It's Just A Picture (BL)
Chapter 89: Another hazy memory flashed through my mind

Chapter 89: Another hazy memory flashed through my mind

I got home and flopped on the couch.

I had no memory of what happened the previous night, or what led to us having sex.

All I could only remember was telling the twins bits of my fears. How I didn’t want them to hate me because of my abnormality when it came to sex.

I remembered crying but... The details after that were all a blur.

I did remember Seojin kissing me quite passionately.

’Did... Did we have sex because of what I said?’ I asked myself, my face turning red as I touched my lips. ’What did I get myself into?’

I decided to go take a bath and clear my head. Looking at myself in the mirror, I still couldn’t believe it. I finally did it. I finally had sex.

And it didn’t look like it was a bad experience either. My body wasn’t trembling uncontrollably and my mind wasn’t in a shaken state.

Could the twins have been the cure the entire time?

I don’t know how they did it but... I felt grateful for some reason and my heart warmed up.

’They won’t hate me.’ I thought, my eyes gradually tearing up.

To be honest, my insides were fine but the entrance of my hole seemed to be stretched out a bit.

’Did it tear?’ I wondered, trying to get a close look at it through the mirror.

But at that moment, I feel a sudden pain in my back.

"Ah!" I bent over, perking my ass up in the air, and groaned. "It’s so uncomfortable." I muttered and raised my head to see my reflection.

The position I was in... A memory suddenly flashed through my head and I remembered Seojun having an expression filled with lust as he grabbed my ass cheeks and said,

"Can I go in, Hyung?"

My eyes widened and I fell on my face. My nipples pressed against the floor and I let out an unexpected moan.

"Ah!" My eyes widened and I looked at my puffy nipples. They must’ve sucked on them quite a lot.

But what... What was that memory?

My face flushed. Just what in the world did we do?

For some reason, I didn’t want to recall what happened and for another, I... I wanted to know. I wanted to know the details of the night we spent together.

’Will another opportunity present itself?’ I wondered and then my eyes widened.

I slapped my cheeks and shook my head.

’Lee Dongwoo, what are you thinking about?’ I slapped my cheeks some more. ’You’re supposed to be paving the way for a bright future for them. Not trying to get a good lay. This is all wrong.’

I took my bath in a hurry and went to brush my teeth, hoping to preoccupy my thoughts with something else.

I had a whole day of nothing on my schedule. I could take Lily out for a walk, get some fresh air at the park, and visit the vet. I still hadn’t apologized properly to Geumtae for leaving like that. I...

My thoughts drifted away from my plans as I caught sight of both ends of my mouth. They were red and sore.

’Uh? Did I get beaten up?’ I wondered and touched it. ’I don’t remember getting beaten up, so how...?’

Another hazy memory flashed through my mind. This time, it was of Seojin. He had the same lust-filled face and stared down at me.

Why was he staring down at me? What was I doing?

"You’re being greedy, Hyung. Haah. You want to be filled from both sides at once?"

As soon as I realized this, I stepped back.

What... What was going on?

Remembering the twins to have this sort of sexual side and even more so, be so open about it. It didn’t look like they were acting. They... They really liked it.

’Then, was sex with me that good?’ I covered my mouth, my face flushing. ’Wait, what’s going on?’ I stared down at my dick. It... It was hard and twitching too. ’I... I’m aroused? By those memories? No way.’

I immediately went to take a cold shower, hoping to get rid of my erection but it was impossible.

It just kept twitching and I felt the urge to touch it. I... I couldn’t resist.

And without thinking too much, my hands moved on their own and I touched the tip.

I felt a sudden sensation fill me and I grabbed it.

It was the first time I was touching myself so I was confused. Was it supposed to feel this good?

As if the movement had been engraved in my head, and my hand was used to it, I stroked my dick up and down. I bit my lip, trying to contain my moans but even that proved impossible as they found a way to escape my lips.

"Ngh, ahh!"

I felt pleasure. One I never thought I could give myself.

’What’s happening? Why does it feel so good?’ I let out a moan, my eyes rolling back at the sudden sensation filling me up. ’This is strange. It feels so strange.’

At that moment, it was almost like the twins were right with me, holding me from behind and also in the front and smiling at me.

"Come on, Hyung. You can do better than that." Seojun said.

"Don’t you want to feel good?" Seojin asked, caressing my neck and sending shivers all over my body. "Touch the back too. You’ll feel great."

As if being controlled by something other than me, my second hand moved to my asshole and I stuck a finger in. It didn’t hurt. Rather, it slipped right in.

I put in two more fingers and started fingering my hole while my other hand stroked my dick even faster.

’I... I think I’m cumming. The stimulation is too much. I...’ is tared at the two imaginary figures in front of me. They smirked, and I finally blew a load while imagining being watched.

I leaned on the wall, breathing heavily.

I looked at my cum filled hand and closed my eyes.

"What the hell did I just do?"

I opened my eyes and looked toward the place where my imaginary Seojin and Seojun were standing, but there was no one.

"I’ve gone mad." I muttered.