Vengeance of The Broken Lycan Prince [BL]
Chapter 306: Don’t You Know I’m No Good For You?

Chapter 306: Don’t You Know I’m No Good For You?

[TAMIKO]

"Kosta... you don’t have to be here," Tamiko said to his Erasthai who was standing by the closed door. He wasn’t sure what was going on in Kosta’s mind, but Tamiko wanted to make sure he knew he didn’t have to be here like this.

Granted, ruts were known to be the hardest of times for alpha males, and even worse for princes, but Tamiko was sure he could get through this without compromising the integrity of their bond.

He didn’t want to have to push Kosta away. He didn’t want to be the one who scared his Erasthai into looking at him differently. If anything, Tamiko was fine with whatever the arrangement was right now.

His rut would probably take a week at best, and he would be alright by the end of it. Or so he hoped. Then again, there wasn’t much he could do. And without someone to help him through it, he would be in a literal hell.

It was a truth that lingered for the both of them and frankly, there was more horror for the prince than relief that was headed his way. Perhaps there would be an easier way out of this, right?

They both knew it, but even then, Tamiko made sure that Kosta knew he had a choice.

He was never going to take that away from Kosta. Not today and certainly not ever. His Erasthai would have it do whatever it was willingly, and not because of a desperate alpha prince who didn’t know how to go through the hurt alone.

Maybe it was insane, but wasn’t that what their bonds always were about then?

"Don’t push me away, please," the omega spoke softly.

He wanted to be here.

He wanted to be in this room with Tamiko.

He wanted to spend whatever time there was in this damn rut with his Erasthai and if that made him come off as a desperate omega Erasthai, then he was that. He would be that in ways more than one.

He didn’t mind it.

All he wanted was Tamiko and this right here was the most intimate of seasons for the both of them. It was bad enough that Kosta’s heat had been triggered before and he hadn’t been able to be with his Tamiko.

Today was not something that he wanted to let go of. He wanted to be her, with the young Lycan and he wouldn’t leave. That much he was certain of.

"Kosta..." Tamiko began in earnest. He knew that his rut was going to be hard and he knew that he would probably not remember what happened and that was the worst part of it. He knew that this wasn’t the time to hurt his Kosta.

The poor thing had gone through everything without him and frankly, he didn’t want to be the reason his Erasthai got scared. He loved him, so very much that the thought itself repulsed him.

"I don’t know how much longer I can be in control, Kosta," Tamiko said earnestly. He wasn’t sure and that was the part of all this that scared him. He didn’t know if he would be kind to his Erasthai or if he would be more beast than man.

So many things would probably hurt his Erasthai and he wouldn’t be able to control his animalistic side., which was why he needed to see him have a choice.

"Then don’t be... let go, that way it won’t hurt," Kosta said.

Tamiko chucked sadly. If only it was that easy. If only he could, let go without the guilt eating him up. If only he could try and look at his Kosta with certain eyes that told the omega that he would be safe with him.

But they both knew that that would be a lie.

That wouldn’t be the best of things to trigger now and the sooner they both understood that, the easier their lives would be; perhaps it was imperative that Kosta leave because it was something they had to embrace earlier on.

"I will hurt you, and you know it. You know I won’t be in control as much, you know I will black out and maybe hurt you in ways that I can’t take back. You won’t let me do that to you, Kosta. You just can’t," Tamiko pleaded and Kosta sighed.

He could see the shreds of control leave Tamiko’s eyes and honestly, it excited him, maybe he was insane for this and for what he was trying to think but then his mate was seeking him out desperately.

He was trying to hold out, but this was what their fates would be reading eventually. The two hearts that needed to be held close and the bonds that no one had ever had to choose from; save for a few.

"I trust you," Kosta said as he locked the door and bound it with his magic, trapping the both of them in the prince’s chambers. It was a really stupid and daring thing to do, but he wanted to see where this all went.

They hadn’t explored the young prince’s rut for a long time, the last time Tamiko had gone into a rut, he had pushed Kosta away intentionally because he didn’t want to hurt him.

It had happened three more times and Kosta hadn’t been able to come in even then., but this time, he was letting Tamiko in, he wanted to be here, he wanted to know what it was like to spend the rut with his prince and if that made him a daring Lycan then so be it.

He didn’t mind it.

"But I don’t trust myself, baby. That is the problem," Tamiko said, his voice growing huskier as he walked towards Kosta. He knew that this was not going to be easy for the both of them, but the way the caramel scent was drawing him was making him lose control. It wasn’t his intention, but even a stone prince like Tamiko couldn’t fight against the chaos that was in his body.

"I can smell you, you know," Tamiko said, looking right into Kosta’s hooded eyes. He looked so beautiful even then, like the world was a canvas that they both had the power to paint differently.

The thought itself was an attractive one and for a moment, it was all that life seemed to be like. But beyond the fantasies and hopes, there was the demanding nature of the Lycan prince’s rut that would either doom them or save them.

However, at the moment, Tamiko was willing to bet on the ruins of a bond he cherished so much, which was why this was so risky for him.

"Is it that bad?" Kosta asked, knowing so well that it was impossible. But with the changes in the ruts and the way that Tamiko had been acting, Kosta knew he had to be ready for anything.

He had to try and think of what life would be like. He had to try and think of what was right and what could be more right than the bond they had wanted from the onset. The bond that they had fought to save from the moment they laid their eyes on each other?

"Oh, love... Try too sweet that the only thing standing between me and all that is the self-control I’m trying so desperately to keep. There is a line, my precious omega. A line that once I cross, we can’t go back from..."

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