It's Just A Picture (BL)
Chapter 180: If you don’t understand your own body, we can help you

Chapter 180: If you don’t understand your own body, we can help you

Seojin stared at Dongwoo shuddering and twitching. And then, he looked at his hand. He couldn’t tell what was more lewd, if it was the spanking or Dongwoo’s reaction.

He never wanted to go so far with Dongwoo because Dongwoo was scared of pain but he did it subconsciously. His butt cheeks were always so tempting but he had been able to hold himself off for so long.

So, that feeling of spanking his ass woke up the sadistic side of him. It was dangerous. He... He wanted to do it again.

Slowly, Dongwoo turned his face to Seojin, his teary eyes showing just how much satisfaction he got from his ejaculation, though he very much wanted to deny it.

It was a feeling he had never experienced before so his body wouldn’t stop twitching.

"No... No more." He said. "No more accidents. Don’t spank me anymore. I can’t take it."

Dongwoo was confused.

He had been hit a lot in the past but they were all painful. They all made him feel pain and cry but this time, it wasn’t the pain he felt. It was an immeasurable pleasure. It still brought him to tears but not the kind of tears that were gotten from pain.

It was too much. He couldn’t handle such stimulation.

"Hyung, are you okay?" Seojin asked, placing his hand softly on Dongwoo’s butt.

"No," he sniffed. "Why did you spank me?"

"It was an accident." Seojin answered. "But you didn’t really hate it, did you? Did it hurt?"

Dongwoo refused to answer and kept his face away.

He didn’t want to admit anything but Seojin already guessed what he was thinking.

"Alright, Hyung." He said and positioned his cock at his entrance. "I’ll make sure to keep my hands off but I can’t promise that there won’t be a mistake like the last time."

"No, don’t." Dongwoo said. "Please, don’t spank me even if it’s by accident. I... I can’t take it."

"What can you not take, Hyung?" Seojin asked, his eyes brimming with lust as he looked down at him.

He would make him confess.

He was ecstatic knowing that Dongwoo did not feel pain from his accidental spank but pleasure. It was a relief and that made him want to do more.

He held back all along, scared that he would hurt Dongwoo, but it seemed to be working out fine.

"It hurts." Dongwoo said, clearly lying through his teeth.

"That’s a lie, right, Hyung?" Seojun asked and Seojin looked down at him. "You felt it so much that you got scared, that’s why you don’t want to admit that it felt good. It’s because it was your first time feeling that way."

"I... I..." Dongwoo didn’t want to admit it.

He had already branded himself as a pervert to them but it was embarrassing. Admitting that he liked the feeling of getting spanked would just make him a bugger pervert.

He wasn’t a masochist, he knew that much. He hated pain and tried not to get hurt. Yet, that was a thing of the past, before he got past his sexual trauma.

Maybe he was indeed a masochist but had yet to discover that because he never indulged in anything sex-related.

But even then, he still didn’t like pain and that had nothing to do with sex. So, why was it different this time around? Did it have to do with the person doing the spanking?

He didn’t know. His body was becoming more and more unfamiliar each time he had sex with them.

"Hyung," Seojun called. "If you don’t understand your own body, we can help you."

"H-how?" Dongwoo asked.

"We can try it all with you." Seojin answered.

"But... I really don’t like pain." Dongwoo said, shaking his head, and he looked away. "It’s true that I felt it a lot when you spanked me but it could’ve just been because you caught me by surprise. I... I don’t want my experience with you two to be painful so I don’t want to try anything else."

They all went silent till Seojun spoke up, sitting up.

He dropped Dongwoo to sit on him with his back pressed against Seojun’s chest.

"Then, we won’t try them." He said. "But... We can try out the spanking again. If it was indeed just a reflex that caused you to cum and it’s actually painful, we won’t repeat it."

"A-and... If I end up liking it?" He asked, turning his head back slowly.

Their gaze was dark and filled with mischief. Sexual mischief.

He immediately turned to face his front. That was dangerous. It almost felt like he was going to get eaten whole.

The look in their eyes was not simple.

"If you end up liking it, Hyung." Seojin spoke up, taking his hand to kiss it. "Then we’ll just have to do what Hyung likes, right?"

Dongwoo stared at him and gulped.

Once again, he felt like he was falling into a trap.

"Since Hyung does not know what his body likes the most, we’ll help you. But since you’re scared of pain, we won’t try anything else. And for the spanking, we’ll start softly. How is it?"

Dongwoo stared at his smile. He looked like he was asking for permission but something told him they already had the answer in their minds and were already planning out how to sexually torture him.

’I hope I’m just imagining it.’ he thought, gulping once more.

The nagging feeling was rising up his throat and from the deepest parts of his heart, where he kept desires that even he did not know, he opened his mouth to speak,

"T-then," he swallowed hard, realizing what he was about to say.

"What is it, Hyung? Is there something else you want to try out?" Seojun asked but Dongwoo was having second thoughts.

Having realized the desire that was creeping up his heart, he felt he was digging a grave for himself.

It was just words. Simple words... Those wouldn’t hurt, right?

But wouldn’t that be asking for too much?

"It... It’s nothing." He said, bowing his head and pursing his lips. He would just take what they had to give. There was no need to ask for more.

Seojin got in front of him and reached for his chin, lifting his gaze to meet his.

"What’s wrong, Hyung? Something you want to say but can’t?"

Dongwoo stared at him. How was he always able to read him?

"It’s..." He bowed his head once more, but Seojin did not let him be and lifted his head, looking closely into his eyes.

"Tell me, Hyung. Don’t shy away." He said. "You need to be more confident and even if it’s too demanding, it’s your right. You’re our lover, so your needs are as important as ours. No, it’s even more important, so let it out. Tell me what’s bothering you and I’ll do all I can to fulfill your wishes and desires. We... Will fulfill your greatest desires."

Dongwoo stared at him with his blue eyes sparkling with his tears.

Once again, he was going to ask himself what he did to deserve such caring lovers. But he didn’t need to ask or wonder anymore.

He deserved them just as much as they deserved him.

Those were the words he would tell himself going forward. The words that would make him feel equal to them and be more confident in their love.