The Werewolf's Vampire Mate
Chapter 533: Redeemable changes

Chapter 533: Redeemable changes

Blue

"You don’t use your magic,’’ Abaddon accuses me and I don’t even have the energy to argue with her because she is not wrong.

I don’t use my magic.

I hate my magic but I hate that she sees me and she can tell. I wish I wasn’t so obvious. The shame that I am a part of that community is everything I want to let go of.

I know I need to move on from it and accept who I am.

"I don’t see the need to right now.’’

She shakes her head "Did you complete your training?’’

The training.

The one that I did with half a mind. I found my escape when I found out about Jules and I just didn’t bother with it. I took that as an opportunity to leave that life behind and now it seems like that life is trying to force itself on me.

"You need magic. It is in your blood."

I don’t want to tell her that I resonate more with my Lycan part. That magic was never easy for me. Even with my willed sense.

"I know that.’’

She nods "This is something you should know on your own. Being a witch takes a lot of studying, research and practice. Letting go of who you are will not make you stronger. It will only make you weak.

I hate this because it feels like scolding.

I know all these things she is saying but I have never felt good when using magic. I never felt good enough.

We are having this conversation because I asked her about the spell to hide Gyles’s scent. I didn’t need this lecture even though now it seems like I actually do.

Maybe she is right.

"Hiding the scent of a hybrid is a necessity in this world we live in. You need to have that at the back of your mind."

’How do I do that?’’ I ask her eagerly.

’There is a spell.’’ I want to hear it. I didn’t think I would and I’m glad I got the chance. She is offering to teach me. She pulls a notebook out of the purse in her grip. It is small and old looking. Slowly she opens it up and pages through it. "You need to know how to recognize the scent of a hybrid and how to hide it. You need to know how to take the blood of a hybrid and use it to make a mask.’’ ’What kind of mask?’ ’It is a mask that hides the bloodline of a hybrid. It is a scent that you can make yourself. You need to make a mask yourself. What is the one thing you notice when you are near Gyles,’’ She asks me.

It is easy.

’His blood is different.’

She nods "What makes it different. What do you feel when you take a whiff of the scent of his blood?"

"It is more intense.’’

She nods.

I watch her because this is the moment I have been waiting for. A win. Somehow it feels like I haven’t had any wins. Bad things just keep happening and I am tired of it.

I just want things to stop going the way they are going.

I need to feel safe. "So, you need to take his blood and use it in a mask. It will hide his bloodline. It will hide his scent."

’’Can I make it myself?’’

’You can. You will need a lot of blood though. You need to make a mask that can hide his scent using his blood. The blood of a hybrid is the most powerful weapon anybody can have. It is precious so it needs to be hidden. You might think that your mate is the only hybrid to exist but that is not the case. There are a few in existence and the only way they are able to live is by masking their scent. You have to do the same thing for him.’’

She rips a page of the notebook and hands it over to me "This is all I can give you; you have to figure the rest out on your own.’’

I collect the piece of paper from her and there are writings on it. Words that I don’t even understand. I don’t know how I am supposed to do this on my own.

"The moment you start doubting yourself, you know that you are in trouble. You know that your mind will turn on you and that you will lose your way. You need to trust yourself. If you ever start doubting your own thoughts, you know you are in trouble. You have to trust in that.’’ It is easier said than done but at least this is a start.

"You are the warlock of this community. Every pack needs one, you need to embrace the gift you have been given."

Her words are comforting and, at this moment, they give me the strength that I need to get through to this. I know I will make mistakes; I will hurt the ones that I love but I will try my damned best to be good to them. I will make things right and make sure I protect them.

I will not mess this up.

"Thank you.’’

This is just gratitude but I know what I need to do.

We need to go back to eh coven and I need the closure that I didn’t have from my mother. I need to let go of that part of my life and move on and this is the only way that I can do that.

Going back is the only way that I can make things right and be better.

I have been pushing and accusing Gyles of wanting to go back when it has been the right thing to do all along. He is a much better person than me and now I need to start listening to him.

I need to follow his lead for once.

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