The Werewolf's Vampire Mate
Chapter 201: I want to make you feel the things he did

Chapter 201: I want to make you feel the things he did

Rex.

"He is not talking to me right now,’’ I tell Justin. We are in his car on our way to school. Justin is Bell’s mate. The only other person that is actually interested in going back to school. Beau mentioned that he is taking a couple of weeks off. I can understand that he is exhausted. I mean, he just came out of a war.

He can have a couple of weeks to himself.

"You know you kind of fucked up,’’ he reminds me. I already know. I should have handled the whole thing differently. Thinking about it, I am the villain. The person that kind of sort of cheated. I shouldn’t have led Gyles on. I made a promise to Blue and then I was kissing another guy.

I get why he would be upset.

"Yeah, I did.’’

He nods and turns the steering wheel in the direction of the school. I have missed school and the normalcy that comes with it. "What about the other one?’’ Justin asks curiously. Ever since he found out about it, he has been intrigued. I guess this would be intriguing to any wolf. This is not something that just happens. This situation is rare and dare I say—one of a kind. I wish I had a normal mating. I wish I didn’t have to feel so guilty about being intimate with my mate but at the end of the day, communication would have handled this better.

"I don’t know if I am allowed to see him. I want to wait until Blue is okay with it.’’

Blue left me with no words. he didn’t tell me that I was forgiven. I didn’t really get a lot of angry vibes from him but I could tell he was disappointed. I saw the hurt in his eyes, there was also a hint of jealousy. I don’t know if he will forgive me soon. I miss him and it feels like my wolf is hurting. I just want things to be cool with us.

"Allowed to see him. dude, what the fuck? Is this a control your man situation?’’ he raises a brow as he glances at me.

This is not about control.

I just feel so guilty.

It is not like Gyles has accepted this. I don’t know if he is still in denial and I just know that seeing him right now will end with either kissing or doing more. I wouldn’t be able to control myself and I will feel like I am cheating. Fuck, I don’t know how to handle this situationship. I run my hands through my hair as I think of how to handle this.

"I just don’t want to cause any more hurt.’’

He nods "Do you know what they call your relationship. I saw it in a movie once.’’ He smiles excitedly.

As I said, everyone is so interested in this. I keep thinking about the dream I had last night. The fact that I am so hopeful that they both feel something for each other made me concoct a whole reality in my sleep. The dream felt real, we were together. We had felt things that I can’t forget. Blue and Gyles kissing. Fuck, it was the hottest thing I have ever witness.

"Dude, where did you go to?’’ he waves his hand in my face.

I snap out of the sexual thoughts I am having. This thing is funny, I never even thought about sex before Blue and Gyles. Now that is all I apparently think about.

"So, guess what it is called?’’ he asks almost like he is about to reveal something amazing.

I raise a brow "what is it called?’’

He smiles widely "A throuple. You are in a throuple relationship with your mates.’’ He says as if he has accomplished something great. I know what a throuple is. We all have to be in this together. If they are not interested in each other, then it won’t be that. I wish they will show interest. I wish they would want each other as much as I want them. Maybe it is too much to ask for. Maybe this is me being greedy but I just feel so weak to it all.

"Yeah, good job Justin,’’ I hail him even though he hasn’t really said anything new. I already knew this. I have been doing my research. I have googled everything about our relationship. I have tried to understand it and see how it will work. I already feel like it will but I can never be too sure. If Gyles doesn’t give in to this, there will be problems.

We get to school and go our separate ways. After school, I go back home and the first person I see is Blue. He is outside the compound, in front of the house Beau let them stay in. One of the guest houses. I can tell he is not ready to see me.

"Hey blue,’’ Justin calls to him, obviously not reading the room. I glare at him and he shrugs.

"Hi Justin,’’ he greets him back. his tone is straightforward. I know him, I know when he is upset. Right now, he is.

"I should go,’’ I tell him because this is awkward and I want to give him his space.

He shakes his head.

"Come with me,’’ he tells me and walks back into the house. Now I am starting to think he was waiting out here for me.

I look at Justin and he shrugs again "Relationship drama,’’ he tells me before walking away from me. I could be stubborn and go to my house. I don’t need to answer him and frankly, I don’t like his demanding tone.

You know you want to.

My wolf points out.

I want to go with him.

I want to hold him.

I want him to forgive me.

I walk into the house, unsure of what he has planned. I can’t even tell what is going on in his head.

Fuck.

The hallway is dark, but the minute I get into the living room, the bright light kicks in. he looks at me, content that I came into his house.

I look around, unsure of what to say, or what to do. I stand by the corner. He is watching me; his eyes are piercing. The kind of stare that gives me chills.

"I am sorry Blue. I hate that I lied to you.’’ I start with another apology. I can’t say sorry enough. I wish he would just forgive.

He remains quiet. I pick at my fingernails. A habit that I have when I am nervous. I am very nervous right now because I want things to go back to the way they were. I want him to be excited to see me. I want him to want to take me out on a date. I want him to want to get to know me again.

’’My wolf was just so eager. My wolf kept pushing and prodding. I had the self-control of an ant. I was weak and I am sorry.’’

At this point, I am rambling. Anything that will get him to forgive me. I will do anything that will make him understand that this was out of my control. I am an omega, we are weak.

He exhales and then runs his hands through his luscious hair. My eyes stay fixed to his hands, the veins protruding out of them. Fuck, I am having sexual thoughts again. In the middle of a fucking apology.

He takes a step towards me but doesn’t get any closer.

"What if I tell you that there is a way that all would be forgiven?’’ he asks. I nod my head immediately because that is all I want.

"What do I have to do?

He smiles. this is the first time I have seen this kind of smile on his face. There is mischief mixed with excitement. I don’t know if I should be scared or excited. He moves closer and then grabs my hand in his. I missed his touch so much. The butterflies dance around my tummy. My wolf dances excitedly as he leads me into a room.

His room.

He lets go of me and closes the door behind him. I look around the room. This is the first time he has brought me here. His bed is made, there are a few clothes on a chair but everything else is spik and span.

In a split second, he walks over to me, pinning me to the wall. My heart thuds against my chest. I don’t know what is happening but if it means he is going to forgive me, then I will take it wholeheartedly.

"I want to make you feel as good as he did.’’ He breathes into my ear. His eyes never straying away from me.

I gulp from the shock of his words. "I want to do everything he did. I want to watch you as you enjoy it." he grabs my waist around his hands and slides down to his knees. His eyes are still on mine.

What is happening?

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