In Love With My Fierce Farming Wife!
Chapter 1175 - 1087: Instantly Smitten

Chapter 1175: Chapter 1087: Instantly Smitten

Qin Feimo rose to his feet, walked to the side, flicked his robe, and then knelt down to admit his error, "Empress, calm your anger!"

"Calm my anger, calm my anger for what? Up till now, are you still unwilling to say anything? Apart from all external considerations, we are also cousins of close blood relations. Have you truly forgotten the affection we shared in the past? Ah! Will you not speak?" Su Pan’er’s fury escalated, and she slapped the table with loud bangs.

Thinking about the messy accounts between her and Qin Feimo, Su Pan’er herself didn’t know what to say.

Back then, it all started when she saved Qin Feimo, but afterward, it was Qin Feimo who saved her. Later on, she and Qin Yi promoted Qin Feimo to emperor, treating him with utter sincerity and exhausting all efforts to assist him in governing state affairs. Eventually, when Qin Feimo stabbed Qin Yi in the back, he completely shattered Qin Yi’s heart and solidified Qin Yi’s determination to contend for the dragon throne.

Now, all these grievances and favors were long buried in memories. But being mentioned again at this moment, they still caused a lingering pain that made it difficult for Su Pan’er to continue.

"Empress, calm down and take care of your health. Your current condition is not suitable for such emotional agitation."

Seeing her glaring at him in anger, Qin Feimo quickly averted his gaze and sighed after a long while, "Empress, you ask me to speak, but what do you expect me to say?"

"Of course, it is to say, to say... you very well know what it is. You should understand that by this point, you can no longer afford to keep silent."

Say what?

Actually, it seemed like there really was nothing left to say!

"It is true that I shouldn’t keep silent, but what will it change if I do speak?"

Qin Feimo’s voice was soft, yet exceedingly resolute, "Empress, things have come to this pass, and I have nothing more to say. At least for now, this is for the best for all of us. Let the past be carried away by the wind."

"Carried away by the wind? You make it sound so easy, like a piece of wick."

Su Pan’er gave a cold, mocking laugh, no longer holding back, "Tell me honestly, is the child in Feng Xiyue’s belly yours?"

Qin Feimo fell silent, then gently nodded, "Yes."

He had not intended to acknowledge it, but now, for some unfathomable reason, he nodded.

"What exactly do you intend to do? Are you deliberately trying to humiliate me, to embarrass His Majesty?" Su Pan’er suddenly exploded in anger, "Back then, you stabbed him in the back. That knife was buried so deeply into his heart, surely you know full well how much force you exerted. And yet, what about him? Recalling that you are from the Younger Generation, even after he ascended the throne, he still..."

"Yes! He made me a prince, but did he ever ask if I wanted to become a feudal lord?"

Qin Feimo suddenly cut her off, his face twisting fiercely as he rushed in front of her, bellowing at her!

"Back then, if it hadn’t been for him, you and I would never have come to this point. You are my cousin, but you are also the person I truly cherished. Yes! Although at that moment, I had no other choice, I truly intended to kill him when I struck with the killer’s intent. Because I wanted him to die! Die, die, die! It was only by his death that there might be a chance for you to be mine, mine!"

Outside the side palace hall, Eunuch An frequently wiped his sweat.

Winter had yet to pass, but he was already dripping with sweat. Wanting to raise his hand to wipe it away, he dared not make a single move.

In front of him, Qin Yi’s face was terrifyingly somber!

It seemed as though he was about to burst in the next moment and tear the person inside to shreds. Yet, the words that followed from Su Pan’er halted his steps.

"Have you lost your mind? Do you even know what you’re saying?"

Su Pan’er completely lost her composure, "Not to mention that I married long ago, let’s talk about our age difference, how is that possible? Moreover, we are close blood relations, cousins, no less. Is there any such thing as cousins... Have you gone mad?"

"Besides, stabbing someone in the back, and today yet revealing your vile thoughts, behaving in this manner, do you still deserve to be called human? You’re even worse than an animal!"

"And now you’re saying whether you were asked if you wanted to become a feudal lord or not, are you implying that His Majesty forced you into nobility?"

Qin Feimo slowly stood up, by now, he feared nothing.

Before he came, he had decided not to say anything. But now, he changed his mind and wanted to spill all his thoughts.

Anyway, what did he have to lose, his sorry life? The worst outcome would just be death. Living a life worse than death, perhaps it would be better to just die!

Looking at that face full of surprise, he actually laughed, "I don’t care if you married before; it’s even better if you are older, you’d be more considerate. As for being cousins, the Great Zhou Dynasty has so many examples of cousins marrying, I don’t mind adding one more pair."

"I, Qin Feimo, have long been in hell, and if possible, I wouldn’t mind dragging you into hell with me. With you by my side, even if I had to climb up a mountain of knives or plunge into a vat of oil, I would not hesitate!"

A fiery glow flickered in Qin Feimo’s eyes.

Su Pan’er’s mouth hung open in shock.

Outside the side palace hall, Qin Yi suddenly turned and walked away.

His footsteps were rapid, he feared that if he delayed, he might end up killing that heartless beast who aspired to snatch another man’s wife right in front of Pan’er!

Just before entering the grand hall, he stopped in his tracks, turned around fiercely, and coldly stared at the side palace hall for a long time before decisively turning back and stepping into the grand hall.

It seems, that Sage King’s Mansion need not exist in this world anymore!

"I don’t understand, I really don’t understand, sigh!"

Regret was written all over Su Pan’er’s face, "You keep saying you like me here, but a few days ago on the southern platform, you told Feng Xiyue repeatedly that you liked her. Do you even understand the meaning of ’like’? Qin Feimo, it’s sad to say, but I watched you grow up since you were little, and now, how could you turn into this... you’ve disappointed me so much!"

You’ve disappointed me so much!

Qin Feimo’s face suddenly contorted as his mind was flooded with memories, painfully clutching his head.

"You know? His Majesty once said the same thing to me."

He suddenly laughed, painfully grabbing his hair, "Back then, His Majesty fled Shengjing and hid in the Qinling. When the Empress took me to see him, on that day, His Majesty also said the same thing: ’You’ve disappointed me so much!’ Ha ha ha..."

"It seems I am truly a failure at life. Initially, my existence was just a tool for the Empress to curry favor and consolidate her position; later on, I was nothing more than a puppet emperor being roasted over a fire, my power hollowed out, always having to look at others’ faces. They all bullied me for being young and naive, never taking me seriously. Then came this nuisance of a title as a feudal lord... My whole life, I have lived for others, I want to live for myself just once, even if it’s only once!"

"So do you know? When Feng Xiyue found me, telling me that she, just like me, has lived her whole life for others, and she just wanted to be willful once, to live for herself for once, in that instant, I was moved!"

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