The Werewolf's Vampire Mate
Chapter 141: The quiet wolf.

Chapter 141: The quiet wolf.

Darrien.

’’You need to control this,’’ I tell him.

His eyes look at everything in the room except my face. There is no point waiting for Blue’s diagnosis. I already know what is happening to him. things are not the safest right now, but I had half a mind to go hunting with him. his wolf seems to be very quiet.

I guess that is how it has always been, but I want to wake it up. It needs to feel welcome, wanted. Right now Jabi has been told that he is worthless, it has made his inner self silent. The only time I ever felt his wolf was during the ritual and when I went hunting with him.

I have accepted the fact that this could be a permanent situation. Him being a vampire—or a hybrid if you want to call it that. I just can’t have him getting hungry and attacking people. I need him to find a way to control this. That is the only way I will feel comfortable leaving him alone for even an hour.

’’I don’t even know when it happens,’’ he informs me, I knew that already. When he turned he saw the blood. I am sure he sensed it just like I did. I felt the hunger but unlike him, I am able to control my hunger. He reacted first, all he wanted was the blood and if I had resisted to give him, I know he would’ve attacked.

That is just how it is with bloodthirst. All rational thinking is wiped out the window. All he would know at that time is that he wants blood and he would do whatever it takes to get it.

’’I know. How is your wolf doing right now?’’ I ask him.

He shrugs ’’I don’t know... he’s fine. I guess.’’

He doesn’t sound too sure. Okay, that is something. The fact that he is uncertain. He should be able to feel it, no matter what.

’’Do you feel it?’’

He shakes his head ’’Not as much as I used to.’’

I kinda sensed that was the case but I was very hopeful. ’’He’s still inside me, but very quiet. Like no matter how much I try to get its attention. He just won’t answer me,’’ he adds.

This should mean something but I don’t know what it means. ’’Things are going to get crazy here. I can already feel the start of a war. I need to be sure that you will be okay when I am not with you.’’

He looks away from me but I pull him back till he is looking at me. He is just as worried as I am but I know he is trying to be strong for the both of us. he is allowed to show weakness but I take him either way.

’’I don’t know how to make things better. How can I assure you that I will be okay when I can’t control this new hunger inside me?’’

’’You will get the hang of it. I know that. it’s just that the timing of it all sucks. There is so much going on right now, I don’t know how to juggle it all up.’’

This is me being honest with him. Jabi is the only one that I can be honest with, he is the only one I want to be honest with ’’what do we do?’’ he asks, sincerely wanting to do something.

’’We need to find a way for you to balance both sides of you. Your wolf needs to take charge again. It is the most dominant part of you.’’

Before all else, Jabi is a werewolf. the vampire in him is secondary. That is the only thing I am sure about. When I take a whiff of his scent, It is still the same. He is still the same Jabi.

’’How do we do that?’’ he has a lot of questions tonight. I don’t have all the answers to his questions.

’’When last did you turn?’’ I ask him.

He closes his eyes, thinking hard about it. he has been with me all this while. I don’t think I have really given Jabi ant breathing space. It is not like he is complaining but it makes me realise that he probably hasn’t turned since he went hunting with me.

’’It’s been a while huh?’’

He nods.

’’Do you want to go hunting right now?’’ I ask because like I always say, he is my number one priority. He is the only one that matters. I will risk it all to make him feel better.

’’We can’t. Beau said we aren’t allowed to leave the compound.’’

Yeah Beau said that, but I am here with him and I will not let anyone harm him. he has a point, but I just want to figure things out.

’’How about just turning. Ignite the fire within you. Wake up your wolf. We can do that in the field.’’ I suggest because Jabi will not disobey Beau. He respects that guy too much, even though I don’t know why.

’’Can that work? It is pretty late.’’

I know. It’s late. A lot has happened tonight. In just a couple of hours, he has attacked someone, drank a lot of blood and now we think he may be a hybrid. Okay, at this point I am more certain that he is.

tomorrow is another day, but I have to assure Beau that he will be alright, and he won’t attack anyone. If they think he is a risk to the community, they might banish him. I can’t have him feeling deserted. He needs to always be accepted wherever he goes.

’’Okay, we can do that.’’

A smile forms on my face and I stand up from the bed. He watches me with a confused look on his face. I stretch my hands out to him and he looks at it for a second. Then slowly, a faint smile forms on his face as he reaches for me. I pull him off the bed and his arms wrap around my waist gently; it feels so comforting in this tough time.

’’I love you,’’ he whispers softly, I hear him loud and clear.

’’I love you too, so very much.’’ With that assurance, he lets go of me and grabs a pair of shorts from the couch. These are the same ones he has been wearing since we came here. Something else I also noticed. Jabi needs new clothes. I plan on taking care of him, getting him everything he needs.

Like clothes for starters.

We get to the field and I sit on the grass. He jumps till he falls in between my legs. I pull him closer to me as he rests his head on my chest. He looks up at me, there is a bright smile on his face.

’’The sky looks beautiful today.’’

I take my eyes away from him and to the night sky. The stars are out tonight. He is right—it is indeed beautiful. Not as beautiful as my link. ’’You are more beautiful,’’ I interject and this makes him blush crimson.

’’Stop,’’ he hits my chest playfully and then hides his face with his hands.

’’don’t you just get tired of everything?’’ he asks slowly uncovering his face. there is a serious expression on his face.

’’It can be exhausting. Like when I woke up and you weren’t next to me. that almost drove me insane.’’

I don’t know why I decided to bring that up but thinking about it still tugs at my heart. I almost lost my mind.

’’I am sorry.’’ He says immediately and I feel bad for even bringing it up. I didn’t say it with the intention of making him feel bad. I just wanted him to know how important he is to me.

’’You don’t have to apologise. Don’t do that to me again. Please.’’ I beg him with so much desperation etched in my voice.

He reaches for my face and caresses the right side of it gently. I close my eyes, as I try to make this moment longer. This wasn’t the purpose of coming out here, but somehow it makes me feel better. Being inside that cabin is choking. I feel free outside, almost like we can do anything.

’’Come on, get up,’’ I pull him up again ’’Let’s do what we came out here to do,’’ I add.

He nods and I watch him as he slowly takes off his shorts. The first time he did this, I had to look away, he was shy and at that moment, it didn’t feel right but now, the way he is moving in front of me, in this teasing/seductive manner makes me feel so wanted. Loved by him.

’’Like the last time. No pressure.’’ I tell him because whatever happens. I will still love him. if he cant transform, that could mean something that I don’t even want to think about.

I don’t want him to lose himself completely.

He needs to be Jabi, the man I love.

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