It's Just A Picture (BL)
Chapter 94: That was so close

Chapter 94: That was so close

Why did I have to make that promise?

Well, it wasn’t like I knew we would suddenly have sex together a few days before our ’play time’. Ugh, there was no way I could predict that.

What would we even play? Maybe some board games? Or maybe they had a video game, but I didn’t know how to play video games.

Never had a console and definitely didn’t have money to go to a PC room either.

Let’s stop thinking about that. There was no way I would know what they were planning but I was sure it was going to be fine.

I cut the beef into minced pieces while thinking, and I wondered if the twins didn’t remember what happened or if they just wanted to act like it never happened.

Maybe they were drunk too and made it out to be a drunken mistake

Maybe they were trying hard to forget it and act as normally as possible.

I chopped the meat and left the knife stuck to the chopping board. I sighed.

What if they regretted it?

My memories weren’t clear enough so I didn’t know what to make out of their thoughts. I didn’t know exactly what led to us getting intimate and having sex, and I didn’t know if they truly enjoyed it as the bits of my memories entailed.

I picked up the knife and looked at my reflection in it. Really, was it just my imagination?

Was it actually terrible, and my body, as well as my mind, were trying to hide it and show what I wanted instead of what happened?

Well, it could happen.

But I was praying that that was not the case. If it was...

I shook my head and continued preparing the stew.

’I should make some side dishes.’ I thought to myself and turned, unconscious knocking the knife over.

It fell and luckily for me, it missed my leg by an inch and stabbed the floor.

I gave out a sigh of relief and bent down to pick it up.

"That was so close. I almost hurt myself." I said as I picked up the knife. "This is dangerous. I shouldn’t leave the knife recklessly on the cabinet."

My mind definitely didn’t go to the fact that it was a sign. That knife was definitely a warning but how would I know that? I wasn’t a shaman and it didn’t cut me either.

All I could say of that incident was that it was an accident.

The next day, Sunday, I took my bath, sprayed the perfume Geumtae gifted me, and waited, staring at the wall clock and following its hand with every stroke.

I was nervous. What would I say to them once I saw them? How would I react if they asked me about my feelings about the night we had sex?

Or, what if they asked me about that night because they had no memory of it?

’Should I lie and say nothing happened?’ I thought and shut my eyes. ’My heart won’t stop racing. I think I’ll die at this rate.’

I bit my lip.

I had already eaten but it felt like my stomach was empty, growling in discomfort at the anxiety I was feeling.

"Gosh, what am I doing?" I fell back on the couch and sighed. ’I bet I’m more nervous than a mother at her daughter’s wedding.’ I thought and chuckled.

I started at the clock once more. It was 9 am.

I don’t know what I was expecting: if I wanted the twins to come to my doorstep or if I wanted to sleepwalk to their door. I was seriously out of my wits end.

"Okay, let’s do this." I stood up with a start. "Let’s get the games started and over with."

I headed for the door like a robot, moving my left leg and left arm at the same time and doing the same with my right leg and right arm.

But I was sure even robots down walk that way.

’Will it show that I’m nervous?’ I thought and furrowed my eyebrows with my eyes closed. ’Definitely. Maybe I should just run away for a few days and come back when our schedule has been set?’

I shook my head and opened the door. I glanced back at Lily with invisible tears rubbing down my face. She was licking her paw with no car in the world while I was suffering miserably in my head.

"I’ll be off now, Lily." I said. "Wish me luck." I darted my eyes aside and rushed my words, "And that I don’t get roasted on a stake for maybe instigating sex that they never wanted to be a part of and maybe snatching their innocence with my canal and lustful mind without even knowing it." I rushed my words but all I got as a response was a pur.

"Purrr!" She pured.

"Well, that works too. I’m off now. Pray I come back with all limbs attached." I said and closed the door.

I walked a step at a time till I got to their door. I took in a deep breath and raised my hand to press the doorbell, and as soon as I did, the door swung open, frightening me.

I thought it would take about a minute or maybe a few seconds at least, before they got to the door.

But as though they had been waiting for me, they opened the door right away.

"Hyung," Seojun called with a gleeful smile and threw himself on me in a tight hug. "You came."

"I... Of course." I said with an awkward smile. "Why wouldn’t I? It’s not like I had plans to run off or anything."

He broke the hug and looked at me, puzzled.

"Did you?" He asked and it made me shiver.

"Of course not." I said through my teeth, my conscience picking at me. ’I can’t tell them I almost did, can I?’

"That’s good then." He smiled brightly.

"Is Hyung here already?" I heard Seojin’s voice as I walked in with Seojun. He walked out of the kitchen with an apron on and a pair of washing gloves in his hand.

’Ah, that cute apron. He looks so adorable.’ I cleaned my mouth, feeling a bit of saliva escape my lips.

Seojun walked towards his room as Seojin approached me.

"Hyung," Seojin called and I turned my attention back yo him. And then, he hugged me. "I missed you." He said.

"Well, we saw each other on Friday evening. It’s not too much for you to miss me."

"I want to see Hyung every single day and every single moment." He snuggled his face on mine and then he frowned.

He sniffed me carefully and then asked,

"Hyung, what is this strange smell?"

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