There's Something Wrong With You, My Lord!
Chapter 93: [Bonus - ](Xagrien’s POV)Why Don’t You Say It, My Lord? (3)

Chapter 93: [Bonus Chapter](Xagrien’s POV)Why Don’t You Say It, My Lord? (3)

The two of them didn’t have a favorable first meeting, Xagrien is sure of that.

It was full of terrible misunderstandings and it is surprising to see that they are calmly looking at each other now.

’It was already a wonder that I am feeling these things,’ Xagrien thought everytime he found himself stealing glances at the moon elf lord

Beautiful, innocent and gentle. That is Xagrien’s first impression of the young bearer who saved him. His face was full of smiles, as sunny as the sun. While on the other hand, Xagrien’s face was a hard a stone and his expression are always as cold as ice, a trait that his hard life imprinted on him.

However, that first impression immediately changed the moment the bearer opened his mouth. While the fact that the bearer is a beauty is true, the other two traits is far from what he expected.

As it turns out, the bearer actually has a playful side and is a bit short-tempered.

Xagrien could remember how angry Luis was when he told him that the bearer was still weaning.

The strong reaction that he saw was priceless. "What the hell? I am still weaning?! You bet your ass, I am way more mentally mature than you!" The image of the bearer’s flared nostrils while saying that discreetly made him giggle.

The pout, raising eyebrows, and facial movements that the bearer has while talking to him for the first time immediately attracted his attention. Even if he fight himself against it, Xagrien’s gaze will always end up being nailed to him. It was a strong nudging irational feeling that pushes him to get close with the bearer. He wanted to possess him in a way that Xagrien himself is clueless on how he should do it.

However, a rational voice inside his head keeps saying, ’Don’t. Stop. He is out of your reach.’

He is nothing but a wandering rogue, while the other may be a young master from a wealthy clan. Xagrien was sure that he could never give the comfort of the clan.

How can he give him a home when he and his friends are lacking a permanent place to stay?

It was a ridiculous thoughts that he has for someone that he just met.

Xagrien knew how dangerous it would be if he entertained it. It will not only implicate this bearer in front of him but also his friends.

’This attraction is not worth it to endanger our security.’

That was the reason why he kept his space between the two of them despite the friendly graces that the bearer has shown him.

Xagrien treated him a bit roughly at first in order to put up a wall between the two of them.

But the bearer seems to have a nerve that is harder than iron. He treated him casually without any arrogance as if they are of the same status, as if he isn’t a despised rogue. The bearer was speaking to Xagrien in a tone that is both comforting for him to hear and he find himself liking that.

When he was asked about the reason why he had gone berserk, he fought hard against himself in order not to divulge the secrets of his body.

This bearer unknowingly tested his integrity in their first meeting.

Not even his friends know about this. What makes this bearer so special to make him want to expose himself?

But the bearer turned out to be a very special existence. And he has a valid reason why the bearer unfairly didn’t tell him his name when he introduced himself. He was the new moon elf lord.

’The newly born moon elf lord?!’ that fact striker him like a clap of thunder. He could remember himself looking at the bearer open- mouthed and not responsive for a good few moments.

But who would blame him to have this kind of reaction?

It was unbelievable on Xagrien’s part. Never did he dream of meeting the so-called powerful lord in this life, but he ended up kidnapping the moon elf lord.

Knowing the identity somehow made him at ease and at the same time pressured for reasons that is unknown for him at that time.

So in order to compensate him, he ultimately agreed to the moon elf lord and brought him to their new settlement. It was decision that stemmed from his selfishness and a gamble in order to get the moon elf lord to help them.

"I will bring you with me in one condition. Please make a vow using the Oath of Soul that states that you will not cause any harm to any of my comrades," Xagrien boldly said to the moon elf lord. At that time, he is speaking as a dutiful member of their group. It was his way of securing the safety of all of his friends.

The Oath Of Soul is a very dangerous pact and at present, he deeply regrets it.

Back then, he really thought that this gentle-looking yet cunning lord will flatly declined it.

He is nothing but a rootless wanderer and the other is a legendary existence that only appears after a thousand or more years, what right does he have to impose his selfishness?

Xagrien is ready to hear the bearer declining his wishes.

But to his surprise, the moon elf lord did it without any inhibitions.

Now that he knew the moon elf lord’s attitude, he is sure that even if he rewinded the time, Xagrien is certain that Luis will do that over and over again.

That is how the moon elf lord acts when it comes to anyone that he considers as one of his people. It was a trait that Xagrien neither liked or hated at the same time.

Despite the playful nature and being a big tease, Xagrien found out that the moon elf lord is actually a dutiful leader. Once he is in command, he will just focus on the given task.

He knows how to maintain his focus and he does it really well.

Though at times, the moon elf lord ends up being distracted.

Xagrien smirked. He likes whenever the moon elf lord gives him attention.

Especially when the moon elf lord looks pissed at him, scrunching his cute little nose and raising his voice at him. He was just teasing the moon elf lord that one time in order to revenge his aching nipples and his bruised ego when the bearer ruthlessly told him, "Why should I told you that?" in front of his best friend.

However, he really find it adorable when the black haired young bearer rolls his eyes at him whenever he irritated him.

He loves it whenever the moon elf lord will focus at him even though his head is exploding.

For Xagrien, that satisfies his wanting that he has for the moon elf lord.

Unbeknownst to him, this wanting eventually become more complex the more time he spent his days near the moon elf lord.

It all started with a simple fascination, then during the night that they are fleeing from the tunnel, he also realized the earthly desires that he has for the bearer.

But he held it in, because at that period, Xagrien thought that it was impossible for him since the other was the moon elf lord.

He was a mismatched for the precious entity of the moon elf lord. The only thing that sets him apart from the others is his strong elemental power and his tough yet peculiar physique.

Therefore, he once again decided to press down his feelings but just like always he only found himself even more drawn to the unreachable bearer.

Maybe it is in between the secret gazes or the times when they look directly into their eyes. Xagrien finds himself stuck in those mirthful dark green eyes. It was like he is stucked in a quagmire. The more he struggled, the more he sinks to the charms of the moon elf lord.

It even came to the point that Xagrien’s close observation of Luis’ gestures somehow affected him to a great degree.

Even the weird words that he heard from the bearer, he found himself using that in his everyday life!

"Why are you setting aside the burnt skin?" Ilian, once asked while they are eating grilled meat.

"Because it’s cancerous."

His best friend could only look at him as if he grew multiple heads because Ilian has no idea what he is stalking about.

"Do you like to eat this snake meat, Xagrien?"

"No, that is not my type."

Such situations happen more times and his friends could only look at him as if he is the most hopeless person in the world.

The instances that proved how much the influence that the lord has on him increased as time passes.

It is undeniable that he is hopelessly attracted to him.

So this time, he made a concession to himself, he doesn’t feel safe if the moon elf lord is under the care of others, therefore, he made a courageous decision.

’I will appoint myself as that bearer’s personal guard.’ Xagrien told to himself while in reality, he wanted to guard his bearer, making sure that no males will dare to approach the moon elf lord.

The lord is already eye catching in his juvenile form, how much more if he matures?

Hence, he collected his cool and took measures that ensures that he is ahead of anyone.

A step forward and he found his heart running towards the moon elf lord.

The attraction between them was so strong that he always found himself lost.

Xagrien grew up in a place where love and liking are vaguely described. He wanted to talk to the moon elf lord to clarify what he felt. So even if he was nervous for the first time, he decided to approach the moon elf lord.

But it was not as easy as he planned. He found himself dragging it. With an excuse for himself that the moon elf lord is busy.

However, the bearer that caught him has a plan. He trapped him in a place where he can only say his truth. The moon elf lord clearly knows what he is feeling. ’That is so unfair.’

"Look, don’t give me the reason that I am the moon elf lord. I have lots of subordinates who willingly protect me but none of them looked at me the same way you did." The moon elf lord said just to prove his point and when the bearer said that others had already seen him naked, Xagrien lost it.

"The moon elf lord is my type." Xagrien reiterated. "Didn’t you say that when you found someone who is aesthetically pleasing? However, I think I found you pleasing in a much deeper sense, not just your face, my moon elf lord. How would you define that?" Xagrien asked. He didn’t dare to speak about how his heart was racing whenever they locked their gazes with each other. Or how many times did he fantasize about the young bearer whenever he is resting.

The flowery scent that lingers in his nose whenever they are close to each other and the smile that is clearly painted in his mind keeps him awake most of the time.

Even though he is holding back some very personal and intimate details, he is sure that his point clearly came across the moon elf lord based on the blush on his face.

However, when he was ready to hear the reply of his confession, the mischievous moon elf lord found a way to postpone his confession and he let that go.

But now things have calmed down. Xagrien is determined to hear the moon elf lord’s response no matter what.

"You came here, my lord." Xagrien said with his purple eyes discreetly showed a hint of happiness .