The Werewolf's Vampire Mate
Chapter 134: Wish you didn’t have to suffer

Chapter 134: Wish you didn’t have to suffer

Alanis.

The Elis leave and father asks me into his office. I have been stalling because talking to him means explaining everything that has happened to me. I am not saying he was right, but there are some things that are happening that make me think he is, not that anything would’ve changed if I actually knew the outcome of the ritual.

’’Come in,’’ he urges me as he walks in and stops in front of his desk. The room is dark except for a little lamp on the table next to his chair.

I walk into the room and the expression on his face is not inviting. I know he is not happy with me.

’’Darrien did the ritual too,’’ he mutters blankly as I sit down in front of him.

Oh. The source of his anger is not me. Darrien didn’t tell him, maybe that is why he is so upset right now.

’’Yes, we did it together.’’

Being honest is the most important thing right now. There is no point hiding this from him. He will find out eventually and it is better it comes from us. This is not my truth to tell but Darrien is nonchalant about these things. He should have informed Father about this, but he didn’t feel the need to.

’’How did it turn out?"

I know what he is fishing for. He wants me to go into details. I don’t have the information he needs because as at right now, I don’t even know how it is going. Everything is still uncertain to me. The fact that I don’t even know what is going on inside me, cannot be explained to him.

’’We are not sure yet,’’ I tell him honestly.

He manages an insincere smile. Father is not happy; I can tell that much. There is this disappointment lingering in the pits of his heart. He doesn’t want this for me.

’’I didn’t want this for you,’’ he admits, which confuses me.

He didn’t choose this, no one chose this. It happened and even though I never expected it. I didn’t have a say in it but I don’t regret it. I have never been happier in my whole life. Even through all the drama with Cassius and Fallon. Seeing Beau and his beautiful face makes up for it.

’’No one chose this,’’ I retort wanting to make things clear for him.

He shakes his head, removing his glasses. His eyes focus on mine, there is a sadness deep within them. I feel his pain, not sure why it is there in the first place. I am not complaining about this. Everyone seems to be worried for me when I am not even worried. Beau is scared that something will happen to me, Eligio and now m father. I wish they would all have faith in me and this process. i never disagreed on my mating with Beau, from the first day I found out about it, I accepted it. I felt it deep within, there was a pull that no one can take away from me. I couldn’t deny it, I didn’t even want to deny it.

I love him so much that a life without him is unimaginable.

’’I never wanted you to suffer. You suffered enough before I found you. I thought turning you would be a way for you to truly live the life you were supposed to but now I see that I was wrong.’’

This is the life I am supposed to live.

’’I am not suffering,’’ I tell him point-blank.

He sighs running his hands through his hair. I notice the mess he makes on it immediately. ’’You don’t know it yet because you are so in love with the wolf but there is a lot of destruction ahead. Nothing is going to be easy. You will have a lot to deal with.’’

I already know all this. I don’t care, as long as I have Beau by my side. I don’t care about anything else.

’’You can’t control every single thing that happens to me. I will forever be indebted to your for saving me. I will never forget all the love and kindness you have shown me, but you have to let me choose my own destiny. At the end of the day, this is my life, it is mine to live, alone.’’

I don’t know If he is really listening to me. I can see it now, the fact that he blames himself for this. Everyone seems to blame themselves for everything that has been happening. I don’t see it as something that needs to be thought about so deeply. This is like any normal link to me. yes, it is different, but I love him and that is all the bonding is about at the end of the day.

’’This will not end well. You think this is a blessing. A gift from the god’s but I think it is a mistake. This is all a big mistake that we will all regret.’’

Now he is going too far.

He is calling my love for Beau a mistake. This is not a mistake if there is one thing I am certain about. I am meant to be with Beau. This was all meant to happen.

I stand up from the chair, looming above him because I will not sit here and let him make a mockery of my relationship. Father needs to accept this or he will end up losing me. Beau is my number one priority. Everyone else comes second to him.

’’You will take back your words. I promise you will see how special our relationship is. I just hope you don’t end up losing me at the end.’’

He shakes his head and releases a loud sigh of exasperation. I feel the same way. The fact that I have to keep convincing people that this is meant to be is fucking exhausting. I am done trying to prove to people that our love is meant to be. If they don’t see it, then I will let them continue being blind.

I need to focus on Beau and the pack.

So we can have a beautiful life together.

’’I love you more than anything. You are my child and I will never abandon you. I am just tired of seeing you hurt,’’ he admits. I completely believe him. father is a control freak. He likes things to go his way.

Right now, it seems like nothing is going his way. If this was in his hands. I would’ve never done the ritual with Beau but deep down he knows that he can’t control this. He knows that I have no choice but to do this.

’’I promise, things will work out,’’ I try to assure him because I have never been more sure about anything.

after my meeting with him, I head back to my room to get a few of my things. don’t get me wrong, I actually like wearing Beau’s clothes but they are all pretty big for me and it would be good to have some of my stuff in his house.

My phone rings in my pocket and I am surprised to see a call from Beau. The last time I heard from him was through a mind link. The fact that he is calling me is worrisome. Any little thing that happens has me worried. Their community is not the safest place right now, that is why I didn’t even want to leave in the first place. It has just been a couple of days, since Cassius’s attack but I know he will be back eventually. We have to be ready when he does try to attack again but my hopes right now are Bade and Brone. If we could get to him before he gets to us. He wouldn’t know what hit him.

Right now, beau shouldn’t be calling me, especially since I told him I would be coming back soon. The Elis want to meet him. I told them I would let them know by tomorrow. It would be good to have them on our side.

’’Hello,’’ I answer his call with a smile on my face.

He releases a heavy sigh into the phone and I know something is wrong from just that. The smile on my face wipes off instantly. What could have gone wrong in the couple of hours that I left?

’’What happened?’’ I am quick to ask because I can tell something happened. Now all I have are regrets. I should’ve never come home. He needs me with him all the time.

’’Where are you?’’

I drop the bag in my grip, completely stopping the clothes stuffing I am doing.

’’I am still at home. Dad wanted to talk to me.’’

’’Haven’t you been talking to him all day?’’

I remember that I didn’t tell him about the Elis. the plan was to talk to him about it when I got home. Right now, it seems like the least of his problems.

’’What happened?’’ I aks him again.

’’Can you come home?’’ he avoids answering my question.

Now I know something is wrong. Just from his voice, I can tell that something happened while I was away.

Am I ready for whatever it is?

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