The Werewolf's Vampire Mate
Chapter 204: Let me help you

Chapter 204: Let me help you

Gyles.

"You are the most selfish person I have ever seen. I tell you everything and you still blame me for killing him,’’ the man shouts—my supposed father. The person that locked me up in a basement. Has been keeping me prisoner for God knows how long. I am weak, I feel like a corpse and he is talking to me like I have the energy to pity his story.

"I don’t care about you,’’ I tell him honestly.

He runs his hands through his hair in disbelief. He expects me to just welcome him with open arms. Yeah, he said I am his son and that might be true but all my life, I was told that my father abandoned me and I just can’t take his word for anything. I knew the wolves were going to attack. We were prepared for it. father always told us that if the time came, we had to all fight together, as a family. That is why I had to let Roger go. I made a promise that I had to keep and now, this man that is claiming to be my father just wants me to believe him and forget everything I have always known.

I can’t just forgive him for killing the only father I have ever known. I don’t want to know about his past. I don’t want to know about being a wolf.

"You will never leave this basement. At least until you come back to your senses,’’ he walks closer to me.

"I will never be a wolf. I will never be one of you,’’ I seethe out those words and they are from the bottom of my heart. I won’t just accept them this way. They could have taken me without killing anyone. They fought fire with fire and I am not even saying I believe him. I don’t even know what I believe anymore.

"I will show you everything. I will feed you with the memories I took from your godfather. My best friend betrayed me with your father. I will show you everything since you choose to be blind to my honesty." He grabs my head and I close my eyes because I don’t want to see what he has to show me.

It is too late because I already challenged him and there is no going back. the memories flood my mind. The killings, the conversations, the plans. Everything that he said he would show me and no matter how hard I try to push him out, he just goes deeper. He pushes into my mind and evades my privacy.

I open my eyes again. This is the second night in a row that I have been unable to sleep. This time is worse because I wasn’t with Blue and Gyles. I was in a world that I don’t even want to remember. I don’t know all the things that happened to me in that basement. I only remember the bits and pieces but as each day goes by, I get another memory. My heart thuds against my chest as I take deep breaths to try and forget it all but no matter how hard I try, they are engraved in my mind.

"Fuck,’’ I run my hands through my hair as I stand up from the bed. It is late at night. Everyone is probably asleep. Beau and his people kinda sleep early in the community. So if I have to leave my room, I have to tiptoe around the house. Right now, I am thirsty. I haven’t been drinking a lot of blood ever since Rex. in fact, I haven’t had any. Maybe that is what woke my wolf up. I mean when I stopped drinking blood, he started talking a lot. It is weird that I keep saying my wolf.

Cause I am yours.

My wolf pipes up for the first time today. He has been awfully quiet all day.

I miss them.

I miss them too.

Admitting that to myself doesn’t hurt. I miss Rex and surprisingly, I miss Blue too—even though I don’t know the guy. That dream has been haunting me. I have been craving his touch. Wanting something from him—anything.

I walk out of my room quietly and go into the kitchen. I grab a bottle of water from the fridge and walk out of the house. I need fresh air right now to clear my thoughts. I have been wanting to remember what happened in that basement but now I am not so sure anymore. It feels like the memories will just bring pain. I don’t know how I feel about that anymore. I walk all the way to the field and then I gulp down the whole bottle of water and lie down on the grass. The crescent moon is out. It looks like it is about to be full. A full moon.

My wolf screams to come out. I can feel him trying to but I don’t know how to do this. I don’t know how to give him what he wants.

I hear footsteps that make me get up immediately. I look at the person and my heart calms down a bit.

"It is just me,’’ he raises his hands up in surrender.

No matter what he says, he crept up on me. what are the odds that Blue would be outside late at night at the same time as me? I don’t know how I feel about that "I swear I didn’t come out here because I knew you were here,’’ he says.

"Are you reading my mind?’’ I ask him because I have to. I did it with Rex, so he could be doing the same thing.

He smiles, it warms my heart "Sadly, I don’t have that ability but I can sense things. I sense a lot from you right now,’’ he confesses and I like his honesty.

I sit back down on the grass and he walks even closer "Do you mind if I sit down next to you?’’ I look at him with a raised brow. I don’t know what he is doing or why he wants to sit down next to me but I actually don’t mind. My wolf is already excited, so why not give him what he wants.

"Sure,’’

He obeys and I watch him as he sits a couple of inches away from me. I can see him make a conscious effort not to touch me. if I move slightly, our shoulders would touch. Would I mind that?

No, you won’t.

"What do you sense?’’ I ask nervously. Maybe this is just me striking up a conversation, or actually wanting to talk to him because it is him. I don’t know but this is a good distraction.

"I sense your wolf. He is crying to come out,’’ he tells me.

I already know that.

Then let me out.

My wolf pleads.

"I don’t know how to. I don’t know what to do,’’ I confess because I might as well tell someone. This is not about Blue is easy to confide in. this is not about the fact that he is my mate. This is not about any of that. He is here and that is why I am telling him.

"Do you want me to help?’’ he asks. I sense the eagerness in his tone. He wants to do this with me or should I say—for me.

"I don’t think that is a good idea,’’ I pipe in knowing that Rex might not like this. I don’t even know if things are cool with them. I just wish he would talk to me but I have also been avoiding him.

"Rex told me everything,’’ he looks at me with a guilty expression on his face. I was thinking about rex and he brought him up.

"Are you sure you are not reading my mind?’’ I have to ask because now that it is happening to me, it doesn’t feel nice.

He laughs "I swear I am not,’’ the smile remains on his face "I just feel a lot from you.’’ He adds. I don’t know how I feel about that. His words are doing things to me. things that I don’t want to like but like a lot.

"Okay,’’ I give him a one-word answer.

He nods "So, can I be of service?’’ he repeats.

"Will rex be okay with that?’’ I ask because I need to make sure he wouldn’t be pissed.

"Do you know what is happening between us?’’

I furrow my brows.

"You had that dream last night, didn’t you?’’

I open my eyes wide. I don’t know what to say. if he was in that dream, then he remembered all the things we did. He knows how I really feel about him.

Fuck.

"Don’t overthink this. there is no pressure G." He reaches for me but I move away so fast that he retracts his hand away immediately.

"G?’’ I manage.

He smiles but doesn’t try to touch me again. "You don’t have to panic. There is no pressure here. I just wanted you to know that Rex wouldn’t be upset about this. in fact, he would want this."

I don’t know what to say.

’’Just say yes,’’ he reads my mind—senses my mind.

I have no option.

I need someone to help me and I like being around Blue. He makes me feel alive. He makes me feel happy.

My mate.

"Okay,’’ I agree because that is the only answer.

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