Mr Alpha, I Am Not Your Typical Lady! -
Chapter 141) I don’t know how to love/ Backfired.
Chapter 141: Chapter 141) I don’t know how to love/ Backfired.
Damien stopped what he was doing after he saw me.
"Alpha Anastasia". He said to me as he stared at me.
"What is wrong with me, beta Damien? Why am I feeling this unbearable pain in my heart? Can you tell me?". I asked him, and I guess my eyes had become red as I struggled to breathe properly.
Beta Damien sighed. He glanced at the Lycan King. "Do you feel an unexplainable pain when you look at him right now?". He asked me and when I nodded at him, he added, "You are currently feeling that pain because he is your mate. That’s how the mate bond works. When one mate is badly hurt, the other mate feels only a quarter or half of what their mate is going through. But don’t worry. You will only experience the pain for a few minutes".
"Wait. So, you are trying to tell me that I might be experiencing only a quarter of his pain?". I asked him.
"Yes".
Hearing his reply, I sat completely on the floor, ignoring everyone and only fixed my gaze on the Lycan King. If I might be feeling only a quarter of his pain and was suffering like this, then I can’t imagine the pain he is going through.
Though he looked unconscious. Maybe he isn’t feeling any pain. Maybe.
’Now I understand werewolves. I understand their pain. When Dylan rejected me, I didn’t feel anything. But now, I feel like termites are biting my heart. No doubt. He truly is my destined mate. But the problem is that he is the Lycan King. I don’t think our relationship can ever work out’. I thought.
’Why do you think so?’.
’I don’t know Elektra. It’s just that, I feel that he is out of my league. And, I have never loved anyone before other than my parents. I don’t know how to love. I truly don’t know his purpose. Why did he initially approach me and didn’t hurt me? Because I was his mate?’.
’You can always ask him about it, Clara. Compared to the first time he met us, my instinct isn’t feeling wary around him anymore’.
’Same here, Elektra. But still, that doesn’t mean I should accept him’. I replied to her. I won’t ever fall in love.
I have seen many patients who have tried to take their lives because of love and heartbreak.
Since love is painful and full of uncertain betrayals, I would rather not fall in love.
"What happened to him, beta Damien? Who did this to him?". I asked him and my eyes darkened.
"A demon".
"A demon?". I muttered and didn’t think of any other demon other than black shadow. He must be the one who did this to the Lycan King. Although it has been confirmed that demons exist in this world, I haven’t seen any other demons other than black shadow.
I forced myself up and went to the Lycan King, before I sat beside him. After I got closer to him, I could clearly see the stab mark on his abdomen and the lot of blood he had lost.
’I should try and save him with my light magic. But he needs to undergo a blood transfusion because of the blood he has lost. His injury looks so alive. Even his neck is affected. What the heck did black shadow use to injure him?’. I thought, before I placed my hand on his injury. I tried channeling my light magic into the wound but only ended up getting a severe headache, causing me to immediately remove my hand from his abdomen.
What the heck just happened now? I hadn’t even started to heal him and something backfired against me.
"That demon. Was it his swords that he used to stab him? Or did he use something else?". I asked Beta Damien, just to be sure of what I was about to deal with.
Since Beta Damien knew that I had encountered the demon myself before thanks to Anders’ blabbermouth, it didn’t sound weird that I asked him about the swords.
Meaning that he must have realized that black shadow had used swords against me when I encountered him.
"No. It wasn’t his swords. It was something like a purple liquid. He turned the liquid into a sword and used it to stab the Lycan King. I tried to remove the sword from his abdomen, but it penetrated into his body". Beta Damien explained, and I placed my hand on the Lycan King’s abdomen again, before I halted and removed my hand, as I realized something.
I instantly turned to Beta Damien, who rose to his feet. His hands were bloody, probably stained by the Lycan King’s blood, as he was the only one with injury in this room.
"How did you know that he was my mate? Because I was feeling an unexplainable pain when I stared at him? And how did you know that he was the Lycan King? Was it Elektra who told you?".
"She only told me that he was both of you second chance mates. As for your other question, I found out about it myself after he fought the demon. Since he was able to conceal his presence from me, I figured out that he was the Lycan King, as only the Lycan King has the ability to do that". He replied to me.
’Elektra! Why did you tell Damien that he’s our mate?! You are a blabbermouth, just like Anders’. I mind linked her.
’Hmph! You deserve it for what you did to me last night’. She scoffed before she hissed in pain. Exactly. She was probably still feeling pain, like me.
Beta Damien added with a frown on his face, "But how did you end up with the Lycan King and even end up bringing him here yesterday? Did he stalk you? Just like the other day in our pack, but I couldn’t catch him".
"I should hurry up and try to heal him using my light magic. He is dying, beta Damien. I’m afraid a rare war between the Vengeful Moon pack and the human cities would break out if he dies here in the human cities". I hurriedly replied to Beta Damien and returned my gaze to the Lycan King.
I was intentionally avoiding answering beta Damien’s question.
I placed my right hand on the Lycan King’s stabbed abdomen for the third time and tried channeling my light magic into his wound again. If I could use my light magic to heal him, the blood transfusion would go smoothly.
Cough!
"Anastasia!".
Beta Damien yelled my name and squatted beside me as I spatted out a mouth full of blood.
Trying to heal the Lycan King had backfired against me again.
"Alpha Anastasia, are you alright?". Anders asked me.
I didn’t say anything to him the moment I came into the living room because he looked shaken, and I could already guess the reason behind that.
I didn’t reply to Beta Damien or Anders.
My head was feeling dizzy, and I had to hold on to it.
’Are you alright, Clara?’.
’No, Elektra. I’m seriously not okay. Why can’t I heal him? Aren’t I very powerful?’. I asked her.
’You can heal him, but you are currently using the wrong power to do that. What was used against him was the dark liquid crystal’. A voice, the gentle voice, said to me, and like usual, Elektra wasn’t able to hear the voice like me.
How unfortunate. I wish Elektra was able to hear the voice too.
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