The Werewolf's Vampire Mate
Chapter 182: Just a kiss

Chapter 182: Just a kiss

Rex.

I thought about his expression all day. I couldn’t focus on anything but that look on his face. The majority of the pack had gone for the visit. I thought about what I would say to him when I saw him.

I have to explain kissing Blue. I mean, it is kinda weird. I wish I could be focused only on that kiss but it is like my mind is split into two. There is the part that is only thinking about Blue and then the other part that drifts to Gyles. I don’t even know what the fuck is going on. I mean, Blue is a way better bet than Gyles. Gyles is supposedly Cassius’s link. I mean, the guy literally spent his life trying to avenge his death. There is no way he is drifting towards me.

Right?

I walk into the supermarket as the worries take over my mind completely.

Looking around the chocolate aisle. I search around for the best kinds. He has tried snickers. I want him to try other ones. I mean, maybe this could be my truce to him. I don’t even know why I need a truce in the first place. I haven’t done anything. So why does it feel like I have?

I grab a couple of chocolate bars and go to the counter. Once I pay, I head back to the community. I can’t believe in the span of a week things are back to normal. I don’t have to look over my shoulders anymore. Thank the lord for Beau and Alanis. They are literally the ones that saved all of us.

Once in the community, I head over to Gyles room. The door is open. I know I should knock but I can see him from the little opening. He has a towel wrapped around his waist—looks like he just came out of the shower or something.

My hand rests on the handle of his door, as I stare at him like a creep. I know this is wrong. I wouldn’t like someone invading my privacy but I can’t take my eyes off him. I want to look away but I can’t. I watch him, still clutching the bag of chocolates as he grabs a pair of boxers from the bed. I hold my breath, almost like if I even as much as take a breath, he will hear me.

"You can come in you know,’’ I freeze at the sound of his voice.

Fuck.

He knew.

I open the door and he drops the towel to the floor. My eyes shift to him and all his glory. I can’t take my eyes off him. He is big, very impressive. Why am I staring at another man’s junk? Why do I want to keep staring?

"Are you ready?’’ he asks as he puts on his boxers.

"In about thirty minutes,’’ I tell him. He walks over to me with a nervous smile. He is not naked anymore but I am still ogling at his chest. God, Abs. beautiful and a gift from the deities. This is me, Rex the nerd, staring at this man like he is some delicious piece of meat. I don’t even know if he can sense the hunger emanating from me. he wouldn’t like the thoughts that are running around my mind. What will he think if he could see my mind and how I am thinking of how delicious he would taste against my tongue?

Fuck.

"I got you,’’ I cough nervously before I can finish my sentence. I raise the bag up and his eyes shift to it "Chocolates,’’ I stutter nervously. Feeling very stupid right now. What the hell is wrong with me. I was just kissing blue a couple of hours ago and now; all I want to do is lick all the water of Gyles’s body.

This is insane.

"Oh,’’ he mutters. I push the bag towards him and he grabs it gently. He opens the bag and pulls out a bar of Almond joy. The wrapper is blue. Not my best but he smiles "It has coconut in it. Do you like coconut?’’

He nods "Then you will like it,’’ I add.

His smile widens. He doesn’t seem upset. Almost like my kiss with Blue doesn’t matter to him. I mean, maybe it was all in my head. I could have imagined his expression. That could have been what I wanted. Maybe a part of me wanted him to be hurt by it, to be jealous. I don’t even know what I am thinking anymore.

He drops the bag on the floor gently and rips the chocolate wrapper off in a hurry. I smile as he puts the whole bar into his mouth. Watching him as he eats the chocolate quickly makes my heart race. I can’t believe I am excited that someone is eating. Does this make any sense at all?

"Mhmm..." He exhales as he licks the top part of his lips. My eyes stay fixed on his mouth. My breath already spiking up. I don’t think this is good for my health. He is affecting me in ways that I didn’t even think were possible. "it is really good,’’ he finishes it up and picks up the bag.

"I told you,’’ I manage with heavy breaths. This feels like an accomplishment. Like I have just won the lottery. It feels so good that I am the one that brought this smile to his face "There are others in there. You can use this opportunity to select your preferences."

He nods "Thanks a lot, Rex. This means a lot to me. you have no idea.’’

I smile "It’s not a big deal. I am glad to open up your palate to the finer things in life,’’ I mutter sarcastically. It is nice that we are talking about chocolate like it is some fancy food. This is just random and I love every second of it."

"Is Beau okay with me going with you?’’

I nod.

"great. I don’t even know how it will feel stepping out into the world again. My heart is still aching right now,’’ he confesses.

He is talking about Cassius. I know the guy still loves him. He basically lost the love of his life. The man that caused so much misery to our pack. He must still feel the pain. I completely understand his pain.

"You just have to take this one step at a time, there is no pressure.’’

He smiles "Okay. No pressure."

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"I am outside,’’ I breathe into the phone.

My car is parked outside Freida’s house. It has been a while since I have been here. Thinking about it, I have been out of the outside world for a while too. I can’t compare it to Gyles but it is kind of similar.

"I will be out in a second,’’ she informs me before hanging up.

I look at Gyles. He is dressed in one of Beau’s shirts. A black shirt and a pair of faded jeans. I mean. The guy didn’t have anything. Even clothes.

"So, Frieda is a friend from school. She is one of the good ones. I am sure you will feel comfortable with her.’’

He nods.

"What is going on with you and that guy I saw you with, in the halls?’’

I open my eyes wide from the shock of his words. I knew he saw us kiss. I mean, he was standing right there but I thought he would just ignore it and act like he didn’t see it.

"What?’’

He shrugs "Outside my room. The guy you were kissing.’’ He reminds me as if I have even been able to stop thinking about it. From my kiss with Blue, I am sure he is my mate. Or at least. He should be my mate but I have done my studies. I know what it is to find your mate. It should take over you. You shouldn’t be thinking about another guy and how you want to taste him.

I just knew my mating would not be the same.

Just give it to me that this kind of thing would happen.

"Is he your link?’’ he asks. I look at him, trying to see his reaction. A part of me wants him to feel sad. That I might already be taken.

Am I taken?

"We don’t call it links. That’s a vampire term.’’

He nods "Mate? Is he your mate?’’ he corrects himself.

I shrug even though I am pretty sure he is "I don’t know.’’

He furrows his brows "Why did you kiss him then?’’

Because there was a pull towards his direction because I wanted to kiss him. I would kiss him again If I got the chance. I want to kiss you too.

I have all those thoughts in my head but I don’t say them out loud. I don’t have the courage too. "It was just a kiss,’’ I go for that instead.

The worst thing I could’ve possibly said.

He smiles. "Would it be just a kiss If I do the same to you?’’ he asks.

I don’t know what the hell is going on.

Shit.

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