Race With a Heart
Chapter 80: Fantasies and Reality Like a Dream

Chapter 80: Fantasies and Reality Like a Dream

"Did you ..." Steve’s voice hung in the air as if he wasn’t sure if he should finish the question. Curiosity prevailed, however, "did you have fantasies ... about me?"

Did he have fantasies? Oh yes! His head was full of thoughts about him, as if there was nothing and no one else in the world but Steve.

"I had," admitted Martin and began to lick him.

"Did you ... masturbate while thinking of me?"

The mechanic felt a sudden rush of shame. He stopped flushing, glad Paxton couldn’t see his face and eyes.

"Don’t ask," he asked softly. "What was I supposed to do when you were not with me?"

Steve’s hand landed gently on Martin’s head. This large, strong, imperious hand was, however, pleasantly warm and ... protective.

"Sorry." Paxton lowered his voice too. "What would you say if I was with you more often?"

Martin was overwhelmed with lust at the moment, and that was the only one in his head. Kissing and licking the member hanging in front of his face, he announced:

"I want, I want you always."

"Or just ... for sex?"

Martin, too busy with Paxton’s penis, paid no attention to the tone of his voice.

"I already told you that I don’t mind," he said. "I accept sex alone."

"And you don’t need anything else? You don’t want anything else? "

"Does it matter? I accept your terms. Let’s not talk about it now. "

Yes, it was not the best time for serious talks. Both were in a state of high sexual arousal, so there was no point in doing anything else.

Steve sighed, clearly resigning from further questions, which pleased Martin, who was finally able to calmly take care of the longed penis.

The young mechanic had a taste for oral caress, but he could not imagine that he would ever touch a man other than Paxton in this way. It was just unthinkable. Steve was just the only one in the world.

Martin loved him from the first sight when he saw him competing in the grand prix as a replacement for an injured colleague. Paxton drove as beautifully as if he were a virtuoso of his car, as if this race were his solo performance on the greatest stage in the world. Looking at him, Martin had the impression that he saw perfection. So he immediately fell in love with a man who had such enormous talent and skills. However, he did it like a fan who adores an idol, but never even dreams of an intimate acquaintance. Yes, seeing him live, meeting him, saying that he is his fan and admired his work was something he wanted and dreamed of, but nothing more. When Abe came up with a job offer at the Fergus Stables, the stables where Steve Paxton was riding, it was like a dream come true, dream that was impossible to come true.

That’s when Martin saw Steve live for the first time. He saw him on and off the track and was once again dazzled. It was then, on his first day at work, that Martin’s feelings had evolved, though he hadn’t yet realized it. Perhaps he would never have known if it hadn’t been for the night after the party. The night that the young mechanic now remembers as an extraordinary, erotic memory that would stay with him for the rest of his life.

Maybe Steve was a moody asshole or a playboy to the world, but they didn’t know him. They didn’t know about his pain and remorse. What they didn’t know was that Paxton was much more cruel to himself than to others. They didn’t know how much the mechanics at the Fergus Stables liked him, although he never bought them a beer. Sure, Steve had some flaws (for God’s sake, who doesn’t ?!) but for Martin, Paxton was the perfect man.

That was why he was now eating his manhood so greedily. Steve has had many partners but has only been with them once. But he returned to Martin as often as if he wanted him permanently. This sweet thought whirled in the mind of the young mechanic. Martin said he accepted sex alone, but that was a lie to reassure Paxton. The boy was getting more than just physical pleasure. He was becoming aware that he was the only person on this planet that Steve would return to and reach for when he felt bad or needed someone’s company. If the driver had known this, however, he would probably have frightened and backed away as he had done so many times before. Therefore, Martin could not risk it. All he could do was accept the rules of the game dictated by Paxton, and stay with him on his own rules, wait for Steve to change his mind. Whenever that happens.

Steve’s hot cock started throbbing and the young mechanic happily waited for it to be fulfilled. It took so little caress for him to react so intensely! Paxton must have missed Martin, or at least his body. The young mechanic greedily accepted it, trying not to spill even a drop. He wanted to have him in him on the other side as well, but not here, in his apartment, where they would surely be moving soon. Steve was not a man to settle for nothing less than this. Steve always wanted more, so they were going to Martin’s apartment soon, where they had fresh sheets and a brand new bottle full of liquid that would make their physical love even more enjoyable.

Martin sat down heavily on his heels. Who would have thought that after carrying out the usual oral caress he would be so tired? But Steve’s penis wasn’t the smallest one, and it required a lot of work. It also looked like Paxton had fasted since the last time they met, so the young mechanic had a lot of work dealing with his sperm. So he was tired but happy. Being with Steve made him happy.

Paxton was breathing hard too. He tucked his penis back into his pants and looked down at the boy.

"Is it really enough for you?" He asked. There was a strange insistence in his voice, as if the driver wanted to hear one specific answer and was giving Martin directions as to how it should sound. The mechanic, however, was too stupid and his head was still full of erotic fantasies and his body was too aroused to think rationally, so he began to panic.

He wanted so much to give Paxton a satisfactory answer that he hadn’t even thought of his own feelings and desires. And this was exactly the answer Steve had expected, based on Martin’s own desires. However, since they had never really spoken to each other, the boy might not have known about it or, in fact, couldn’t have known or guessed it. So he felt very insecure and lost. He was afraid to give the wrong answer and he was afraid not to give it at all. He didn’t want to disappoint Paxton so much!

The driver must have seen his problem. However, he did not back down. On the contrary, he became more emphatic, as if trying to force the boy to answer.

"Martin" Steve took his face in his hands without warning and suddenly crouched down. "What if I wanted to change the terms?"

"Now?" The mechanic was too stunned to think. Change of terms? To which? How is ’now’?

Martin really wished this conversation had happened at a different time, but there was determination in Paxton’s eyes.

"Yes, now," he nodded emphatically. "If I said now that you can only have sex, or we can try something more ..."

Martin’s eyes slowly widened.

"What does it mean ’something more’?" He asked. He didn’t even dare to think about it himself. After all, Paxton can’t want to ...

"I know this is not a good time. I’m just as horny as you are, but if I don’t tell you this now, I’ll never do it. " Steve didn’t let Martin’s face out of his hands. The men stared straight into each other’s eyes at such a close distance that it was difficult for them to keep their vision sharp. "I know that I am broken, but something twitched inside me. Something flickered in my heart and I suddenly realized that you were constantly on my mind. You are with me in my spare time and on the track. I am racing with the thought that I want to do my best not for thousands of fans, not for money or fame, but to please you ... I don’t know you almost at all, but I keep coming back to you and ... I want to live because of you. For the first time since Hannah’s accident, I really want to live ... I know I don’t deserve you, not after I treated you this way, but ... "

"Yes!" Martin’s answer came before Steve asked the question. She escaped by herself, not only from the boy’s mouth, but also from his heart. "This is what ’something more’ means, isn’t it?"

Steve nodded.

Martin closed his eyes. Instead of happiness, however, he felt fear.

"Say it’s true. Tell me I didn’t mishear, I didn’t understand anything wrong," he asked.

"Martin, I want to give us a chance. As a couple. What do you say? "

A chance as a couple ... Oh my God! Martin froze, terrified that he was about to wake up from this beautiful dream...

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