Chapter 191: issues

Kim’s pov

Trust issues are something I’ve always associated myself with since I could remember. It was never a foreign concept to me.

As I stood beside a bunch of students, I noticed Blaze speaking with his father, and he had Jules with him, arm wrapped around him protectively. The discussion they were currently having didn’t look like a friendly one, and I felt a pang of worry settle in my chest.

I had been promised to be let off the hook by a man who usually gave me orders on what to do in order to capture Jules. He apparently worked directly for Blaze’s father, and is also one of the members of the higher ups of the school.

When I failed to get Jules into the car after spending hours in the mall, I knew I was supposed to have gotten killed. In this kind of game, you don’t get more than one chance. Two chances is a grace which is very rare.

The fact that I was forced to fuck that chance up or risk Blaze’s wrath getting unleashed on me was the reason why I failed the task on purpose.

I knew I was supposed to undoubtedly get killed that night and that was why when I got to the location texted to me, I instantly began to plead for my life, because that was the only thing I could do.

The man– Chris Harrisburg, is a werewolf just like Blaze’s father, and he was the one tasked with teaching me a lesson since he was the one who agreed to give me a second chance when everyone were against it.

As I pleaded for my life that night after the failed mission, he finally agreed to spare my life and give me one more chance... under one condition.

Said condition is that I was gonna let him fuck me.

It was either that or I got killed.

Of course I chose the option that would keep me alive for a while longer.

And so with my face strung up and with bile in my throat, I let him fuck me that night.

When noises of people around me celebrating a win pulled me out of my thoughts, I blinked a few times and let my eyes wander over to where Blaze had previously been speaking with his father along with Jules and one more man, I was surprised to see Blaze leading Jules away, while his father and the stranger fumed as they watched the retreating backs of Blaze and Jules.

After a fleeting moment, Blaze’s father masked his expression and let his eyes wander over the crowd, and everyone who were obviously staring at him all averted their gazes.

That made me scoff underneath my throat while trying not to appear too irritated.

I never wanted to attend this sports competition in the first place. The sham of a competition is only an excuse to cover up something else, and that’s so obvious since Blaze’s father is currently present.

Blaze’s father was a deadly alpha king who never showed up anywhere except it was really, really important. Why would he show up to his son’s school when he knows his son would never participate in something as dumb as this ongoing sport?

A few students were glancing my way and I tried not to show how worried and nervous I was on the inside. I smiled and waved at the students, posing for recording phones being pointed at me.

This is who everyone sees.

The charismatic Kim.

The pretty Kim.

The head of the preys’ fraternity.

No one knows that this is only a facade most of the time. No one knows that aside from this entire glam and charisma, I’m completely nothing underneath.

Absolutely nothing.

I mean... I do not even head the fraternity like these gullible students think. I’m only a messenger at the end of the day.

At the end of the day, this facade is all I have, which is why I give my all to it because aside from it, I have nothing.

Not even my family name.

~~~

I wasn’t surprised when a text came in from Chris, asking for my presence. Since I spotted him seated amongst the higher ups almost after I showed up at this large field this morning, I knew I’d undoubtedly get summoned, to most likely be given another task, as a final chance this time.

However, I’m extremely nervous because Blaze’s father is present and I’m hoping Chris hasn’t summoned me for Blaze’s father. I’ve never been in his presence before and I never want to be, because that would only mean something bad for me, and my family would literally have a breakdown if they get a wind of that.

Thankfully, when I got to Chris who was now seated in a silver limousine, I was instantly let in, but I remained tense because he creeped me out.

As I watched him smoke a pipe, I began to wonder how I didn’t puke when he fucked me.

Despite what a lot of people might think, I don’t sleep with just anyone, and my body count was actually way lower than everyone could ever imagine.

Chris pointed at the spot between his legs once he leaned against his seat.

"Come suck me off, kid."

I wrinkled my nose and tried not to frown as I cleared my throat.

"B- but sir... I thought it was a one time thing..." I breathed out, my stomach starting to churn with bile.

Chris, the middle aged ugly man, threw his head back and laughed.

"Do you want to still be alive or not?" He asked and my back instantly stiffened and I bit on my tongue.

Of course now he was gonna hold this over my head.

"I do." I admitted and then he nodded between his legs again.

Every part of me resisted but having no other choice, I dropped to my knees and was between his legs in the next moment.

He gripped my hair sharply and I winced.

"Never ask me a question that dumb again. You’re a smart kid, surely you should know what to ask and not." As he spoke, he shoved my face against his pants. "But just to answer your question, till you do the job like you’re supposed to, you’re gonna come to service me whenever I want. Is that clear?"

I sucked in a deep breath and reluctantly nodded my head.

"Now, go ahead and show me what that throat can do. You look like a very experienced slut, so I have high expectations. After this, I’ll give you a detailed description of how the next job is gonna get carried out. You know this is gonna be your final chance, so you can’t fail no matter what."

I gulped.

"If you do, even your hot body and pretty face wouldn’t be able to save you and you know that."

~~~

I didn’t usually feel dirty.

But right now, I feel like the dirtiest person ever. I felt exactly how my family sees me. Like a big, disgusting dirt.

After I exited Chris’s presence with a new task and more garbage on my soul, because I had nowhere else to go, I headed to the one place where I could bare myself at.

Xander’s.

He was outside his large building waiting for me, like I had requested. He looked impatient as usual, scowl plastered across his face and long hair in a bun.

"You’re late." He spat out and I huffed as I yanked the jacket from him, throwing it over my shoulders. I had asked him to wait for me with one like I always do, and as expected, it was one that had his scent clinging to it.

He didn’t say anything else as he grabbed my arm and yanked me along with him, taking corners I couldn’t see because of the tears that suddenly blurred my eyes.

I instantly scrubbed them off before he could notice.

I never cry.

I am Kim. I am amazing, fabulous and adored by everyone.

When Xander successfully got me into his room without anyone noticing, I dropped the jacket and grabbed his arm, loving the way he scowled down at me.

"Fuck me." I blurted out.

That’s the one thing I really need right now, and he knew that. It was fucked up, using sex to overcome the piling list of monsters I have always fighting in my head.

Xander nodded in the direction of his bathroom. "Go take a shower first, you know you want to."

I shook my head stubbornly. "No! Just fuck me!" I cried out, voice cracking and I hated myself because of that. My eyes and throat felt itchy.

"You need to take a shower first, Angelo."

I scowled at him this time, dropping his hand. "Don’t fucking call me that!"

"I will if you go take a fucking shower." He snapped, arms folded.

"Don’t tell me what to do, you asshole." I yelled, chest heaving. He rolled his eyes and headed over to his bed, flopping into it.

"I won’t fuck you if you don’t go take a shower. Your choice. You know you want to."

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