My Dear Duke(BL)
Chapter 120: Desperate

Chapter 120: Desperate

[Mature Content]

"It’s been a long time since I last saw you, sir."

The young lady said as she smiled. Her gestures were polite, elegant and very pleasant. She had always been like that ever since Felix met her first, till that moment... Elegant, polite and really kind.

That’s why he always had a good impression of her, especially given the fact her kind attitude toward Anne ever since she started tutoring Anne.

But, Miss Lara was supposed to come back in three or two more months if Felix remembered correctly.

"I didn’t expect to see Miss Lara here today."

Felix said politely. The lady smiled and looked at him shyly, explaining how she was there.

"I came back early for some personal reasons. I won’t be going back. So...I can start getting back to the same routine with little miss again very soon too."

Miss Lara said in a respectful manner.

"Ah...I see. Anne sometimes says she misses you whenever your name comes up. She will be excited to see you."

Felix said as he recalled the last conversation they had about Miss Lara.

"I am also excited to see her again. Isn’t she such a lovely girl?"

Miss Lara said, looking thoughtful as she giggled.

"She likes you a lot. I am happy she has you as her tutor."

Felix said and turned his head around to see if he could spot Anne at least then since he suddenly had her as a topic in the conversation. But...she was nowhere to see.

"So, did the little miss not come? I didn’t see her."

Miss Lara said as she also looked around till Felix turned back to her and answered her.

"No... she came with me. She said she wanted to try some sweets. So I let her go."

Felix said, now quite defeated as he didn’t even have Anne around to let Miss Lara meet her. It felt kind of wrong to just say she came with him but not let her meet Anne. What could he do? Anne must be busy eating somewhere.

"I see...So her sweet tooth hasn’t changed while I was gone."

Miss Lora said with a light laugh since she had always known Anne liked sweets treats a bit too much. There were times when Miss Lara even brought Anne sweets that were made at her mansion by the chefs, specially accommodated to Anne’s preferences. Anne loved them.

"Yeah....She likes them a lot. So, has it been long since Miss Lara came back?"

Felix asked again, curious. He had always wanted to start Anne’s classes soon but because he actually couldn’t trust anyone else other than this noble lady to be responsible and trustworthy, he didn’t look for anyone else. Since he knew she would be back, he was waiting till she arrived back since Anne wasn’t completely abandoning her studies either.

"No duke...I just came back three days ago. The host of the ball is one of my closest friends so I got an invitation even though they were done sending invitations by that time."

Miss Lara said, looking grateful and happy, observing the decorations and atmosphere.

Felix thought she must be excited to join an event in her country since she had been far away for quite some time. It must be refreshing to step foot in an old familiar place.

"I see... You must be good friends."

Felix said and from then on, Felix and she talked for sometime before Miss Lara excused herself to go and talk to a friend she knew who she didn’t get to see in months. Felix said goodbye to her and decided to go and finally look for Anne. But then, when he was about to, he suddenly noticed Anne, not so far away from another dessert table again.

’I was sure she wasn’t there before...maybe she went somewhere and came again.’

Felix thought and observed her a little more. Seeing she was acting as normal as ever, staring at the piece of cake on her plate that was served by the servant there, Felix couldn’t help but chuckle in secret. From the way she was looking at that plate, he was sure others would think he wasn’t feeding her.

Only he knows what kind of an appetite she has for sweets.

It’s amazing and also concerning how many sweet things she eats at once.

It almost disgusts Felix how much sugar she consumes. Just seeing those cakes makes his stomach bubble.

But, as long as Anne liked and wanted them, he had always asked the kitchen to prepare it for her. So, she never really lacked food she liked...He spoiled her more than enough. But she acts like this outside. Sigh...

Now finally seeing her, Felix was a little calmed, and was assured. So, he stood back in the corner, accepting a glass of wine he was served by the servant.

Time passed and now, it had been a few hours since the banquet started. So, by that time, some men had already gotten drunk. And, on the other side, more than a handful of people were dancing at the dancing stage. It was the beginning of the busiest, most chaotic and loudest hours of the night.

Despite hating to be in loud places, Felix still stayed there, observing the ballroom and Anne from time to time.

But soon, his attention was drawn to the dancing stage where he had never even paid attention, let alone watched, in any other banquets before...

But that day, Felix watched as the men and women danced together, their eyes looking at each other with love, making Felix feel a sudden envy.

He was never interested in dancing. But he had learned as it was kind of an etiquette for a noble that he must have the skills to.

He learned it just because he had to.

But, he never thought he would be using those skills in the future. Especially since even as a child, he knew his only dance companion would be his dance teacher since his father always distanced him from other children.

And, now it’s been years. Maybe he had already forgotten the steps too. If he thinks about it, he learned those when he was little and even before when his life flipped the pages to chaos, beginning from his father’s death. So...he might not have the skills at this age after all those years.

Sigh...whatever happened...it was past.

He needed to focus on what was left for him to handle in the present. And, he could learn everything new if he wants to.

He was now an adult. His view on things had changed. Yet... he didn’t know when he started feeling positive about everything.

Like...how he feels he wants to dance when he hated it in the days he learnt it.

Maybe he knows why he was positive about it.

He wanted to dance.

But not with anyone.

Only with a special person.

Of course that was Asher.

Felix was indeed quite stunned when his mind caught Asher’s name. And, when his mind created that view of them dancing, Felix’s arm around Asher’s waist, Asher looking up at him, then him leaning closer and kissing Asher...

It was sudden and too much for just a dance so Felix immediately shut his thoughts down and tried ignoring what he just thought about. Wasn’t he being over dramatic by imagining such things?

Yet, now that Asher had come up to his mind, it messed with him.

He constantly thought about Asher...

Him smiling, him teasing and kissing, then grinning as if he won...

Felix thought about Asher and everything he did that made him tingle while he leaned on the wall and unsurprisingly, blushing...

’I think I miss him.’

...

"Hng! Haaa....Haaa...Ugh!"

The gaspings and the moaning of the man roamed around the room, his face hidden under a cloth that was laid on his face.

’Aaah! No, I need to stop!’

Asher couldn’t control his desire. He felt so aroused. He felt so needy. His body, getting aroused by the scent, turned red, his ears buzzing.

It was...like he was in heat.

But not as serious as his heats. That was just him being needy and horny.

Asher, helpless, or impatient, could only try to relieve himself with the last thing he had to remind of the duke.

He warned himself not to do anything and just control his thoughts. But he couldn’t. He really couldn’t. This scent aroused him. He wanted to be touched. It had to be the owner of this scent. The duke. He wanted that familiar man.

Asher touched himself, rubbing his cock but unable to reach for the behind that was twitching and currently wet and sensitive due to him being extremely aroused.

Asher had now released more than three times by rubbing himself. Yet, he couldn’t feel satisfied without reaching for the back.

He felt stiff and he decided he wouldn’t mind being shameless. He was alone. And he was desperate.

It would be...okay...

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