My Dear Duke(BL)
Chapter 143: A Generous Lover

Chapter 143: A Generous Lover

’Ha...My head hurts.’

Felix laid on the sofa, feeling a little lonely as Asher wasn’t there.

It was ridiculous how he even thought he was lonely. Felix had never thought of him to be lonely anytime since he didn’t know how it felt to always be around someone in the first place.

Now that Asher was always sticking to him, when Asher wasn’t there, it did make him feel empty. So now, he at least knows what loneliness feels like.

And...it’s definitely not a good feeling.

Felix closed his eyes, rubbing the temple of his eyes as he then left out a groan.

It was already reaching the night and he was still just as restless as since he heard Anne say what she said.

’Body loving each other, huh?"

That’s a good way to put it.

’...She doesn’t have to know everything...even though she is a close person...I don’t want her to know everything about me. I didn’t want to be mean to her. Maybe she is proud of her ability or whatever she could be, but...I don’t feel comfortable her knowing my very personal things though... But, am I being over sensitive? Maybe...I shouldn’t have caused a big ruckus over this...Even Asher is stressed...’

Felix thought and could not help but blame himself for creating another problem. That was also when Anne tried to help him...Was he being a jerk making a big deal of this when he should have just listened to her and solved the first problem instead of making one problem into two? Or, he could have taken it calm even though he was bothered. That way, Asher wouldn’t be involved in this and have to share the stress.

Felix felt really bad when he saw Asher seemingly gloomy those times. So, he blamed himself for the situation.

He created another mess while solving another problem.

Wasn’t he being so foolish? Haa...

So, now what about that first problem?

’I can’t even think about it. Why am I so hung up on the curiosity to know how Anne knew those things?’

Felix thought maybe he could take his time to solve the first problem. Alas, now that they know the person behind this, he could confront her and give her a warning.

After that...he would do whatever he has to when the time comes.

Now he can’t just pay all his attention to this as he was weirdly obsessed to know the answers he needed.

Thinking about both problems just puts more weight on him. And, when he thinks about how he caused the not so serious situation in to be this big, it also made him feel heavier.

’Ugh! I shouldn’t have made this into such a big deal. I caused such a tense atmosphere.’

.....

"Father agreed?"

When Asher informed Miss Anne about the conversation he had with the duke, Anne excitedly stood and clapped as she asked him again and again, shocked. Maybe she was really happy she got a way to do this.

’She looks weirdly over excited...’

Asher couldn’t help but notice something was amiss. Miss Anne was smiling like she was not gloomy a while before. Did this one piece of news...made her that excited?

"Mm...He said he can accept another way but he will be talking to you later either way."

Asher explained further, not wanting to give a wrong idea. But it didn’t seem to make her back off. She still looked very excited.

"I see. But it’s still good. Thank you brother Ash."

Anne happily told and smiled even wider which made Asher frown as he was taken aback. He didn’t think she would be this excited or happy.

"It is not a problem. As long as this gets solved soon..."

Asher said, upsetmindly.

"Does brother Ash want me to tell you the story so you can tell father?"

When Miss Anne asked, Asher immediately shook his head.

"I thought Miss Anne writing a letter would be the best way. That way, the duke would be the first to know. I think that’s how it should be."

Asher said and Anne nodded, her eyes glowing in excitement.

’She wasn’t supposed to be excited though. Just to be relieved...Maybe this is such a big news for her.’

"Right...Thank you brother Ash. I will write about it. And then hand it over to him tomorrow."

Anne said.

"Okay miss. Then I will leave. Please don’t stay up too late. Finish up early or keep the rest for the morning if you can’t finish it all at night."

Asher said in a worried tone before leaving to which Anne smiled and nodded.

"Understood!"

Asher left there soon after and walked back to the duke’s room. But, there was this nagging feeling he had still. Maybe he was overthinking.

’Right...how could I understand her feelings since she was so stressed and scared before?’

When Asher came back, Felix also noticed Asher’s expression was not so good.

When asked, Asher just sighed, shook his head, and sat on his lap.

"Duke...I am sleepy."

Asher said, leaning his head on the duke’s shoulder but his eyes still open as they watched the duke.

"Then...have dinner and go to sleep."

Felix said.

"Mm..."

Asher mumbled and took a long breath, looking drained.

"...You don’t look good. Did something upset you?"

Felix asked after some hesitation because he felt Asher was thinking about something. He looked distracted.

"No duke."

Asher said and closed his eyes. When Felix heard his short answer and saw him close his eyes, he didn’t question Asher anymore. Maybe...he didn’t want to be questioned more either.

’I am annoying everyone.’

Felix thought, feeling really down. But then, he was startled when he felt Asher’s hand sliding into his shirt and caressing his back.

"W-what are you doing?"

Felix asked with a red face.

"Seducing?"

Asher said, smiling.

"...Um Bu-"

"You saw I’m upset right?"

"Yeah."

"Then can you let me just make myself feel better again?"

"How is this supposed to make you feel better?"

Felic left a chuckle asked Asher who then smirked.

"When I touch you, I get that feeling again."

Asher said, mumbling close to the duke’s ear.

"What...feeling?"

Felix asked as he felt Asher’s hand again roaming in his back.

Then, Asher stopped his movements, his eyes intently staring into Felix’s eyes...

"The feeling I get when I think of you being mine. It makes you excited through any gloomy atmosphere."

Asher whispered in the duke’s ear, then kissed the duke’s cheek.

"...You’re just spouting nonsense Asher."

Felix was quite distracted from all the problems he was thinking about and was embarrassed now.

"Think whatever you want duke. Is it okay if I touch you? If you are annoyed just tell me."

"Have I ever gotten annoyed when you touch me?"

Felix asked.

"But the situation is different now. You are stressed and are thinking about a lot of things, Aren’t you?"

Asher asked and Felix silently stared at Asher, then, just grabbed Asher’s hand and placed it on his chest.

"...Just touch me. It...makes me calm too."

Felix said but was taken aback when Asher’s surprised voice sounded next.

"Calm?"

"...Is that the wrong word?"

"Obviously! You are insulting me. How can you say you feel calm when I touch you? It’s supposed to be the opposite!"

Asher complained in a teasing tone which made Felix understand what he was talking about.

"I didn’t mean it like that. I mean I d-"

"Don’t talk anymore duke. Just let me..."

Asher buried his face in the duke’s nape, breathing in and kissing there gently. His hands roamed around the duke back, rubbing the smooth skin.

The duke let Asher do as he pleased and held Asher on his lap while his hands also wrapped around Asher’s waist.

’Fuck...isn’t this inappropriate to do when someone is stressed and having familiy problems?’

Asher didn’t know why but he just felt this would help to distract the duke for a moment. He had no idea where he got the sudden courage or urge to do this or this idea, but well, it seemed to work though.

The duke didn’t seem to hate it.

But, ’seemed to not hate’ doesn’t mean he likes it too, right?

Asher immediately stopped with that thought, looking at the duke with a guilty expression as he thought he had gone too far.

But...

"Asher, kiss me."

The duke said and Asher, without any hesitation, shamelessly went for those lips.

As long as the duke himself asked, it didn’t mean he didn’t want it, right?

Maybe...the duke also wanted to distract himself.

Asher may just help him...

’Aaaah! I just hope I am not messing up things!’

What an irresponsible person he was...

Asher thought him to be that way when he didn’t stop again since the duke himself asked for something from him.

He was not going to let the duke feel disappointed.

This good boy gets everything he wants. Because he deserves it.

Alas, it’s...rare when the duke asks for something.

So, Asher wanted to let him know he gets everything he ask for since he has a very generous lover...

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