There's No Love In the Deathzone (BL)
Chapter 233 - 226. Night of Delightful Unfamiliarity (M)

Chapter 233: Chapter 226. Night of Delightful Unfamiliarity (M)

The suit was probably expensive--no, it was definitely expensive, but Zein could care less as he tore it off the esper’s body.

Sucking on the bronze neck, Zein pushed Bassena over toward the bed by the sturdy chest, sending them both toppling to the mattress. "Take it off," he hissed as he pulled back, getting rid of his own clothes.

Just a few months ago, he thought it was ridiculous having sex with no clothes--stupid high zones and their low awareness of safety. But now...now he appreciated the delight of looking at Bassena’s sculpted body; all delicious toned muscle and glowing dark skin.

Zein had only chucked his suit jacket and vest to the floor before he got too impatient and leaned down to kiss the esper’s hard and used his hands to roam around the firm pecs and tensed abdominal muscles.

"Baby," Zein whispered, looking at the stunned esper’s eyes. That word was voiced in such a sultry and lusty way that Bassena, who was in the middle of unbuttoning Zein’s shirt, froze. Zein lightly bit the parted lower lip, and whispered against it. "Can I have you tonight?"

Just that tone and fiery gaze alone would get Bassena to agree with anything Zein would have said--even if the man told him to commit a federal crime. With a rather heavy breath, Bassena answered in a slight daze. "I told you--you can do whatever you want to me,"

The pretty face got more breathtaking as it was decorated with a smile. The guide leaned down and kissed Bassena softly, slowly, gently as he took the esper’s pants and grabbed the tube from the nightstand. They had been using it a lot during this ’business trip’ that it was almost empty by now.

Bassena flinched at the first drop of the cold gel. He gripped the bed sheet and looked down; a mix of worry and curiosity. The sound of his fast heartbeat could be heard even by Zein.

"Nervous?" Zein chuckled as he touched the esper’s entrance. Bassena had this wincing expression like a kid about to get their injection.

"Yeah," the esper said truthfully. Despite everything though, he still looked down, following Zein’s hand. He glanced up for a second while biting his lower lip. "Is it weird?"

After all, he had been doing it to other people, including Zein. He thought he would know how it would be, but he still felt nervous despite being the one to offer himself first. And he did not regret it or anything, it was just like an esper second-guessing their decision when they were about to challenge a Tower’s trial.

He just worried Zein would take it the wrong way, and thought he didn’t want to do it. Fortunately though, the guide chuckled softly in response.

"No," Zein kissed the frowning brows and gave Bassena the sweetest smile. "It’s cute."

Bassena chuckled in return. "That makes it worth it alrea--ugh, cold!"

Zein had just put on his finger, which was coated in more lube, inside. "I don’t have magic to make it warm," he said. Unlike Bassena, who had fine control over his magic energy and could somewhat control the temperature of his body, Zein could not do that. He wasn’t a trained esper after all.

"It’s fine, I just get surprised," Bassena shook his head, but still winced at the intrusion inside him. He tried to shift his hip, and it pushed Zein deeper. "Is it...usually feel this weird?"

"For the first time? Yeah," Zein smirked. He had forgotten about his first time, honestly. He didn’t even remember who he did it with first--he only remembered that it was a civilian. It was definitely never this slow or careful.

"Whoo..." Bassena took a deep breath. He wondered if Zein also felt this uncomfortable when they did it, because he recalled the guide frowning and wincing a lot at first.

Was it because they hadn’t been doing it while guiding? The guides he did it with before usually already prepared themselves, because it was their job. The people he had sex with in the academy also seemed too eager to prepare themselves for him, so he barely need to do anything than...enjoying himself.

Truly...with Zein, everything felt like a first.

"You okay there?" Zein asked gently in the middle of Bassena’s pondering.

Bassena nodded hurriedly. "It’s fine, it’s not like this will be harder than fight--ing!"

The esper groaned as Zein increase the digit inside. The guide kissed Bassena’s lips briefly, gently. But the fingers inside were moving relentlessly. For a second there, Bassena wanted to laugh--feeling like he received some kind of retribution for the time he acted impatient and loosened the guide too roughly.

"Hurt?"

Biting his lips, Bassena replied in a quiet and airy voice. "’s okay..."

Bassena swore he would treat Zein more gently from now on, however impatient he was.

Looking at the man who bit his lips and clutched the sheet tightly like a virgin, Zein stroked the esper’s cheek and whispered softly. "Good boy," he smiled, and as Bassena froze in response, he looked down; brow arched and lips curling. "You’re hardening."

"Can you blame me?" Bassena purses his lips.

"Who said I’m blaming you?"

With a smirk, Zein slowly pushed another finger, leaning down to lick the dark nipple, enjoying the way it hardened by the touch of his lips and tongue. No wonder Bassena liked sucking on his so much. It was indeed arousing to feel the minute reaction of the partner’s body. Something that he, due to his clothing principle, had never done before.

He realized after a while, however, that Bassena hadn’t been making any noise. So he looked up, while still pressing his lips on the esper’s chest, and caught the amber eyes looking at him without blinking.

"You’re so quiet," Zein trailed his lips up until he found the esper’s jaw, and kissed it gently before pressing their forehead together.

Was it because it hadn’t been so long since he topped? He wanted to spoil this adorable man. Zein didn’t really realize it, but he had been very gentle with Bassena--way gentler than he had been with the others. Since sex for him had always been a mere tool to fulfill basic human needs, he never bothered with ministration. Also, it had always been a simple business for him--no feeling, no tenderness.

But this was different. He felt lust, he felt affection. It was something more than carnal needs; it was satiating his heart too. So even though this wasn’t his first time, Zein felt as if it was.

"I’m just...admiring the view," Bassena mumbled, eyes still focused on Zein’s face. He looked dazed, as if he was in a trance, so Zein laughed softly and brought the man back by taking out his fingers.

"Uff--" Bassena looked down again, seeing a trail of lubricant from his rear entrance to Zein’s fingers.

The fingers that were unbuckling the pants and flicking the button open. Bassena had been too preoccupied with the new sensation on his lower back that he missed the hard erection pressing against his thigh all this time.

And now, looking at it bare and ready, he gulped.

"Don’t act like you’ve never seen it before," Zein flicked the space between the unblinking eyes.

"No--I mean...it feels different somehow,"

"How?" Zein asked with a subtle smile, pulling out a foil pack from Bassena’s discarded pants.

"Just..." Bassena blinked, watching Zein tear the package with his teeth, and use it right after. He twitched and hardened even more, lips parted to let out an airy breath. "...different."

The blue eyes curled, and Bassena was so captivated by them that he didn’t even realize Zein had entered him until he felt the pressure of the first resistance. But Zein kissed him before he could let out any groan, and the next thing he knew, the guide had lifted his hip slightly to slide a pillow beneath his waist.

Zein licked the esper’s lips, and as their kiss deepened, Bassena exhaled into the guide’s mouth and released the tension on his lower back, relaxing his tight wall so Zein could slide deeper.

"Ugh--damn it!" he couldn’t help but hiss, feeling the second resistant. It got him into so much perspective; Zein was smaller than his, but if it stung this much with just that, how would it feel using his own cock?

People who had sex with him before didn’t seem to mind it--they seemed to like it, even. But what if...what if they just pretended it was alright? What about Zein?

"Zein--"

"Yeah?" Zein blinked. He actually looked rather distracted, breathing heavy and shallow as he dug around Bassena’s hole--relishing an almost forgotten pleasure.

"Was it..." Bassena swallowed hard, biting on his lips as he felt Zein go further, before managing to sound his concern. "Was it hurt for you...when we first..."

Zein paused, looking at Bassena with an arched brow. "Which first?"

"...b-both,"

Zein did not answer immediately. He pulled away slightly, straightened his back, gripped the esper’s hips, and thrust all the way.

"Ugh--" Bassena clutched the bed sheet with one hand, and grasped the guide’s arm with another, gasping.

"It did," Zein smirked. "In that cave, it hurt like son of a bitch."

Bassena sucked on air, feeling so very guilty right now. He almost forgot sometimes, that Zein had to ride him with no proper lubricant--perhaps only using his saliva, which was why his mask was unfixed--and probably no preparation due to the time constraint.

"But I’m a guide, so..." Zein thrust again, before continuing amid Bassena’s groan. "The guiding process helped somewhat."

The guide leaned forward, pressing his hips against Bassena’s, bracing one of his hands beside the platinum hair that he had messed up on their way to the bedroom earlier, and stroked the esper’s cheek with another.

"The other first was...better."

"...better," Bassena repeated with bated breath. "But it still...hurt?"

"At first," the thumb slid over the esper’s lips, and Zein licked his own. "But I got to feel good in the end," the blue eyes gleamed softly, looking at Bassena with palpable affection while adding; "And it had always been good ever since."

Bassena took a deep breath, even though he wasn’t so sure he could breathe at all. Looking at the blue eyes, he felt so mesmerized, so dazed, so much in disbelief that he had the privilege of calling this beautiful man his lover.

"Did anyone--ugh--ever come just from...looking at your face?" he asked while trying to manage his breath at the same time.

Zein raised his brow, before letting out a subdued laugh. "Pfft--haa baby..." the blue eyes narrowed, and the red lips stretched into an alluring smirk. "They don’t get to look at my face while I fuck them."