The Werewolf's Vampire Mate
Chapter 79: Worry mixed with hope.

Chapter 79: Worry mixed with hope.

Darrien.

From the moment Beau started panicking, I knew something was wrong. I couldn’t say anything because it was not certain. My heart hurt even before I knew anything was wrong. He was supposed to come back with his stuff.

I was going to take care of him.

All through the run to their community, so many fears ran through my mind. how will I react if something happened to him? this little kid, this guy that looks like life has dealt him with so much. I don’t think he has ever caught a break. Starved, abandoned.

I just met the kid but I want to be his everything.

Walking through those gates was the hardest couple of minutes of my life. I saw the blood, I could smell it before we even came close. Beau’s panic was more obvious than mine. This was not the time to show emotions. I don’t even know what to think right now.

If anything happens to him.

"Shit,’’ I hear one of us mutter but I am too in my head to even pay attention. The sight is not pretty. Beau is the first one to walk into the gates. He stops dead in his track and I hear the very slight gasp as it escapes from his lips. The sound is faint and so very painful.

A couple of people dead. Their blood on and surrounding them. I don’t know how many people have been killed because my eyes roam around the compound in search of Jabi. This is the most painful thing to witness but the only person I remotely care about is him. I don’t even want to pretend. Not seeing him right now is affecting me so much. I ignore everyone around and walk over to the bodies, one by one. Each person a relief to the fact that he is not the one lying down on this cold ground.

Beau is searching around frantic for hope, but the only people that are remotely conscious are crying out in sheer and utter pain. This is a terrible sight. This is something that no one should ever witness but here I am walking around, looking for one person and one person alone. I have the abilities to heal a bunch of these people but how can I when I need to find him.

’’Dar,’’ El grabs my hand to stop me from freaking the fuck out.

He is the only one that can sense the worry in my heart. I stop walking for a minute and face him. I didn’t even realize there are tears in my eyes until he places his hand on my shoulder, this is his way of comforting me.

’’He’s not here,’’ I speak for the first time. My voice is croaky, I have never sounded this pained in my whole fucking life.

’’You don’t know yet. Just hold on. We might still find him. These people need your help. They are all injured and a couple of people are dead. I don’t know any of these people but the reaction from beau tells me that he knows and is going to mourn the people that are dead.

’’Where are all the kids?’’ Beau asks a man that seems to be one of the few people that looks okay.

’’There are by the caves. We sent all the kids and omegas to the caves. That was the only place we could think of.’’

My ears spring up at his words. Kids and omegas. Jabi is an omega. He could be safe with all the children.

’’Where is this cave?"

I don’t care about anything and until I find him, I don’t plan on helping anyone. ’’We need you here,’’ I realize Eligio is still holding unto my arm.

’’I need to find him,’’ I shake my head dismissively.

Alanis walks over to me; you have to visualize everything that is happening to understand how I feel right now. These fucking vampires showed up at my baby’s home, they killed people. They injured the rest and I don’t know where he is. How do I fucking go on, knowing that he could be dead?

There is a pain in my chest, one that will not evaporate until he is in my arms. I promised to fucking protect him, to take care of him and I was stupid enough to let him come here on his own. Knowing full well that there were fucking vampires hunting his kind in town. I should’ve kept him in my house, followed him here.

How do I breathe now, knowing this is all my fault?

’’Help us first. We need your healing powers. El and I are going to surf the woods for the people responsible for this. Beau will be here with you.’’

This is the most rational person of our group and right now I am the most irrational one. Like I said before, I am selfish. I don’t mix well with people. I have never cared about impressing people or doing the right thing.

Nothing has changed.

The only thing that has changed is how much I fucking care about that kid. I can’t stand the thought of losing him.

’’I need to know first, make sure he is okay. I need to see him first,’’ I scream so loud that it even surprises me.

I have never been this temperamental and I am a pretty emotional person. Alanis sighs so loudly ’’I will go look for him. I will bring him to you, these people need you more... here.’’

His eyes are sincere ’’I’ll go with Eligio,’’ Bells suggest and we both agree. Because at this point, what choice do we have? There is no arguing with Alanis.

’’I need you here,’’ Beau calls me.

I walk over to him as El and Bell’s go in the opposite direction. The man that told Beau were the kids are leads, Alanis, away from us. My eyes linger on their silhouettes because that is where my heart is.

My heart is stuck in the hopes that Jabi is safe.

I go on my knees and the man on the ground is shaking. There is a large gash on his chest. He is barely conscious. This looks really bad but I don’t say anything.

’’He is not healing fast enough. It takes us a while to heal, he might bleed to death first.’’ He explains.

Werewolves are nothing like vampires. We don’t bleed, well we do bleed but healing is very fast for us. There is no bleeding to death unless our hearts are ripped out of our chests or our heads are cut off.

We don’t die that easy but these creatures get a simple cut and they bleed.

’’I am so sorry about all this,’’ I start to work my magic because this is the only thing I can do at this moment. They need me to be the healer and that is all I am good for. I can’t protect Jabi, so what is my use?

’’This is not your fault,’’ he says. At this point, he is just watching. There is nothing he can do to help me.

A woman walks over to us from a distance but all my attention is on the man I am trying to heal. ’’They came from nowhere.’’ She explains even though no one asked.

’’We need to separate the causalities from the people that are injured. Where are the rest of the healers?’’ he asks the woman.

I turn away from them and slowly, I fee the man slowly move against me. His breath is faint, he is struggling to breathe right now. I am doing all I can. Healing is not as easy as I make it look. I am giving them all my energy; this is going to make me weak after. I will need a lot of blood. They take what they need from me, and I lose what they take.

’’He is the worst of the injured... can you handle him while I get the rest to the infirmary?’’ beau directs at me.

The vampires seem to have done their damage and vanished. This makes the whole recusing of Beau like a failed attempt. I don’t even know if this was his plan all along. He seems very strategic—Cassius. He must’ve planned to come here all along; he was never going to kill Beau first.

’’Go ahead,’’ I urge him as he walks away from me with the woman.

I can feel my energy transport to the needed host. It’s like a beautiful piece of art. My arms above the wound, no one else can see it except me but there is a bright light that feeds off my energy. Takes it where it needs to go.

Slowly his wound starts to heal faster, his breath becomes steadier. I watch the injury disappear and for the first time in my life, I know I am doing good. This is the best thing I can do now, save all these people.

It’s almost like a part of me knows he is safe.

A big part of me knows he will be safe.

’’I’ll find you Jabi.

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