kept it from him is beating him up." He sighs "What do you need?’’ he adds in question.

"I need Blue’s address. I think his father will know. If I can get it, it will mean the world to me."

"Can’t you ask Blue for it?’’ he asks.

I shake my head "He is not really talking to me right now and I thought I could surprise him,’’ I tell him a half-truth.

"Hmmm....’’

He looks suspicious of me but right now I am desperate and they are the only ones that can help me. I need to do this and I doubt that anything would change my mind.

"Wait a minute, I will talk to him,’’ he tells me before walking back into the room. I take a deep breath because my fate lies in their hands right now.

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