My Dear Duke(BL)
Chapter 166: Another Little Angel

Chapter 166: Another Little Angel

"I was so excited that I forgot we should have asked about you too."

Once Felix came back, Asher said as he realised how they completely forgot the recent chaos.

But Felix brushed it off and said he is fine and he wouldn’t need Lucas just now. Only if things get weird again, he would discuss it with Lucas but now, they had a priority.

"Sit down."

Asher patted on the couch and Felix sat next to him, holding Asher’s hand.

"We have a lot to talk about, don’t we?"

Asher asked and Felix also agreed.

"I don’t think we should worry about health or that kind of problems since we have sir Lucas. But...like you said...others..."

Asher said.

"I know. We will have to think it through before making any decision. I am quite conflicted. But...I feel everything will be good for us."

"I am also feeling positive. But I can’t shake off the nervousness."

Asher said and Felix reassured him. But even he was quite bothered. He needs to protect Asher. He can’t let this pregnancy reveal his identity to unwanted people.

But...once the baby comes, what are they supposed to do?

They can’t put on an act forever.

It’s literally their child that they will be raising.

It’s all confusing...

"I can...hide somewhere till this pregnancy ends and we get our baby girl safe."

Asher said and Felix couldn’t help but hesitate.

Hide?

Why?

It’s not like Asher had not done anything wrong. He doesn’t have to hide. But...maybe for his safety, this is a good option. They just have to protect themselves...

Since Asher is pregnant, if someone were to know he is an omega, even when the pregnancy ends, Asher definitely wouldn’t be safe.

This one pregnancy will change their lives forever...For the better or worse with their own decisions.

"But what about after? Do you want to keep the child hidden too?"

"No...I don’t want her to be raised like that. She is a girl. So...she can’t be an omega. Because of that, she is safe."

"I know...But, I am talking about you and her. Me and you. Us....Our family."

Felix said and Asher fidgeted as he didn’t think much further about it.

"I...don’t know. I don’t want to raise her in a complete world of lies...I want her to know how she is born. And the fact, you and I are her parents. And also, how we are a different kind of family. I want her to know. But..."

Asher couldn’t help but frown as he realised the situation seemed way more serious than he thought.

They are in big trouble...

"Don’t stress too much. Let’s figure out a way. We still have time to think."

Felix said and assured Asher who looked restless. Well...Felix kind of knew Asher wouldn’t actually calm down since...he himself couldn’t. This...was such a big thing they had to think through.

They are going to have a new member in the family! Literally...another human!

That also someone who comes out of Asher’s body!

He has to protect both Asher and the baby and also, maintain a peaceful and lovely homely atmosphere.

’I just wish...things will be sorted out.’

Asher leaned on Felix and closed his eyes, but still thinking what to do. On one hand, he was excited. But the nervousness that was along with it also remained.

’I can hide till I get the baby. Then...show up. But...In order to hide my identity, I will have to act like I didn’t just birth that baby. But...what happens when she grows up? I can’t let her live in lies. I can’t...I want her to know we are her family. What if she doesn’t consider us her family if we lie? Am I thinking too far? Is there another simple way to solve this?...Do I have no option but to live abandoned like...how I lived in my childhood?’

Asher had a lot of questions. He would give up and do whatever he has to for the child’s safety. Yet...he wanted his life to be normal and happy too...

The thought of going back into living completely alone made him feel sick. Must be because he now feels even more lonely after being surrounded by people all the time.

He...didn’t want a life like that...where he can’t help but feel lonely even when someone is close. It’s just- not desirable or a comfortable way to live. His mother and uncle had sacrificed a lot by staying there with him, alone like that. He could also make a sacrifice like that. But he wants it to be the last option.

He really didn’t want a life like that. Neither for him nor for his child. There has to be another way they can be safe.

"Duke...let’s bring the baby and say we adopted her."

"...Let’s see if we have another option too, Asher."

"...I- don’t know. I am scared."

Asher broke down crying and Felix pulled him into a hug, comforting him.

"Let’s figure it out. Both of you will be safe. I will protect you."

Felix said and hugged Asher who eventually calmed down in his embrace.

"Duke...I want to find a solution early. So...we can only feel joy about her arrival."

"...I understand. Don’t worry. We can go through this."

Felix and Asher stayed in silence a little more and then, Asher got up first.

"Duke, let’s first go and eat. I am hungry."

Asher said out of the blue and Felix didn’t say anything. He just followed him, going to the dining room as he made Asher sit next to him and eat.

Felix was kind of confused by his sudden change of mood but did not question it either. Maybe Asher wanted a peace of mind for a moment.

They sat and ate in silence, then went back to the bedroom.

Asher just threw himself at the bed, then asked the duke to lay next to him.

"...Are we really ready for this?"

Asher asked, hesitant.

Asher felt like maybe they should have been more mature and understanding to have a child. Especially since they can’t even figure out a way to proceed from now on.

While Asher took this as not being prepared enough, Felix felt it differently.

"We are ready. We just need more preparation. In my opinion...this is just rushed. I think that’s why this hesitation.... I know it’s not the same for you as me since you are the one going through most of it. But...please remember...I will always be with you and do every help I can..."

Felix said and Asher smiled as he understood.

"Now that you said so, I feel like at the end of this, the struggle will be all worth it. Because...we will have another little angel with us."