It's Just A Picture (BL)
Chapter 181: But who knew Hyung liked to be talked dirty?

Chapter 181: But who knew Hyung liked to be talked dirty?

"Tell me, Hyung. Don’t shy away." He said. "You need to be more confident and even if it’s too demanding, it’s your right. You’re our lover, so your needs are as important as ours. No, it’s even more important, so let it out. Tell me what’s bothering you and I’ll do all I can to fulfill your wishes and desires. We... Will fulfill your greatest desires."

Dongwoo stared at him with his blue eyes sparkling with his tears.

Once again, he was going to ask himself what he did to deserve such caring lovers. But he didn’t need to ask or wonder anymore.

He deserved them just as much as they deserved him.

Those were the words he would tell himself going forward. The words that would make him feel equal to them and be more confident in their love.

Just as they said, he was going to be more confident from then on.

"It’s not a big deal." Dongwoo said, finally speaking up a little more boldly. "When having sex, can you..." His confidence started wearing off and his face flushed. "How do I put it?"

"Go on, Hyung. We’re all ears." Seojun said, and Dongwoo nodded, summoning all the courage he needed for the night.

"I would like it if you both talked dirty while having sex!" He blurted out and his face went red.

They both stared at him and then laughed.

"Was that what you found so hard to say, Hyung?" Seojin asked but Dongwoo was too flustered and embarrassed to even look them in the face.

"It... It wasn’t easy to say." He said, and Seojin nodded.

"Yes, it wasn’t." He placed his hand on Dongwoo’s head and ruffled his hair. "Our sweet innocent Hyung. This isn’t a hard request. We would’ve gotten to it at some point."

"But who knew Hyung liked to be talked dirty?" Seojun grinned and Dongwoo’s embarrassment went through the roof. "Haha, Hyung, you’re so cute." He bit his ear.

"I... I get it. It’s a simple feat for you two who have a lot of sex experience. Don’t laugh at me." He folded his arms and poured, feeling highly discriminated against for some reason.

They were looking down on him just because they were so well-versed in sex-related issues. It wasn’t his fault he couldn’t be an expert in the sexual field.

"Hyung, do you want to know a secret?" Seojin said and moved his lips to Dongwoo’s ear. The side Seojun wouldn’t hear from. And there, he whispered, "Matteo made sure to practice a lot with a dildo just to perfect his blowjob skills. He wanted to make sure he was able to give you the best blow job you ever had and ever will once you meet and think of him as the best." He said, and Dongwoo’s eyes widened.

He stifled a laugh but covered his mouth, trying not to laugh, but it was impossible. Just thinking of Seojun practicing giving heads to a dildo... It was hilarious and he ended up laughing.

"What? What did you tell him?" Seojun asked but Seojin simply shrugged his shoulders, looking away. "Did he say anything nasty about me, Hyung?" He asked but Dongwoo had to calm his laughter before he could respond and he said,

"I’m glad you tried so hard for me." He said and then turned to Seojin. "But that doesn’t change the fact that he made others experience that bliss before me so it doesn’t exactly make me feel better." He said and bowed his head lightly, feeling his heart crush as he thought more deeply about it. "Rather, I feel kinda left out for some reason."

Seojun furrowed his eyebrows and glared at Seojin, wondering what he had told Dongwoo.

"Ah, I think I’m getting jealous." Dongwoo suddenly said. "You guys had so much fun before coming to me."

"No, Hyung, that’s... That’s not what we were doing, honestly. It was all research to us because it was never really fun." Seojin said and Seojun finally got an idea as to what he told Dongwoo. But he did not realize the part of the dildo and assumed Seojin had only talked about his sex partners in the past.

He shook his head and sighed,

"Hyung, don’t mind anything he said to you. No matter who I did it with or how many people I did it with, you were always the only one in my mind. They were no more than test subjects, nothing more. Please believe me."

"But it doesn’t make me feel any better." He looked sad. "I... I’m disappointed.

The twins felt conflicted. This was not the kind of reaction Seojin hoped for when he brought that up. He hoped he would laugh it off and then that would be the end of that episode.

All the talk of them having sex before meeting him was not exactly pleasant because they never really liked it to the extent that they would want to think back to it.

It wasn’t that it was horrible. It just didn’t feel right knowing the person they wanted to do it with was Dongwoo and no one else.

But for the sake of perfecting their skills, they told themselves they needed to do it a lot and not end up disappointing Dongwoo.

And it wasn’t like they liked the partners. They were just like toys used and thrown away. No one caught their fancy, and no one ever could because there was but one person in their hearts.

They watched Dongwoo bowing his head in disappointment, it was disheartened.

They didn’t want him to be disappointed. They just wanted to be good enough to be able to satisfy him better than any partner he could’ve had while they were separated.

They just didn’t know that he had abstained from sex because of a certain trauma.

What could they do at this point? It was true that they had sex with multiple people so how were they going to talk out this situation?

Then all of a sudden, Dongwoo started laughing.

"Haha, I’m joking." He said, laughing heartily, and that gloomy and sad look on his face disappeared. "I’m not sad or anything. I just wanted to pull a prank."

He said and looked up, only to pause as he saw the expressions on their faces to be anything but laughter. There was fear in their eyes and their faces... They looked scared.

"Did... Did I take it too far?" Dongwoo asked but he felt he didn’t need to ask before knowing the answer. Saying he was disappointed, what was he thinking? He made them scared to the bone and thought they had committed an unforgivable crime. "I..." He clenched on Seojun’s arm and looked back at him. "I’m sorry for pulling such a prank."