Secretly Mine
Chapter 126: Torment and Bliss [Christian POV]

Chapter 126: Torment and Bliss [Christian POV]

That night, I kept tossing and turning, thinking about this relationship I had with Leslie.

No matter how many scenarios I came up with, I couldn’t seem to find one that made sense of how we ended up together.

All I know about her is that her reputation is the best in the upper circle. She’s devout, respectful, and always carries herself with propriety. So, how did we get intimate?

As I tried my best to picture different scenarios of how we met, my mind quickly drifted in a different direction. Images of what I thought she would look like with no clothes on flashed through my head.

It went just from trying to picture how the curves of her body looked to imagining how her breasts would feel in my hands.

Before I knew it, a certain something was very stiff.

"What are you doing, Christian?" I groaned. I reached over and pulled the pillow beside me over my head, covering my face.

While I’ve been intimate before, this was the first time I got so aroused from just thinking about someone, well, possibly the second time.

I tried as hard as I could, but my mind just kept going back to her.

"Ugh, do I really need to jerk one out just so I can fall asleep?" I said with exasperation. I felt my entire body heat up more than usual while all the blood went to supporting the stiff erection.

I can’t believe I’m about to do this.

Grabbing the bottle of lotion from my bedside table, I pulled off the blanket. My boxers were struggling to keep my stiff cock down. I pulled the waistband of my boxers down, releasing the erection free.

I closed my eyes and placed my lotioned hand over my cock, letting my mind do what it wanted. Immediately, Leslie’s beautiful face appeared in my mind. She was looking at me with a pair of misty eyes while her cheeks flushed.

My mental gaze traveled down her body. Her double ’D’ breasts came into view, just begging to be touched.

"Fuck," I breathed out. A wave of heat spread through my body, causing my erection to twitch slightly.

I wasn’t sure how, but my mind did an amazing job interpreting how smooth her skin felt under my touch. She squirmed slightly before she spread her legs.

My hand began to stroke faster and with a harder grip. I felt the euphoric tingling in my head and continued to visualize her sexy body.

Leslie spread her legs apart and placed her finger over her clit, pleasuring herself in front of me. She was so hot that I momentarily forgot to breathe.

She played with her clit for a little while longer before moving her fingers to her entrance, spreading it open for me to see.

"Please put it in, Christian," she said in a very seductive voice.

Shit!

Just like that, I exploded without warning. My cum shot out of my cock without even a moments notice, landing partially on me and partially on the blanket beside me.

I placed my arm over my eyes, catching my breath while I thought about what had just happened. The realness of what I pictured was too good for what my simple man’s brain was capable of.

These had to be dormant memories. That or at least partially.

I could literally feel the sensation of her skin. That wasn’t something I could normally picture. But what threw me off the most was how intense of a reaction I had.

To cum without any warning was something very new to me. New but amazing. My heart was still racing from the excitement while relaxation and just plain amazingness washed over me.

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After cleaning up and replacing my blanket, I finally lay back down, ready to fall asleep. Tomorrow was a big day for me as it was my first day back to the office since the accident.

I would have to meet with a few important people to get back on track with all of the current projects that I had no memory of.

Okay, no distractions, time to sleep.

My body was still feeling relaxed from the release, so I closed my eyes and went to bed.

One hour. Two hours. Three hours.

I finally sat up.

Why can’t I sleep?!

My usual culprit for sleepless nights was nightmares, but this time it was Leslie. Every time I closed my eyes, all I saw was her...naked.

She plagued my mind like a disease. The imagery was so realistic that it felt like I was actually right there with her.

The amount of tossing and turning, stacking and unstacking my pillows, and ripping my blanket on and off had to be a world record.

It wasn’t until the early hours of the morning that I finally fell asleep due to pure exhaustion.

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Beep beep beep...beep beep beep...beep beep

I reached over and slammed my hand on the alarm clock beside my bed. I glanced at the time and noticed that it was already seven.

At least I managed to get three hours of sleep. Maybe I can take a nap at the office on my lunch break.

After rubbing my eyes slightly, I got out of bed and went straight for the shower, hoping that some cold water would help me wake up. It felt like I got a total of ten minutes of sleep, and my head was all hazy.

Using only pure determination, I forced myself to stand under the cold water until I couldn’t take it any longer. This form of mild torture worked slightly, and I felt more awake after I got out of the bathroom.

After quickly getting dressed while avoiding looking at all of the women’s clothing in my closet, I made my way to my car.

I thought that if I left early enough, Jonathan wouldn’t be awake in time to drive me, and I could drive myself. But when I made my way outside, I noticed that he was awake and standing by the car.

"Good morning, sir. Are you ready to head to the office?" he greeted politely.

"Jonathan, you know you don’t need to do this."

"Please. At least for a few days," he said with a mix of seriousness and pleading.

I knew he was just looking out for me, so I didn’t make a big deal out of it and nodded, "Very well. Thank you."

It was still early when I arrived at the office. I walked in, fully expecting to be the first person to arrive, but as soon as I walked over to my elevator, I noticed someone else waiting for the elevator to come down.

Her light floral perfume immediately surrounded me. From behind, she looked professional, dignified, and extremely sexy.

Who is that? And why is she waiting for my elevator?

I assumed it might have been a new hire who wasn’t familiar with the building and walked over. The moment she turned around, surprise, confusion, excitement, and a tinge of arousal all flooded through me.

Her eyes widened as she looked up at me. There was a look of sadness and hurt as well as something else.

Worry? Or maybe something else?

Her gaze didn’t last long as she quickly averted her gaze, standing awkwardly in front of the elevator doors.

"Leslie? What are you doing here?"

She froze slightly when I called her by her name. She turned to face me, bowing slightly.

"Good morning. I work here," she said in a low voice, her eyes still facing downward.

That’s right. Zach and the others did mention that she worked for my company. Looks like she works on my floor, too.

Before I had a chance to say anything else, the elevator doors opened. We got inside and stood as closely as possible to the walls opposite each other.

The confined space of the elevator caused us to stand in close proximity. From this distance, I could even pick up the scent of her shampoo, which matched the one that I found in my shower.

My eyes traveled down her back, comparing what I saw now to my imagination last night. It was almost one for one.

Shit. Chill, buddy. Now is not a good time.

My body had a mind of its own and a moment later, I felt my cock throb slightly. My mental images overlapped with my image of her in front of me, as if I were undressing her with my eyes.

I could feel my body burn up. Or was it just very hot in the elevator? The indicator displaying the floor number felt like it was changing at snail’s pace.

Neither one of us said a word to the other, but my mind was going wild. Her scent filled the tight room, and it was the best scent I’ve ever smelled.

You could just lean over here and kiss her. Don’t you want to know what it feels like to hold her? How her skin feels beneath your fingertips?

My mind raced with all sorts of inappropriate thoughts. I was so close to losing control that I had to bite the tip of my tongue.

Just as I felt like I was going to go crazy, the elevator finally opened, and she quickly stepped out.

[A/N: Just a reminder, I am on vacation. Update times will vary, and it will most likely be only 1 long Chapter a day. Thank you so much for understanding!]

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