Mated to Four Alphas
Chapter 299: Flashback - 39

I am happy for Silas, but I am sad for myself because Meyer is not ready to be with me, and it hurts me.

I also wanted to have a healthy relationship with Meyer. But I don’t know why he is talking about him being poor. Because it doesn’t matter to me. Why does it matter if he is poor or rich? We both love each other. That’s the only thing that matters.

And now, Silas and these four Alphas are in a relationship. But what about me and Meyer? Are we going to be in a relationship or not? I really wanted to see his face. That’s why I told Silas to come here. But these four Alphas also came. I’m not blaming him though. But when I saw Meyer, I couldn’t hold myself back from hugging him.

I will have to show him how much I love him. I think after seeing my love, my sincerity, he would change his mind and accept me. If that happens, I will be happier.

"Orian, what are you doing here? And who are these all?" he asked.

"I am here to meet you, and these four Alphas are Silas’s mates." Meyer’s eyes widened hearing this.

"Wait, four of them? Are you kidding? Silas? Four of these?" He was shocked.

But, I pulled his hand to make him look at me. And as I did, he did, and his eyes indeed turned to me.

"Orian, why are you here? Didn’t I tell you last time?"

"Meyer, I don’t want to hear anything right now. Please, don’t chase me away from you." I clung to his arms tightly because I had fear he would push me away from him, and I didn’t want that. I wanted to stay closer to him.

And while hugging, I realized Silas and his mates were there and looking at us. I didn’t know what to say, I was so embarrassed that I just closed my eyes. If I closed them, I wouldn’t notice that they were looking at me.

"Guys, let them talk. Let’s go see around the town. I will show you. Let’s go," Silas said, and his mates agreed very quickly, and they all left from here, leaving me and Meyer.

I looked up at Meyer. He was looking at me. My heart started to beat very fast just from his gaze.

"Oh Orian, why can’t you understand? Please don’t make this hard for me."

Why is he saying again and again that we can’t be together? I want to be with him and only be with him.

"Meyer, can you at least try to understand my love? Why are you just thinking about yourself? Just think about my feelings too. Am I a fool? Who is trying very hard to be with you and you keep rejecting me?"

I was hurt. My heart was indeed aching, and when I am trying very hard here so that we both can be together, he is only giving up and telling us to separate from each other. It’s like I’m the only one who loved him in this relationship, and he doesn’t love me.

"Orian, it’s not like that. And you also know how much I love you. You are the only one in my life. But, it’s hard for me when you keep showing up in front of my eyes. My heart will desire you. I am gonna become greedy."

He freed his hand from my hug and got away from me. I don’t know, but I was feeling like crying, crying really hard. Tears were welling up in my eyes, but I couldn’t cry in front of him. If I cry, he would think I am such a weak person. So I won’t cry. I will cry later, hiding in my room, but not in front of him. I’m going to show him that I am also strong.

"Meyer, please, I’m asking you one last time. Can’t you love me the way I love you?"

"Orian, my love, let’s not talk about this anymore. You must be hungry, right? Let me serve you the food. I have made your favorite dish."

I was not hungry for his food. I was hungry for his love. I’m craving him. But, in the end, he’s still saying the same. Like he forgot everything.

What should I do now? Should I just stand here? Should I talk to him? Should I beg him? Or give up everything? And forget about him?

"What happened, Orian? Why are you still standing there? Come... and wash your hands."

He even went inside the house to serve the food for me. Why is he behaving so normal after telling me to forget about everything? Did he expect me to behave like that too? But I can’t behave like we’re normal friends anymore. I love him and I’m not embarrassed to love him. And why is he thinking so much and making it hard for us to be together?

But looking at him... He’s just looking at me like nothing happened. That’s why I couldn’t hold back my tears. And I didn’t want to... want him to... see that I was crying... That’s why I’d turn around and start to run.

I was just running, my tears were streaming down from my eyes. The way was getting blurry to me, still I was wiping my tears and running. While running, I suddenly realized where I had arrived. I glanced around, and this place was new. I had never come to this area of town. That’s when I turned around to leave from there, and just then I heard—

It was a scream like someone was beating someone, but it’s none of my business. But then again, I heard someone cursing, which I followed the direction and found in the valley, a group of Alphas was hitting a guy with their legs, they were kicking him. I couldn’t stay quiet after seeing it. After all, this is my pack, I am also a prince here.

"Hey, what are you doing? Stop that right now!" As I shouted, they all stopped and their eyes turned to me. I felt a shiver through my spine because of their gazes.