My Curse? A Different Yandere in Every Reincarnation
Chapter 116: My Reasons

Chapter 116: My Reasons

"..." Yesheon looks embarrassed because of what I said, but there’s no way she can’t be embarrassed, especially since sects like the Orthodox don’t use that practice.

And even a few years ago, this practice was seen as profane and even evil, and only recently became neutral due to a cultivator who worked hard for such a thing and made great contributions against a common enemy of the world.

I’m not entirely sure, since obtaining knowledge was somewhat limited in the sect, I just know that a powerful enemy emerged and many cultivators fought against them, even Yeom participated alongside the Orthodox sect, showing that this enemy was inhuman and powerful.

"C-Could you elaborate? Maybe I’m just getting worked up over something that’s not that serious, a-after all some dual cultivation techniques don’t have that much contact" Yesheon tries to downplay the weight of this.

And normally she’d be right, dual cultivation isn’t just about sex, but rather both parties increasing their strength through physical contact, I didn’t really understand the principle, but I think it has something to do with the exchange of energies or something similar.

But of course, while the normal techniques don’t require anything too serious beyond some contact, the one Yeom taught me has such a high level of sexual activity that it can hardly be called a cultivation technique.

Of course, there was a reason for this, with this great exchange of contact, the amount of cultivation increases more quickly, which was good for Yeom, who always stole my cultivation for herself.

"Master...are you sure you want this detailed?" I question to make her reconsider, glad that Yui won’t hear these nonsenses, it’s even embarrassing to go into detail about this kind of thing.

"Yes, it can’t be something so extreme, right?" Yesheon is really much more deceived than she thinks.

"I think it might be easier to summarize in a few words, completely naked sex for hours until we’re too exhausted to continue, and yes, the use of the most private areas is the most common" I think with this she understands even without me saying too much.

Because if I really went into detail about everything Yeom did, we’d spend hours and hours just talking about one position, because it’s years of training in this way.

"!!!" She understands that I don’t want to talk about this in detail anymore and understands well what we’re talking about.

"...W-Who did you learn such...peculiar technique from?" She asks, trying to change the subject so we don’t have to talk about it anymore.

"From the celestial demon, it was developed by her herself to maximize cultivation gains to the fullest" It’s undeniable that the cultivation gain with this technique is very high from what I remember, but Yeom always steals everything, so it’s hard to say anything with precision.

"Only such a malicious being could force such a technique on other people" Yesheon speaks with anger, she seems to have a special anger for this part of the technique.

"So won’t you train me?" I’d at least like to get a little stronger and see what it’s like with the murim techniques, but it seems it will be difficult, all because of Yeom who didn’t teach me a normal technique and now I can only exchange the one I have further ahead if I can evolve.

I do know some fighting techniques and other things, but I don’t have enough cultivation to use them, so they’re useless.

"I...haaa" She sighs.

"I’ll help you, I promised and since it’s just training, it shouldn’t be a problem, if it’s to guide one more to the right path, that’s a small price!" She speaks, trying not to seem uncomfortable with the choice.

Honestly, training with Yesheon is not a betrayal of Yeom since Yeom has never claimed me as anything, and both publicly and secretly, we have nothing.

Which means trying to train with Yesheon is not a betrayal, the only problem is that if Yeom finds out, she might kill me out of jealousy, so I have to be careful.

"Now let’s go, I’ll start by purifying your body of all these impurities you’ve accumulated, we need to clean up your body as much as possible before I start training you!" Yesheon speaks, but she’s clearly very embarrassed.

"Master, why would you accept to train me even knowing what you’ll have to do?" I question with curiosity, normally someone wouldn’t be willing to have sex just to help another person, right?

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"Master, why would you accept to train me even knowing what you’ll have to do?" Shizune questions me, which leaves me thoughtful.

"It’s just because I want to help anyone who decides to change to the side of good" I lie, I don’t like telling lies, but I don’t like talking about my past failures.

They make me seem too naive for my position, which embarrasses me.

In the past, when I entered the world of cultivation, I wasn’t very good at choosing, I was indecisive and ended up choosing a bad master who taught me to cultivate in a flawed and incomplete way, which only delayed me.

Of course, I didn’t know my master was a complete amateur who didn’t know things, so I thought it was my fault to find difficulties.

I was called a prodigy while in reality I felt disappointed to train almost 24 hours a day for years to only reach that level of power.

Until I met someone from the Orthodox sect who really saw my talent and saw how my inner energy was repressed and in complete disarray.

When he questioned me how I practiced, I explained it in detail and he informed me of the various flaws and told me how my cultivation was being drastically affected by practicing the wrong way.

Showing me how what I was doing was completely wrong and how I was just wasting my talent on something ineffective.

He told me that it was not a shame to abandon an amateur who was only harming me in order to look for a true master, the one who really trained me properly said that there is a limit between honor, loyalty and stupidity.

And he said that if a master has trained you, you should be grateful even if the master is weaker, but also said that gratitude and loyalty should be shown according to what your master has shown you.

A master who doesn’t care about his students and just has them practice carelessly, destroying their efforts, does not deserve to be called a master, and so I joined the Orthodox sect.

And with a lot of effort I was able to get rid of all the flaws that I had forcibly obtained, being able to practice in another way that did not involve that bad technique anymore, which made me have an explosive growth.

And now I see that Shizune is just like me in this regard, being trained in a way that does not aim for her growth, making her just waste her efforts without ever getting anywhere.

Which for her is like walking in circles, she really doesn’t seem to care much about it, but I do because it’s like seeing a reflection in the mirror.

She reminds me of this failure of choice in the past, and that’s why I want to train her even if the method isn’t good, because I know how hard it is to change your cultivation method when it’s deeply rooted.

I was too afraid of breaking my body by changing my way of cultivating in an unskilled way, and Shizune is in the same case, for her to change her way of cultivating at the moment is impossible.

But if she keeps practicing other methods while still using what she has, it’s possible that she can change it after some effort, dedication and time, gradually changing her way of cultivating.

I see that Shizune’s aura is not bad, so there’s no problem with me helping her as long as she decides to be good, my master taught me to always help others regardless of what they are.

He said we shouldn’t judge with our eyes, but with our hearts, seeing people’s auras is like looking at them with my heart that looks at their hearts and sees the truth about who they are.

Shizune, although not good, is clearly not as malicious as the celestial demon or other evil cultivators, so she deserves a chance at redemption, even if it’s a long road.

Just as my master once helped me, I want to help Shizune, even if for that I have to have sex with her, one day she’ll be able to change her way of cultivating again.

And when that happens and she becomes a good person, we can have her pay for her mistakes in a fair way by helping others, wrongs committed cannot be undone, but they can be repaired.

If she has done an evil act, it takes 100 good acts to make up for it, this is my personal motto, if someone does something bad, they must do 100 times more good acts to make up for their mistake.

"Now Shizune, forget about that and let’s purify your body, first I’ll take you to a bath in special waters to help with that, and then I’ll help you clean your inner energy."

"It’s very dirty and impure, and that will cause you problems when you start to get stronger, you’ll start to feel pain, bleed, hallucinate among other terrible things" She really needs to be cleansed of all these impurities.

How dare the celestial demon call herself a master and leave her disciple in this state? She is the worst kind of master possible.

"So purifying your body is the first step to your improvement" I say as I turn around and start climbing the mountain, hoping she will follow me.

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