The Werewolf's Vampire Mate
Chapter 208: The note and dismissal

Chapter 208: The note and dismissal

Alanis.

"What are you talking about?’’

He is saying words but they are not clear. Maybe this is just him trying to scare me or something because I don’t understand what is happening.

He sighs and then runs his hands through his hair. My eyes shift to his face because I want to read his expression. His eyes are shifty, they seem very stressed. Maybe he is stressed out because that is the only way he will not be making sense right now.

"Your body, your scent, there is something off about it,’’ he informs me like I have a clue on what he is saying. The last time I came here, I had completed the mating ritual and he was not happy because he didn’t want me to change. He kept saying that I would lose parts of me. Right now, it seems like that is what he is talking about.

"We already established that. I told you all about it.’’

He shakes his head "That is not what I am talking about. I feel a presence inside of you,’’ he bellows anxiously.

I take a deep breath "Okay, I don’t know what you are talking about but you have me worried right now."

"I feel the blood running through your veins. You feel more human right now.’’ he adds. His explanation is supposed to make things clear but the more he talks, the more confused I am. When Blue told us about his willed scent. There were some things he said. They all seem familiar right now.

"I am still me, father. Please stop trying to make me panic or whatever.’’

He nods "I know that, but I think you need to check deep within you. Something is really wrong but I don’t have the abilities to tell you what it is.

He hasn’t said anything.

I have heard all this and they only take me back to one thing. Our babies. The ones from the dream. The ones that Beau can’t get over. I am a little bit terrified and it doesn’t make any sense to me because there is no logic to it. How will I bear children?

I am a man.

Beau seems excited about it. We have sex a lot and I mean a lot. When he talks about it, I act excited—okay, I am a little bit excited because I want a family with him. He is the love of my life. The person I have chosen to spend the rest of my life with. I want this amazing gift that we have been dreaming about. I want that life with him but I am scared.

I am scared of how this will work.

"Why are you here?’’ he asks me, interrupting my thoughts,

I snap out of my mind and all the fear inside me "I came to see you,’’ I lie. We both know that I didn’t come to see him but I have to act as if I did.

He raises a brow "Everything alright with the pack?’’

No matter how unaccepting he is of the whole thing, he will always care about me. He will always make sure that I am fine.

"Yeah, there is no drama if that is what you are asking,’’ I tell him.

He chuckles "You know for a second, I thought I was going to end up losing you, with all that went down in that pack."

I never for one second doubted it. I knew we were going to come out of it all stronger. I had faith and so did Beau. It was just a minor setback that we have overcome.

"Are you okay with Beau now?’’ I ask him because that is where my next question will come from.

He nods his head "I never had a problem with them. I just didn’t want him for you is all.’’ he smiles like he is not crushing me with his words. From the moment I found out that Beau was my mate. I accepted him. I didn’t care anymore about everything else. I chose him because in my heart wanted him and no one else. So the sooner he comes around to it all, the better.

"It is too late for that now. He is mine." I tell him, laying claim again even though he already knows.

’Yeah, I know that now but I don’t know why you need my approval.’’

"I don’t need your approval anymore. I just need you to accept him. I want him to feel like he belongs in our family,’’ I convey with words how I feel.

He sighs "He doesn’t belong in our family. You chose to stay in his community, so there is that.’’

He is being harsh right now. I know why he is doing this but I just wish that he will cut it out already. "That is not fair. You know going to the community was the only option. He is the Alpha of his pack. He can’t leave.’’

He nods "I know that but you didn’t consult me on that. You don’t need my acceptance."

I hate that he is talking this way because before I did anything. I let him know. I told him about the ritual, I asked for his blessings. It is not like I just disappeared and did everything on my own. He was there through it all so I don’t know what else he wants.

"I don’t know what you want from me, father. I have held you on very high ground. Your opinion is very important to me. It is important to me that you like the man I love. Why won’t you just try to get to know him?’’

"He is a wolf,’’ he states like that suddenly explains it all.

"Does that even matter anymore? Darrien is with a wolf too,’’ I remind him that I am not the only one.

"Darrien doesn’t give a shit about my opinion. He is not like you.’’

He knows this and he is still beating me up for everything. It is unfair that he won’t just do the things I want him to. ’’I am not asking you to be his friend or to hang out with him. I want you to act like a father to him. He doesn’t have anyone else.’’

"I am not his father,’’ he says deadpan.

"Elu came into our family. You treat her like a daughter. So why is mine different. Why can’t you just treat him the same way you treat the other Links?’’

"Because you didn’t listen to me. I told you not to rush into this and you didn’t listen. You chose to go against my order even though I was uncertain about it all. You can’t expect me to accept your decisions when I don’t support them."

"Please," I beg him. "Just give him a chance,’’ I add with so much desperation.

"I can’t do that. I am sorry but I don’t trust the wolves. I won’t accept them no matter what,’’ he tells me.

I leave his office with so much anger. I don’t want to even think about it because I thought this was going to go another direction. I could almost swear that he would tell me that Beau could come over for dinner or something. I actually thought I could convince him.

I go back to my room and pack a couple of my things in a suitcase. A message pops on my phone, so I grab it.

Beau: Hurry back home.

It is a message from Beau. I have been gone for an hour max and he misses me. How can someone even say that they can’t accept this kind of love? It seems terrible to me. Makes me angry and I have no one to talk to about it. I don’t want to make Beau upset to.

I get home and I see Rex in the living room. He has a smile on his face "Beau said I should give you this,’’ he hands me a note and walks away from me. I don’t know what it is but I am already smiling. All the frustrations that came with visiting my father, wipe out with just one little act. A note and I don’t even know what it entails.

Meet me in the place of our first dream.

I furrow my brow in confusion. As I try to remember where he could mean. The only place that comes to mind is the caves. The one where I saved him that first time that I had a dream about him. That has to be it. I mean, there is no other place. I put the note in my pocket and walk out of the house excitedly. It suddenly makes sense that he told me to go home today. It felt weird that he pushed me to leave but now it all makes sense.

Also his eagerness to have me back home.

I feel like a child playing a game with his crush. It is exciting.