Melting Her Cold Heart
Chapter 63.

Chapter 63: 63.

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"Yes, " Sara replied with certainty in her voice. Although she never thoihht that needed a psychologist before, she does now. She wanted to find a way to remember what she had forgotten and the psychologist might just be what she needs.

"Are you sure?" Alex asked her to study every expression. Her expressive eyes have off mire but all she did was give a curt nod. "Alright then," he agreed.

If this was what she wanted then so be it.

"Thank you," Sara said, her voice low yet filled with genuine sincerity.

"You don’t have to thank me. It is my duty," he tugged some stray strands behind her ear and watched the color rise to her face. She didn’t know how to reply and she didn’t make any attempt to.

"You go on and bathe now," she said, remembering he wanted to do that even before dinner. She tried to hide her flushed expression from him but he had already seen it all.

"Of course," Alex watched with a pleased smile and then stood up. It was good to see a bright color on her face for a change.

Kissing her temple, he rose to his feet and made his way to the bathroom while Sara sunk into her mind. Her thoughts ran wild but was unable to get the needed answers. She felt that the answer she needed wrew somewhere in her memory but each time she tried to remember, the sight of her mother’s life body and blank eyes would greet her.

Her body shuddered as she hugged herself deciding to leave it be for the meantime. Whatever the answers were, she will uncover them someday soon. But for now, she had to figure out a way to overcome her own fears.

Sara climbed onto bed and tucked herself in, she was fearful to sleep knowing she might be haunted by those nightmares again but her body needed to rest.

She laid there unable to sleep for many minutes until Alex returned from his bath and met her there. Seeing her toss and turn, he didn’t need to ask to know what was wrong.

"Can’t sleep?" he asked as he approached her. Sara’s head snapped in his direction, seeing his bare torso her eyes widened thinking he was with pants too. She feared trailing down and seeing what she wasn’t ready for. "I am not naked," he said, easily asked to read her thoughts.

Her eyes finally trailed and found him on joggers. Sara was embarrassed beyond words and pulled the sheet up to her face trying to hide herself but he paused when she heard him chuckle. "Aren’t you just adorable?"

She glared at him but he only laughed harder. The sound was pleasing to ears and the perfect distraction for her right now.

"It’s now funny," she said even though she didn’t want him to stop laughing.

"No, it’s not. But I still find it amusing—your train of thoughts," he said as he stopped at the foot of the bed. "Although I don’t mind granting your wishes. I am here to satisfy your desires. If my body can do that then..." he let the words hang so she could complete the rest herself and he lived just how rosy her cheeks became.

He climbed on the bed while she moved to the left side of the bed to create space for him and put a little distance between them. Even without the closeness, she was already embarrassed. She even pulled the sheets tighter around her body as if that could protect her.

"Your body is good," she admitted, her hands itching to trace it and feel just how firm his muscles truly were. "But that’s just about it."

"Are you sure?" Alex raised a brow, playfulness filled his tone as he grew closer to her. "I doubt that’s just it. I mean the way you looked at me earlier..."

"Please stop," she said, unable to keep her composure again. She was a woman with feelings too and having an eye candy lying shirtless beside her was already tough as it was. She didn’t need him putting ideas into her head.

Alex chuckled, he wrapped a hand around her waist and pulled her closer "You having naughty thoughts again, Sara," he whispered seductively beside her ear. His warm breath caressed her tender skin causing a shudder.

Sara steeled her heart accepting that he wouldn’t let it easily. As dangerous as it was too okay this teasing game, it was what she needed. Maybe she would be too exhausted at the end and sleep without those nightmares. Bracing herself, shetirned and faced him and opened her mouth.

Alex swallowed when he saw her. Had she always looked this alluring at night? He wondered.

"How would you feel of I walked in here without a shiron me? Huh? How would that Make you feel?" She asked, her tone challenging and she nearly regretted it when she saw his eyes go a shade darker and his hand around her waist became firmer all of sudden. But she didn’t stop and chose to push more buttons. "Would like that we test that? I can just take this off and we’ll see just how much a Saint you are," she said touching the top of her pajamas.

"Sara..." Alex’s voice came deeper than he had ever sounded and she shivered from its shared intensity.

But she did something that had him swallowing back the rest of the words that he was going to say. Trailing her fingers on his chest, she saw his jaws work and the intensity of his gaze increased and she suddenly started feeling hot.

He grabbed her hand, stopping her onslaught. "I’ll advise you to stop before I lose control, my love," he said and she could hear how strained his voice was.

"Oh... so you aren’t a saint then?" She asked with an innocent expression, her eyes blankly at him.

Alex chuckled, his laugh was a rumbled thay had Sara feeling excited and fearful at the same time. She knew that laugh was strained and many ideas ran wild through her mind and she knew he was having those ideas too but holding himself back.

"Oh no, my dear never I was Saint. Nit when it’s you," he said his face drawing close to hers that her already racing picked up its pace again. "I can be Saint with anyone else but you," his voice was low but did things to her that she couldn’t quite explain. "There’s so much I want you do to you and with you," his stopper and she saw his jaws harden as if he was fighting his inner demons. "But i am holding myself back for you. I know you are not ready for me. Especially right now."

Sara felt her mouth run dry at his words but still swallowed the lump in her throat.

God, how lovely she was when she opened her mouth like that. Alex would have sworn he had already pinned her down and captured her lips but was surprised to still find himself beside with only his fingers propping her chin so she maintained eye contact.

"Now, sweetheart, be a good girl and sleep unless you know what I want to do," he said and there was a hidden warning on his tone as if, if she probed any further his restraint would snap.

Sara just nodded not daring to speak again. Who knew what the last straw would be that would slap the restraint?

"Good girl," he said when she turned her back to him. Taking his back to her waist. He pulled closer, her back pressed against his chest

Sara tensed when she felt his member. ’dear God,’ she said in her mind when she felt just how hard it was. She even wondered if he was okay going to sleep like that.

"Alex..." she called but he interrupted her knowing what she was going to say.

"Just sleep, love. I’ll be fine," he said but his breathing was labored and his eyes shut tightly.

"Okay," Sara said, agreeing to leave it as it was.

He opened his eyes and stared at her although he couldn’t see her face, he knew she must be as red as tomato right. He kissed the back of her neck and felt her tremble. "Just know that the next time to you want to play this game, be ready to take responsibility." He whispered, sending another shiver through her but didn’t reply.

Sara wondered hiwnutbwas her fault when he started it but she didn’t dare say it out. The sexual tension between them was scary enough as it was already.

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