Beast Alpha and His Cursed Luna
Chapter 181: Controlling desires

Chapter 181: Controlling desires

MAVERICK’S POV

"Look into my eyes," She whispered, cupping my cheeks between her hands as she leaned and kissed my nose, making my heart skip a beat.

I was well aware of how her perky nipples touched my chest.

"You are the most handsome man I have ever laid my eyes on," she breathed against my lips before she pushed me back on the carpet and came over me. Her breath hitched as she leaned forward and kissed my jaws, nibbling on them slightly.

"Why are you so edible today?" She asked as she brought her lips to my neck and sucked on the area close to my shoulders, somewhere I would like to have my mate’s mark, and a shudder ran down my spine when she bit there slightly.

It also made me come to one realization. I didn’t mind it if she marked me today. It only showed how deeply I had fallen into this feeling that used to be so foreign until I met her.

My heart was going haywire because of what kind of teasing she was, and every part of my mind was telling me to flip us again, take control, and show her what real teasing feels like.

Yes, we were half naked, and we were touching, but it was probably the subtle caresses she was doing with her lips on my skin that were making me fall harder.

I probably wouldn’t have had a problem if she had been rough with me. However, her gentle and subtle approach to her feelings made me feel guilty and desirous of her.

’I want to fuck her now and here,’ Reaper snarled into my head, and it immediately pulled me out of my thoughts and snap to reality.

I had all the desires needed to make her mine. To claim her when she was offering herself to me in such a seductive manner, but as low as I wanted to go for her because I wanted to try just anything and everything to make her mine, this was something I wouldn’t be able to forgive myself for.

Not unless she would permit me to. Even if I have to end up pleasuring her all night and in pain myself, I won’t do what her gaze was asking me to.

Flipping us, I bit into my hand and forced my blood into her mouth, making her drink it as she looked at me with wide eyes before scrunching her face.

"Calm down," I told her, manipulating her with my alpha powers.

Reaper wasn’t too happy about it, but it was needed.

I couldn’t let him do what he wanted when she was half aware of what she wanted.

Once she calms down, I will ask her if we have permission to pleasure her and take her to ecstasy when she hits her heat phase.

"Shall we eat something?" I asked her, forcing my shirt on her and buttoning it.

She pouted. I am sure she thought I was leaving her high and dry, but this was important. If I lost my control now, I wouldn’t be able to control it anymore and end up marking her because that was how powerful a she-wolf’s heart was, especially one you are attracted to.

This was just her preheat phase, and she had this kind of effect on both of us. What will happen when she goes into heat for real?

I will have to design a special woman security force to take care of her during her heat while keeping myself out of the security circle to protect her from my alpha wolf.

"Let’s do it," she said, disappointment clear in her face, and I smiled bitterly, regretting and cursing myself.

"So you agree to be my mate?" I asked her, and she raised her brows at me as she took a mouthful of noodles, munching them with a satisfied look.

Food is the only thing that can turn her mood in a second.

"Mate, who? I agreed to be your partner for the alpha meet. Let’s be concise with the choice of words, yeah?" She delivered a lethal blow, and I sat there, unsure.

It hurt my heart to hear what she said.

She wasn’t my mate. This realization makes me want to ask the mood goddess why she couldn’t make her my mate.

"Yes, partner," I said, and she hummed.

I nodded at her.

"So you prepared all this to ask me this question?" She asked.

I nodded at her. This was nothing. It was an idea that struck me at the last moment. I would’ve done much more than this. Heck, I will do much more next time, for sure.

I wanted to give her the very best.

"Thanks," She said before blinking her eyes and looking up.

"No one has ever done so much for me," she said.

The pain in her voice struck a protective chord in my heart, and I sighed before pulling her close and placing her on my lap. I wrapped my hand around her waist, feeling her like a crisp potato ball.

"You don’t need anyone to do anything for you when I am here. From now on, I will be the only one doing anything and everything for you,"I whispered to her, not breaking eye contact to ensure she realized how serious I was about her.

"Shall we go to our apartment now?" I asked her. Judging from her expression, I knew what she was going to say, but I placed my finger on her lips to stop her.

"It’s our apartment for the next week," I said, and she rolled her eyes.

"Yeah, yeah, whatever," she said.

I grinned at her like a love-sick fool before following her out of the cottage.

Wait. She was walking out of the cottage in my shirt and her pants. What if people see her perky nipples tracing through the shirt?

"Hey, Mitsuki!" I called her to stop her.

However, it was too late. I saw my patrol team walking some distance, and after hearing my voice, they looked at us.

But strangely, rather than looking at her, they were looking at me. Well, it’s good they respect their alpha and know not to eye his woman.

’Or probably because you are standing outside the cottage with nothing but a boxer covering your dick which is erect?’ My wolf said sarcastically, and I coughed in realization while Valencia smirked at me.

Heat crept up my neck, and I cleared my throat before turning around and walking inside again as if nothing was wrong with the situation.