My Curse? A Different Yandere in Every Reincarnation
Chapter 38: Current Flora News

Chapter 38: Current Flora News

"Why? Why did I fall for this stupid trap? H-How could they still attack with precision even after suffering so much pain?" I think desperately as I lose my general senses.

It’s so strange not to have control of my body, everything is dark so I don’t see anything, I can’t hear anything either and I can’t feel things in general which really bothers me.

Time seems not to pass, there is no indication of time, so it’s even worse.

"..."

As time goes by, I feel like I’m going insane, the lack of any sensation or connection to something is terrible.

’S-Someone get me out of here!!!’ I can’t speak or make a sound, I just think as if I could say something.

I feel like I wanted to die as time goes by, it’s so bad for my mind to be stuck in this darkness.

"..." More time passes, my desperation to be in this situation increases, I don’t know if I’ve been here for years, days or just hours.

It seems like so much time has passed, I’m slowly going insane, to the point where I wonder if I’m paying for my sins and if this is my karma for taking so many lives.

"..."

After some more time, my remorse turns into pure hatred, hatred for the useless humans, hatred for the magical girls who imprisoned me in this cursed dark place, hatred for myself for not slaughtering those damned ones when I had the chance.

My desire to kill rises to very high levels as I swear revenge against humanity and the magical girls.

"..."

’How long have I been trapped here...’ The anger has cooled down, I don’t know how much time has passed, but all I have is the purest hopelessness, I think my consciousness could fade away.

But that can’t happen as long as I maintain my magic.

’Should I...deactivate it...’ If I deactivate my magic, I will surely die, suicidal thoughts arise, this place has destroyed my mental sanity.

But although the hatred and anger have cooled, my desire to kill and take revenge has never gone away, and using it as fuel I keep myself alive, giving up on suicide.

"..."

Time is strange, I who can stop it should be used to being alone, but it’s so strange to be so alone in the purest darkness.

"..." So much time has passed that I stopped thinking, I discovered that if I avoid thinking, I can turn off certain functions like the strange notion of time.

"..."

Crack!

"..." Crack!

’W-Wait, a sound? A-Am I hearing something?’ It’s the first time in so long that I’ve heard something, soon I feel another presence.

"Ow...this corpse is in very good condition" a slightly childish and cute voice, I can’t open my eyes, I don’t have control of my body and I don’t even know how I can hear.

But I hope it’s not an illusion.

"G-Get up, I’m a villain who will one day show the world that I exist and you will help me" The cute voice says as I feel my eyes open and my body move.

Finally feeling my body after so long, it gives me a great feeling.

’...I-I can’t move well yet...or rather, my body is obeying her...’

"I-I did it..." She seems very happy.

"Listen, I have a lot to do and you’ll help me first, you’ll have a personality, second we’ll get out of here soon and-I’m a bit tired" She seems very tired as well.

And she has very serious dark circles as well as some bandages, my body obeys what she orders even if I don’t want to.

As my body walks, I check everything, I can feel, hear and it seems I can speak and use magic, I stop time and nothing else moves.

"H-Haha I’m free...I have my magic back" The thoughts of killing everyone soon arise.

"Should I...kill this brat?..." It seems my body really died, but for some reason I can move it.

’Is it her magic? What a disgusting magic...wait...she said villain?’ Humans don’t have power, only magical girls.

’Is she like me?...well...it doesn’t hurt to let her guide me for now’ Time resumes, she didn’t even notice anything as we follow.

She orders me around for the next month, first we fix up a place that was practically a dump, but in 1 month it’s at least at the level where you can live.

’I wonder when I’ll get tired of her and kill her...’ I wonder as she tells me things enthusiastically, but soon she starts cursing the magical girls, from what I’ve seen during this month I’m very far in the future.

"Hey master, why don’t we kill everyone?" Even though she has really shown to be a villain, she hasn’t killed anyone.

"Flora, I don’t kill people" She denies doing that.

’What kind of failed villain is this? A villain who doesn’t kill? How ridiculous’ I think with disdain, so we pass another month and surprisingly I’m not bored yet.

She told me several things, even about how she killed her father and a boy who was severely bullying her.

Apart from that, most of the things were irrelevant.

We’ve been together for 6 months, I’m really not bored, which surprises me, I thought I would hate receiving orders, but Shizune is interesting, she’s different from the magical girls, but different from humans.

An intriguing middle ground and now I find her magic interesting.

After 1 year together, she finally did something involving fun things, we robbed a very prestigious place, although no one died, which made it less fun.

However, something made me feel strange, the magical girls showed up and Shizune was injured...this filled me with hatred, I felt so much hatred that it reminds me of when I was trapped in the darkness.

After Shizune got hurt, I became more protective and again boredom did not arise, which was strange for me, normally I would get bored in a maximum of 2 months with people.

Soon we’ve been together for 3 years, and I didn’t get tired of it, in fact I started to really like her, although I’d like her to kill still, I can overlook it a bit.

I think I started to love her, she’s interesting, although she calls the magical girls hypocrites, she’s also a hypocrite for not killing the magical girls.

But in general she is a sad and happy girl, she is sad about everything that happened, but happy to be with me.

She sees me as something special and that makes me feel warm inside, even though my heart is no longer beating, I still have my brain functioning perfectly.

I do my best to try not to let it show that I can do whatever I want, but it’s not that hard.

Shizune is...well...extremely starved for affection, she finds comfort in me and therefore deliberately ignores everything about me.

She probably fears losing me, so she never asks or says anything that is really a big obligation.

Which is good, because undeniably I love her and certain orders would be difficult to obey without showing anything.

Anyway, she was the only thing that managed to keep me from getting bored, so she slowly conquered my love.

This is surprising, I never thought I could love, but just as I am distorted, my love is also distorted.

I know Shizune wouldn’t be able to handle my love and I don’t care, but there’s no reason to end what we have, so I don’t do anything.

"..." We did an important mission and she lost the fight and got hurt, I tried to take care of her, but she kicked me out, she seems angry, sad and very scared, she spent a lot of time crying and then went to school.

But after making the planned bank robbery plan, I discovered something terrible.

’Why is my Shizune with that damn dairy cow...’ My Shizune and that damn magical girl together.

This really pisses me off, soon the magical girl leaves and I go into the house, I stop time, grab a knife and point it at Shizune.

"Why, why...WHY ARE YOU EXPOSING YOUR BODY TO THAT BITCH" The knife is millimeters from Shizune’s chest, I grip the knife so hard that it breaks, I throw the remains in the trash.

I’m angry, but I won’t do anything, time resumes and I pretend everything is fine, but it gets worse and worse, my Shizune, sweet and hypocritical Shizune now says she wants to be with that damn buxom one.

This drives me crazy, I stop time and approach Shizune who said she wanted to be with that damn one.

"Shizune...why do you want to be with her, don’t you see how much I’m against it? Don’t make me hurt you" I say as I give her a little kiss on the lips, avoiding the urge to strangle her, I step back and let time resume.

She keeps talking, which only fills me with more and more hatred, until when we’re leaving, she starts looking at me strangely and asking how I died.

I try everything to avoid the question and even bite my tongue, cutting it, I know she can heal me with her magic, so mutilating myself like this just to stay quiet is no problem.

But when we get to the base after a while, I end up being tricked.

She asks questions in a way that I end up revealing the fact that I’m conscious, I never thought my adorable, silly, hypocritical and a little stupid Shizune could be so smart if she tried.