It's Just A Picture (BL)
Chapter 90: I think giving each other some space is the best right now

Chapter 90: I think giving each other some space is the best right now

After calming down from my little ’act’ in the bathroom, I realized I had truly gone mad.

How could I think of the twins while masturbating? Was it because I spent the night with them? It just wasn’t done.

And more so, I felt really aroused with the thought of them watching me.

Was I sick? Did I need a Doctor?

My head was spinning. I needed to get my thoughts straight if I wanted to act the good and caring Hyung in the future.

But... I stared at the food in front of me. After what happened between us, could I really go back to just being the good and caring Hyung?

’I mean, they both confessed to me so many times that it almost feels like they’re suitors instead of childhood friends.’ I thought, licking the sauce off my spoon. ’They were kind enough to help me with my trauma because they liked me, right?’

I couldn’t even think anymore. My judgment was cloudy, and my body was reacting quite intensely to the thought of the twins.

Maybe I needed the walk more than Lily did.

After having my meal and applying some ice to the corners of my mouth, they got better and the redness disappeared. Thank goodness.

I wore a turtle neck sweater to hide the hickeys around my neck and finally walked out of the apartment with Lily.

I stared at the twins’ door and bit my lip. I had this sudden urge to go over and apologize for whatever inconvenience I had caused but I also couldn’t bring myself to go because I was embarrassed.

Whatever we did together the previous night, whatever led to it that I was not clear of, it all pointed out to me being needy, didn’t it? We got to that stage because of me.

’I think giving each other some space is the best right now. Let’s all clear our heads before we get back to work.’ I concluded and started walking towards the elevator.

The elevator opened and a delivery man walked out. I entered the elevator and before it closed, I saw him stop at the entrance of the twins’ apartment.

’It seems they ordered something.’ I thought and the elevator doors closed.

I took Lily out on a walk and let her loose so she could walk around while I took pictures.

Hah, it had been so long since I freely took pictures outside. Wildlife was the best to get your mind out of a puddle.

I took a lot of pictures while keeping an eye on Lily, of course.

I felt satisfied and fulfilled and I felt free from all the sex thoughts.

"Shall we go see your doctor now?" I asked with a smile as I placed Lily back in her bag and she purred. She yawned and rested.

It seemed she was already sleeping from playing so much. I chuckled and closed the bag.

I looked up at the sky and sighed.

"I’d say my weekend is going great."

I got to the vet and found Geumtae attending to a customer. But as soon as he saw me, he smiled. I was sure he would’ve waved if he didn’t have his hands occupied at the moment.

I gave a smile back and pointed at the chairs, indicating I would wait till he was done.

It took a while for him to round up with that particular customer. It was an old lady who owned a chiwawa.

He was particularly caring and patient when explaining things to the lady and always smiled and it made me think,

"He’s so nice." But those words did not stay in my thoughts and came out of my lips.

The fairly advanced ladies sitting next to me giggled and said,

"Of course, he is. And he has a pretty face too." The ladies all started talking.

It looked like they had been waiting there the whole time just to stare at their handsome doctor and maybe talk about their daughters, and the topic of their single daughters came up.

"I wish my daughter could find such a kind and handsome man and I wouldn’t have to complain about her being single." One lady said,

"I know, right? My daughter says men are trash so she would rather date a girl or stay single." Another lady added and all attention went to her.

"Whoa, she said that? Kids these days."

"Yes. I was so shocked. She said it to my face and walked away." She placed her hand on her face. "Aigoo, I don’t know what to do with that kid. I understand her will to stay single, but did she have to say she would get together with another girl?"

"Oh my, doesn’t that mean your daughter is gay?"

"It does, doesnt it?"

"I’d like to think it was her way of coming out to you." Another lady, who was silent the whole time, said. "You should be glad she did that, jnstead of keeping it a secret and distancing herself from you."

"How can I be happy about that? She’s thinking of marrying a girl. Is that even allowed? That is not something to be proud of."

Hearing that, my heart suddenly shook.

Yeah, being gay wasn’t something to be proud of.

Though they spoke in calm tones, I could tell that that lady felt hurt, knowing her daughter wasn’t normal.

If I had a mother, would I even be able to come out to her about my sexuality? I don’t think I’d ever have the courage to do so, knowing it might hurt her.

If I had a mother that loved and adored me like every other child has...

I shook my head. What was the use thinking of stuff like that?

I didn’t have a mother and my only parent died when I was still in high school. So I didn’t have to come out to anyone. Let’s stop thinking about things like that.

I raised my head to find Geumtae beaconing me over.

I got up, leaving the ladies to squabble among themselves, and followed Geumtae through a door.

But, if I were asked about my mother, I know very well that my grandmother was more of a mother to me than any other woman could be.

She was my mother and no one could change that.

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