Unveil Her Secret Identities
Chapter 186 It’s Hard to Forget First Love_1

Chapter 186: 186 It’s Hard to Forget First Love_1

She used to adhere to the idea that marriages should be based on social compatibility, but now she realized this conception was wrong.

Nowadays, what matters more is love freely sought and given.

Tang Yaxin found no faults in Lu Qingyi except for her bad temper, everything else about her was almost perfect.

"I guess I’m really blessed."

Lu Qingyi said, giving a yawn and lifting her gaze.

Her tone was brimming with nonchalance and devoid of any unwarranted emotions.

Tang Yaxin: "..."

She was at a loss for words, Lu Qingyi really had an excess amount of self-confidence.

"Qingyi, why do you want to go to medical school?"

Tang Yaxin couldn’t understand. Maybe the faculty at the medical college was better than Hardrick’s, but Hardrick’s networking was superior.

The career prospects at Hardrick far outshone those of the medical college, and Hardrick’s faculty wasn’t far behind either.

Lu Qingyi could have easily scored full marks, could have easily won the top honor, she could have...

Tang Yaxin just couldn’t understand why Lu Qingyi seemed to be indifferent about everything?

"It doesn’t really matter where I go."

Lu Qingyi said with sheer nonchalance.

Yeah, it really didn’t matter where she went, she just wanted to experience life.

Tang Yaxin: "..."

Tang Gaozhuo: "..."

This conversation was starting to get awkward.

"I’ve got some stuff to do, shall we go?"

Lu Qingyi asked Xu Boyan, she wanted to check on Xue Changguang as he had been discharged, she could start acupuncture treatment tonight if he was well enough.

She would not visit Lun Boyan for now, it wasn’t anything particularly important anyway.

In fact, in Lu Qingyi’s eyes, hardly anything was especially important.

Xu Boyan nodded, "Sure, let’s go."

"Rest well, I’m leaving." Xu Boyan laid his eyes on Tang Gaozhuo then glanced at Tang Yaxin, "Take care of your brother."

He was still concerned about his brother, Tang Gaozhuo.

——

"Yaxin, I used to encourage you because there was no one by Xu Boyan’s side, and he had no one he liked. But now I’m not going to support you any more, nor will I indulge your behavior. Even though I’ve supported you before, I’ve clearly told you not to get in too deep because there’s a chance Xu Boyan doesn’t think of you at all."

The door of the hospital room was closed, Tang Gaozhuo picked up a cup of cold boiled water from the table and drank it in one gulp, slowly starting to speak.

His expression was especially solemn.

He knew Xu Boyan best, if you became the object of his affection, you would certainly be happy.

But his heart was cold, it was hard to warm up. His sister liked Xu Boyan, he told her outright that this was probably impossible.

However, his sister was stubborn and he could only help arrange opportunities for her on the side.

Because he had a selfish motive too, hoping for that one in a million chance of success.

"Brother, I know all this."

Tang Yaxin nodded slowly, opened the thermos, took out the porridge she had stewed herself, and placed it in front of Tang Gaozhuo, "Try it."

She pushed the porridge towards Tang Gaozhuo, slowly speaking.

Perhaps it was under Xu Boyan’s influence or something, but she found herself interested in cooking now.

Tang Gaozhuo: "..."

He looked at his sister, unable to hide the incredulity in his gaze; this was the first time his sister had ever cooked something for him.

"It’s not poisoned."

Tang Gaozhuo picked up the bowl and took a big gulp.

"Brother, how long does it take to forget someone?"

Tang Yaxin looked up at Tang Gaozhuo, slowly asking.

Loving someone deeply and having that love etched into your bones, was really hard to forget.

She heard a story, a story about a "Bodhi bracelet".

A man spent a year creating a Bodhi bracelet and gave it to the woman he loved once he met her.

The woman wore the bracelet every day and loved the crisp sound it made when it clashed together.

Their relationship was excellent until one day they had a small conflict. The man had to go back to his hometown but the woman, due to the conflict, didn’t call him.

A few days later, the man suddenly sent her a message saying, "Let’s break up, I don’t love you anymore."

The woman couldn’t believe the message and texted him back, but he never responded.

She fell ill and was sick for half a month.

She texted the man every day but never received a reply.

Later, the man started replying, with the exact same message. She asked why, but he just responded with phrases like "I don’t love you anymore."

She was heartbroken and fell sick again, this time for a full month.

She was drenched in sorrow every day, reciting verses about Bodhi, she didn’t text him anymore, but she was still silently thinking about him in her heart.

She thought about letting go, but it was really hard, and the man’s words were hurtful and made her sad.

But she knew it was unrealistic, so she decided to become a nun, shave her hair, and head into the mountains. Even though she had become a nun, she couldn’t help but always think about that heartless man.

She didn’t ask about the man, nor did she go to his hometown to find him. So, she didn’t know that the man had already been killed in a landslide, and the texts were from his sister.

The man was afraid the woman would always wait for him, feel guilty, and furthermore he was terrified she would feel guilty. So, with his last dying breath, he asked his sister not to tell the woman about his death.

The man would never have imagined...

This is a sad story that she came across inadvertently while flipping through some high school Chinese papers.

It was a reading comprehension question, which didn’t affect her much at the time, but now it had a profound impact on her.

Loving a person so deeply, no matter how heartless that person was, love was love, and it’s not something you could give up just because the other party was indifferent.

Tang Yaxin was trying to let go, but she wasn’t sure whether she could completely let it go in the end.

Because it was really hard.

After all, Xu Boyan was her first love, the person she had liked for over ten years, it wasn’t something she could just drop at will.

Many people say that first love is the hardest to forget, and that’s true.

Your first love isn’t the first person you date, but the first person you genuinely fall in love with.

"You will meet someone better."

Tang Gaozhuo gently patted Tang Yaxin’s shoulder and reassured her in a soft voice.

"Perhaps no one is better than him."

Tang Yaxin took a deep breath, picked up an apple from the table, and slowly began to peel it.

Xu Boyan wasn’t just the best in her eyes, he was the best in many people’s eyes.

Tang Gaozhuo didn’t speak; he inherently knew he couldn’t deny Tang Yaxin’s words.

After all, there was really no one in Kyoto who could surpass Xu Boyan. Xu Boyan was someone many folks wanted to curry favor with but failed to.

"Brother, have an apple."

Tang Yaxin smiled as if nothing was wrong, and handed the peeled apple to Tang Gaozhuo.

Unable to let go or not, she definitely won’t fight Lu Qingyi for Xu Boyan anymore.